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About Me

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Do you want to walk on the moon: no I'm afraid of heights
Birthday: right before the leaves fall
Birthplace: Modesto, CA
Current Location: the middle of nowhere and the end of innocense
Eye Color: cold
Hair Color: black
Height: too tall but not tall enough for my weight
Right Handed or Left Handed: I like to have the upper hand
Your Heritage: White trash with an educated vocabulary
The Shoes You Wore Today: boots with big buckles
Your Weakness: men without jobs and no license
Your Fears: men without jobs and no license
Your Perfect Pizza: spinach and pesto
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To publish a book of my poetry and start a novel
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I don't IM
Thoughts First Waking Up: When can I get back in bed? Shit I wish I had a maid to bring me coffee!
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes or hair. But my boobs if you're shallow
Your Bedtime: Usually when the drugs wear off or the minute I get bored with whatever I'm doing.
Your Most Missed Memory: That boy, you know the one.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi with a bottle of Jim Beam
MacDonalds or Burger King: Niether...didn't you see "Super Size Me"?
Single or Group Dates: Jessie dates!..she's the best boyfriend ever!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Iced tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: The only foods I like mixed together
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee and lots of it. Can you make me some?
Do you Smoke: Only when I drink, but not much lately.
Do you Swear: Only when I speak.
Do you Sing: all the time
Do you Shower Daily: Sometimes twice
Would you kill a family member for a billion dollars: I'd kill my ex for a six pack and a 20
Do you want to go to College: Been there, done that...still no job!
Do you want to get Married: NO! Sorry archaic outdated institution with shitty pay and a crappy retirement package.
Do you belive in yourself: Most of the time until I hear the voices that survive just to mock me.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not usually, but haven't been in motion much lately.
Do you think you are Attractive: some days, others I think I stayed up too late
Are you a Health Freak: If by health you mean diet pills...then yes.
Do you get along with your Parents: what parents?
Do you like Thunderstorms: the louder the better
Do you play an Instrument: whisky jug and the rubber band saw
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes and used it to clean a wound
In the past month have you Smoked: no! the smell suddenly makes me ill.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: prescription means it's ok
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No...in the past year, I haven't gone a date!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes, but I did it for a friend.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, not even one
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: my life is a stage
In the past month have you been Dumped: no, but my ex husband stalks me and breaks up with over and over
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: it's cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: a soup spoon from a fancy restaurant
Ever been Drunk: once I was so drunk that I fell down, and laughed because I was "falling down drunk"...get it, falling down drunk...haha, it still cracks me up. Laying in a puddle...drunk...oh birthdays!
Ever been called a Tease: yes, but just for a minute
Ever been Beaten up: Yes, but I'm not married anymore!
Ever Shoplifted: too many times, but now I'm riddled with guilt
How do you want to Die: So old that people are sick of me, except for my young lover who will have to take time out of school to mourn.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Grown up and nasty rich!
What country would you most like to Visit: France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: open
Favourite Hair Color: existant
Turn-offs: bragging
Height: tall enough that his knuckles don't drag
Weight: thin
Best Clothing Style: clean
Number of Drugs I have taken: today?
Number of CDs I own: I don't know my kids steal them all
Number of Piercings: 16
Number of Tattoos: 4
Number of things in my Past I Regret: ONE...do you know who you are?
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My Interests

I love to write poetry and have been writing plenty. I use my blog space here to write works primarily about my life; what brought me here, who was involved and my plans for getting out. I use my Live Journal to write general rantings about the bullshit that I deal with living in this world and this little town. But my work, my pieces of pride and promise are contained at Poetry at Pointlessbanter . Read, subscribe and if so motivated leave a few thoughts on what you read and how it made you feel.

Television:

Sometimes I just stare at it for hours but can't remember what I was watching.

Books:

Anything within reach.

My Blog

Inside Out...repost from the pile of shit on my desk

Inside myself I can bury you, smother and strangle you, force your words to be swallowed before said. Inside myself I listen as you tell me [lies] that you love me, that you're lonely. I laugh and wai...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 08:48:00 PST

The Personal Ad (PB exclusive)

Ok, so the last post was a little heavy and left some emotions out on the table, raw and ready to be nibbled by wall dwelling rodents and roaches. The Personal Ad is a light and candid look at w...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 07:41:00 PST

Asylum

I cut myself to bleed you out because like sickness you're in my veins. I washed myself with turpentine to remove your touch, my scars, your pains. I sewed my eyes shut with needles and pins to bli...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 06:54:00 PST

Cunt...the word.

I recently began reading the book "Cunt...a declaration of independence" by Inga Muscio. I suggest that everyone reading this blog pick this book up and read it, men, women, young or old. ...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 08:33:00 PST

Moments of being me...part 1

Our lives are made up of moments within days. Moments that design and define us. Moments that for better or worse makes or breaks us.this is my recollection of one of those moments...It's ...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 12:49:00 PST

My Family Secret (PB exclusive)

Hello Friends,sorry for my recent absence but life actually needed my attention. But I have been working on a few pieces that hopefully I'll be able to find time to post this weekend. But ...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 12:38:00 PST

The War At Home

I'm watching you self destructlike a bomb with no destination.Paths of debris and desolationlie in wait for your attention,your acknowledgement,your acquiescence.You mumble and stumble over accusation...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 06:24:00 PST

Writing My Muse

I wrote of you with magnetic wordson the side of an empty refrigerator.I wrote of you with broken crayonson the back of unread newspapers.I wrote of you on railway carswith spray paint and magic marke...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:03:00 PST

The Trap (PB exclusive)

Hello,I know I haven't been around much and I have a ton of reading to catch up on. My new job sucks hairy monkey ass and I hate it but I have to make money so that I can continue to be unhappy in the...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 11:20:00 PST

The Hustler (reposting while waiting for an apology)

This is for the junkie who recently reaked havoc on my life and on the lives of those that I love...I am reposting and will continue to do so, until his shame and guilt catch up with him and he leave...
Posted by Miss Kitty Fantastico is really ...tricia on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 08:00:00 PST