before all i ever wanted is to have a bf.. someone who will accept my imperfections and love me with all the heart.. but that was before.. after having so many relationship i realize then that nothing is permanent in this world.. nothing... they come and they go...
im not contented of what i have.. im not happy... im not anymore someone who will cry because someone leave me behind... but instead, i look the other side of my room.. maybe there more good reason why they have to left me.. and so now, im alone... hiding in my own shadows... keeping all the burdens inside,and hide all the tears in my eyes.. and then... smile....
we never know wat will happen... but still we always look forward to be a better person to be more responsible in our actions to be sensitve and to be more martured...
Being single thought me to stand on my own.. do this without limitations.. and be who i want to be..
i maybe a jerk im maybe stupid and ugly... but when i fall inlove... i gave it all....
i put on my mind that... sometimes life is not just destined for us but it is our choice on how we want to deal in this world....
even they say i am strong, deep inside this pumping blood's heart i am weak... a child who cry for help where madness killing him for a reason that he had failed his friends and family...
i thought i am already a man,but i realize i cant push myself to be someone whom i am not... i dont want to be a pretender, prisoner to my ownself.
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