THE FREEWRiTiNG OF AN INSANE. |
..haven't been writing for a long time&
..am wondering how am I doing&haha&I think I have to ask myself as well&I need to reconnect myself in this cruel world&
..from the ashes I rose li...
Posted by vaniLa on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:45:00 PST |
...of LOVE&sHiT... |
...there are things in this life which sometimes you tend to think that you'll never loose it...things that you'd think won't change...but no---it doesn't happen all the time...you see.....
Posted by vaniLa on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 01:47:00 PST |
...how i wish.... |
&THIS THING CALLED HEART
&can I slice my chest?
Remove this thing called "heart"
Let it rest from pumping
Let it dry for a while
Till it numbs
&how I love to see it weakens until it dies
Then l...
Posted by vaniLa on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 11:59:00 PST |
THE FREEWRITING OF PARANOIA |
..I dont know how to start this again&been down the ugly road once again&my hearts in its full range once more&trying to recover from the past&trying to renew...and expecting this time its going t...
Posted by vaniLa on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 02:38:00 PST |
TOTAL DEPRESSION |
...i hate fallin' in love!...it sucks!...the world of the third sex is so complicated, so risk, so confusing...and f*ck!...it sucks....-sometimes...REAL love comes from those who really believe in it....
Posted by vaniLa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
...I CRASH EVERYTHING I LAND ON.... |
...there are times in which sometimes you cant help but, you have to carry the whole damn world on ur shoulders and weep....problems rollin and pourin everywhere...u got ur self knockdown...and worse....
Posted by vaniLa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
AM NOT DESTINED TO IT... |
WELL....it seems there are a lot of things am not juz destined to have or be with...uhmm...gotta make a big step in my life before ill self distruct..hehe..am juz tooooooo sensitive and soooo fuckin' ...
Posted by vaniLa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
...pipz in the ofiz.... |
...geez..pipz hirin the offiz are drivin me crazy..hehe..juz got loads of fun hir...pipz with different attitudes are so0o0o0o c0ol!.. :) one helluva great day i guess...2nyt der'sa hiphop party..uhmm...
Posted by vaniLa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
AM JUZ GETTIN TOO EMPTY... |
i dunno wats wit muh life nowadays...i feel so damnf*ckin empty...yknow...ur lookin for love...LOVE...yeah that damn w0rd that makes the world go round...shiet!...life!...iv been to vac lately and i m...
Posted by vaniLa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
...how was it like?.... |
damn!....i havnt had sex for almost years!!!!!!!!!!!!!...lolz...am not in a hurry anyweyz..hehe..tis juz that i miss those times wen i lick someone's tongue...nibble it..bite it...yknow..the feeling o...
Posted by vaniLa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
