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Susan

To have, never to be held

About Me


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More than just candles!

I work full time and go to night school... Im so exciting! I have another space thing at msn it's Elysian Fields (hey! click here) that may tell you more about me. Or it could just confuse you! That's all I want to say right now.


You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

My Interests

Music:

1. Dr. Dre: 2001 2. Beastie Boys: Hello Nasty 3. Poe: Haunted 4. Tool: Undertow 5. Soundgarde: Super Unknown 6. Goldfinger: Goldfinger 7. Fiona Aplle: Tidal 8. Dido: No Angel 9. Bush: Sixteen Stone 10. Korn: Korn 11. Eminem: The Slim Shady LP 12. Primus: Th Brown Album 13. 50 Cent: Get Rich or Die Tryin' 14. Missy Missdeamor Elliot: Da Real World 15. Cyndi Lauper: She's So Unusual 16. D12: Devil's Night 17. Sugar Ray: 14:59 18. Rob Zombie: Hillbilly Deluxe 19. Live: Throwing Copper 20. They Might Be Giants: Flood 21. Pink: Can't Take Me Home 22. Nine Inch Nails: Pretty Hate Machine 23. Madonna: Bedtime Stories 24. Cypress Hill: Black Sunday 25. Hole: Live Through This 26. Various: Pure 80's 27. Sister Hazel: . . . Somewhere More Familiar 28. Sublime: 40oz's to Freedom 29. Nirvana: Bleach 30. Garbage: Garbage 31. Depeche Mode: The Singles 8185 32. Jay-Z: Vol. 2. . . Hard Knock Life 33. Tom Petty & The Heart Breakers: Greatest Hits 34. PJ Harvey: To Bring You My Love 35. Scorpions: Crazy World 36. No Doubt: Tragic Kingdom 37. Wheatus: Wheatus 38. Green Day: Dookie 39. Aerosmith: Pump 40. Nirvana: Incesticide 41. Madonna: Music 42. Gravity Kills: Gravity Kills 43. Gravity Kills: Perversion 44. Depeche Mode: Violator 45. The Doors: The Best of The Doors 46. Veruca Salt: Eight Arms to Hold You 47. Everlast: Whitey Ford SIngs the Blues 48. Stabbing Westward: Darkest Days 49. Godsmack: Godsmack 50. Gorilaz: Gorilaz 51. Modest Mouse: Good News For People Who Love Bad News 52. Guns and Roses: Use Your Illusion II 53. Metallica: Black Album 54. Korn: Issues 55. Concrete Blonde: Concrete Blonde 56. Concrete Blonde: Bloodletting 57. Various: Pure 70's 58. Missy Elliot: . . . So Addictive 59. Marumari: The Remixes 60. Madonna: Ray of Light 61. Violent Femmes: Add It Up 62. Madonna: You Can Dance 63. Butthole Surfers: Butthole Surfers 64. Bloodhound Gang: Use Your Fingers 65. Nine Inch Nails: The Downward Spiral 66. Madonna: Madonna 67. Bush: Razorblade Suitcase 68. Marilyn Manson: Antichrist Superstar 69. Marilyn Manson: Smells Like Children 70. Santana: Supernatural 71. Jewel: Pieces of You 72. Nirvana: Nevermind 73. Poe: Hello 74. Alanis Morriset: Jagged Little Pill 75. Red Hot Chili Peppers: Blood Sugar Sex Magic 76. Madonna: Something to Remember 77. Limp Bizkit: Three Dollar Bills Yall 78. Limp Bizkit: Significant Other 79. Pearl Jam: Vs. 80. Pearl Jam: Ten 81: ACDC: Live 82. Kid Rock: Devil Without a Cause 83. Madanno: Like a Prayer 84. XTC: NONSVCH. 85. Uprite Dub Orchestra: Dubrite 86: Tool: Opiate 87. Tool: Aenima 88. Tool: Lateralus 89. Eminem: The Marshall Mathers LP 90. Korn: Follow the Leader 91. Stone Temple Pilots: Core 92. Stone Temple Pilots: Purple 93. Nirvana: Unplugged
There is so much more, these are what I could remeber I had before my car got busted into!

Movies:

We Married Margo, Red Dragon, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, The Cell, Windtalkers, The Princesss Bride, Dracula, Starsky & Hutch, Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Fight Club, Monster, Thir13en Ghosts, Dude Where's My Car?, Matrix Reloaded, Noi, XXX, Charlie, Pulp Fiction, Bowling for Columbine, Kill Bill, Matrix, Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within, Devil's Advocate, Planet of the Apes, Dragonfly, Monsters, Inc., There's Something More About Mary, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Starship Troopers, An Evening with Kevin Smith, Kaena, Exorcist The Beginning, The Butterfly Effect, Swordfish, Black Hawk Down, The Crow, We Know Where You Live, Live!, Rose Red, Secret Window, Knockaround Guys, Ocean's Eleven, The Abyss, Dogma, Ju-On (The Grudge JP), Finding Neverland, The Amityvill Horror, The Jacket, The Stratosphere Girl, Coffee and Cigarettes, The Ghost and the Darkness, The Girl Who Shagged Me, What the Bleep do we Know?, Lost....
Legend, The Never Ending Story, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Natural Born Killers, House on Haunted Hill, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Shakespeare in Love, Elizabeth, Men in Black, MindWalk, Seven Years in Tibet, The Last Emperor, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Taken, Big Fish, 21 Grams, Siddhartha, Mallrats, Immortal Beloved, Snatch, A River Runs Through It, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Dumbo, Robin Hood, Kill Bill Vol. 2, Monster's Ball, Close Encounters of the Third Kind, Along Came a Spider, Space Balls, Sin City, Sid & Nancy, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, ....
Stigmata, Powder, Romeo & Juliet, Get Shorty, Meet the Parents, Seven, The Land Before Time, The Importance of Being Donald, Return of the King(animated), The Hobbit, The Lord of the Rings(animated), The Nightmare Before Christmas, Shrek, Tank Girl, The Odyssey, The Craft, Demon Knight, Being John Malkovich, Eraser, Legends of the Fall, Austin Powers, The Fifth Element...

Television:

If Im watching TV its the Discovery Channel.

Heroes:


Links

  • Johnny Hollow
  • My Pet Skeleton
  • Portishead
  • Floater
  • Post Secret
  • strangle me
  • the durance
  • Holy Lemon
  • Ill Will Press
  • Drunken Squirell
  • My Blog

    some baby names....

    milo vonchristian saintathena gwynbrooklyn gracebethany mariela         taylorrebekah quinnmadeline bella        tracejonas paulbraelyn...
    Posted by Susan on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 10:37:00 PST

    Is it October or August?!

    I went to the beach this weekend. I didnt need a jacket. In fact, I was too warm most of the time! It was a perfect day at the beach. Went all the way from Tillamook down to Florence and came back thr...
    Posted by Susan on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 11:30:00 PST

    Phantom email

    Ok. If you have sent me an email and I havent responded to it- you should know that I have 8 phantom emails... Meaning that they are there and not there at the same time. .. so I cant see them or open...
    Posted by Susan on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 12:21:00 PST

    TOOL on Oahu!

    I recently got back from Oahu.. Where I saw Tool two nights in a row!!! What an amazing show.. On Friday Kirk Hammet (Metallica) showed up and played Sober with Tool!! Very awesome! Words can't really...
    Posted by Susan on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 05:56:00 PST

    tensions (edit)

    dark intentions come to lightsecrets cannot tell the liesi am not the lone villianin the unforgiving nightthe need for this deceptionnothing at all as it seemsblending and twisting realityi ...
    Posted by Susan on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 11:54:00 PST

    A Random Thought on Everything

    You can not lose something that you have never possessed in the first place
    Posted by Susan on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 02:49:00 PST

    i have no idea where this is going.....

    cold desolate expanse, damp with brutal slaughteryou take shelter, amidst the comfortable massessout there far off and unreachable, i am alone////what lies between you and me, confusionwhite lies...
    Posted by Susan on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 10:25:00 PST

    no title yet

    Down there oftenthat place is a magnetnot there for younot there for me Can't imagine leavingat some point I mustsome creep will talkor the clock tells time Lies drift in the airit's a long walk homen...
    Posted by Susan on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 02:46:00 PST

    Famous People Say the Darndest Things

    Famous People Say the Darndest Things     "There are only two reasons to sit in the back row of an airplane: Either you have diarrhea, or you're anxious to meet people who do." Henry K...
    Posted by Susan on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 03:23:00 PST

    Today

    Today is just another day disfunctional and corrupt swell with agony as the pain festers an unhealed wound deep within the flesh clear to the soul gagged and bound the secret is held memory refuses to...
    Posted by Susan on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 08:05:00 PST