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About Me

MyGen Profile GeneratorI love the rain, especially when it sings. My sanity is on edge, I am borderline narcotic. I was once confiscated on terms of indecency thereafter informed that morality is a proviso and universal law a state of mind. A poverty stricken world beseeches the wealthy upper class of society who feed of the parasites of neglect. Life begs for a chance to make amends, unleashing the secrets of the moon and stars. Conformity knows the only means of survival. The vaccine for earths disease was lost in production, life destined for delusionment. I bear nothing but my former self in the pit of blame you left carelessly on the floor. Your fictitious truth sings love songs in my head as the intoxication makes my logic bleed. I crave the mirage of majestic nights, you abandon your distaste for public intimacy and eat the food that falls on the floor. I've developed a growing admiration for the insignificant creatures that dwell in the cracks of the pavement. Am I doing this right or is it time for a bubble bath?

My Interests

Honest contradictions, metapohorical bullshit, coffee and cigarettes, moments of sincerity, the combination of tears and laughter

I'd like to meet:

Childhood TV stars, wizards, umpa-lumpas, Harry Potter, Jesus, Botanists, Semi-professional curlers, harmonica enthusiasts

Music:

Elliot Smith, Sufjan Stevens, JillianAnn, Damien Rice, Grandaddy, Bright Eyes, Interpol, Death Cab for Cutie, Hayden, Mogwai, David Gray, Tori Amos, Bjork, Cat Power, Ani Difranco, Lauryn Hill, Amos Lee, Ben Harper, Nick Drake, Rufus Wainwright, The Beatles, Tears for Fears, Snow Patrol, Iron and Wine, Counting Crows, Bruce Cockburn, Jeff Buckley, Sigur Ros, The Eagles, Amos Lee, Johnny Cash, Leonard Cohen, Tegan and Sarah, Van Morrison, Rachel Yamagata, Ray Lamontagne, Jonathon Rice, Coldplay, Third Day, David Crowder, Lamb of God, Soulfly, Switchfoot, Aerosmith, Pedro the Lion,

Movies:

Garden State, Crash, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Sideways, Waking Life, Prozac Nation, Lost in Translation, Magnolia, Fight Club, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Dancer in the Dark, Love Actually, George Washington, Amelie, He loves me He loves me not, The Matrix, Cinema Paradiso, Napoleon Dynamite

Television:

Six Feet Under, Ali G, Simpsons, Will and Grace, Family Guy, Friends before it got REALLY stupid

Books:

Sophie's World, Immortality, East of Eden, The Alchemist, Ignorance, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nightime, Widow for One Year, A Prayer for Owen Meany, Sex Drugs and Sunday School, Lovely Bones.....

My Blog

bad day

I should be more then I am. I should have more and have done more then this. I have wasted the most important years of my life. I have no follow through. I have no real friends. No one understands me...
Posted by Natalie on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 06:09:00 PST

I couldn't express it better

"The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this:A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive.To him... a touch is a blow,a sound is a noise,a misfortune is a tragedy,a joy is an ec...
Posted by Natalie on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:59:00 PST

THANK YOU!!!

To Everyone, Just want to write a BIG thank you to all the random (and not so random) people who have messaged me with their support and encouragement. I too wish I won, but c'est la vie. It wa...
Posted by Natalie on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 09:25:00 PST

Graveyards write

i got lost inside myself todaythese abstract walls, they hold no weight.i fell through my own ambivalenceand landed on a song.the words were soft as they sungthis danceof laughter crying in a foreign ...
Posted by Natalie on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 05:18:00 PST

Words

I love words. I love stringing them together in their effervescent irregularity in the hopes that they can be made a song, or at the very least a beautiful contradiction......
Posted by Natalie on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 03:26:00 PST

Angels

Awake since 5am, The hours kept me company until the sun rose. Its a different smell today. In the dew, on the chair, with a good kind of cold. This moment is alive, vibrating ever so softly. But...
Posted by Natalie on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 08:01:00 PST

late night banter with oranges

stability is over rated my insanity is under rated and my spelling needs help insanity, the kind we fear to unleash becuase it could mean we would live up to the expectations we dont even realize w...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fidgeting

let us go climb trees today like when we were little running at full speed laughing without shame cartwheels and chasing the ice cream truck unlike now over coffee and stale smoky stares inhi...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

distracted

The chorus of distraction repeats within my head. A gentle repetitious melody. Its everywhere, its everything. Its seeks to take over. A seemingly universal desire. Possession. Or the passion requi...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Selfless. Less of Self.

Rid me of me. Selfless. Less of self. This has been the weight on my heart for days. I have just today been struck with how fucking obssessed with myself I am. The little things, that go unnoticed, h...
Posted by Natalie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST