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Y are things hard to get when you want them so bad

(RIP) John G Shockley 1/29/79 to 9/16/06 & Cheeto 10/14/06 to 1/16/07 love and miss you both my

About Me

Ok where to start well on Sept 16 2006 my hle life was truend upside down i lost my love of my life my husband the man i was going to spend the res tof my life with have kids with and grown old with he passed away of cancer he was 13 years old when he was told he wouldnt make it 6 months and he bet it for ten years then it camn back and agian the doc told him that he wouldnt make it another month and once agian he bet that he lived tell he was 27 on Jan 29 2007 he would be 28 years old i asked him ab out a month b4 he passed away if he was afried of dieing and he said no then i said well are you afied of time not having enough time and he looked me in the eyes and said amy your dad is 50 years old and i probley have done more then he has in his hole life and he was right when John wanted to do something he did it never thinking twice about it never saying on we will do it tommrow he lived every single day like it was his last so if you learn one thing in life really really live everyday to it's fullest and life like you are dieing cuz he never now when it is your time to go.
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My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

Well i would love to meet someone that has a good head on there ashoulder i dont judge by the cover but what is inside of it so i dont want anyone that is fake and that is putting on a show i would love to make new friends i feel like i am starting my hole life over after i lost my husband it is really hard to start to even thinkn about dating agian but i guess it will come to me when i am ready and when i lest expacet it to at lest that is what every one is telling me. .. param name="movie"

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Heroes:

Well for thoes that dont know me i would have to say my mom and dad are 2 of my heroes and my other hero would have to be my husband that has just passed away he tought me so much in my life i was only with him for 6 years and married to him for almost 4 months b4 his passing but thought me how to love and how to forgive and forget he was the happiest man in the world he never let anything bother him he lived everyday like it was his last.
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