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haphazardly

About Me

I froze your tears and made a dagger
and stabbed it in my cock forever.
It stays there like Excalibur
Are you my Arthur?
Say you are.

Take this cool dark steeled blade
Steal it, sheath it, in your lake.
I'd drown with you to be together.
Must you breathe? Cos I need Heaven.

"I love everything that flows: rivers, sewers, lava, semen, blood, bile, words, sentences. The great incestuous wish is to flow on, one with time, to merge the great image of the beyond with the here and now. A fatuous suicidal wish that is constipated by words and paralyzed by thought."

My Interests

"you and your hats", yes i've got alot of hats. and alot of interests. mostly food. and mostly sweets, like cake. cakes of all color, shape, and flavors. do not like caramel and peanut butter. but still love mixed drinks in a can. am interested in but do not understand kantian quantum mechanics because its like, totally bullshited. like Freudianism. i'm just beginning to distrust psychiatry and psychology as an established science. but i do enjoy philosophy, especailly as a form of therapy. and of course, i believe in freedom. but i hate careless people like the future me or arguably, the present me, yes. yes. oh, HA-LLLLO!
and some dude that plays a very insignificant role in my life, mo rocca

I'd like to meet:

grief

Music:

air (alone in kyoto), appleseed cast (steps and ..s), aqueduct (suggestion box), arcade fire (cold wind segue into neighborhood ..1 = BEST combo). architecture in hel (do the whirlwind), autolux (turnstile blues), billy idol, broken social scene ( lover's spit), buena vista social club, built to spill , the comas, cursive (staying alive), CALEXICO!, the dandy warhols, dead kennedys, death cab (marching bands of manhattan and debate exposes doubt), the decemberists (grace cathedral hill), depeche mode, dismemberment plan, el de barge, elliot (calm americans/song in the air tracks ..5-8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!), elliot smith, elvis costello, explosions in the sky, guided by voices, hot h20 music (russian roulette), the jealous sound, jimmy eat world (table for glasses/anderson mesa), joy division, les savy fav (je taime and all of inches), lit (aj.. man aj), long winters (shapes), M.I.A, , m83 (teen angst), metric, mineral (dolorosa), mogwai, nada surf (paper boats.... best song ever), pinback (penelope), the promise ring (postcard), pulp, radiohead, ratatat (17/ crips), rev hydra, seafood (:)) secret machines(whole album), sonic youth (teenage riot), spoon, sunny day real estate (song about an angel), velvet underground, idlewild, !!!, doves, beirut, badly drawn boy, my morning jacket, menomena

Movies:

only recently do you have the word "fuck" in the dictionary. it is absurd that it wasn't there before; it is the most used words in the English language and one of the most elastic.

Television:

arrested development (rip) sex and the city the office (british version) greys anatomy desperate housewives nip tuck veronica mars (shut it) best week ever, curb your enthusiasm, TIM AND ERIC show

Books:

coupland, camus, scruton, frankfurt, hornby, sartre, burroughs, plath, RADAR magazine, OC Weekly, alot of self help books, philosophy 101 crap, philosophy therapy books, essays on socialism/wealth, henry miller, dostoevsky, books/essays on religion (primarily athiesm), smart people blogs. But what it comes down to is..I can't read.

Heroes: