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Ryan B.

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About Me


Ryan Bell - The Black A - Shaggy
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    My name is Ryan Bell I'm stress free thanks to self hypnosis ^_^ I'm a bit of a metal head, I love Black Metal I also like to write poems and song lyrics I'm a very logical and deep thinker One thing I NEED in the world is love, I'd kill myself if there was no such thing I like making people happy I hang out with everyone and try not to stereotype people I love to write stories about things like the end of the world, killing innocent people, nihilist on the loose, fantasies where something goes wrong, and mass murder I'm starting up a black metal band in the near future

Like/Love:
1) Stephanie Hardy
2) Listening to black metal while drinking coffee (relaxing)
3) Studying the bible (it is the most hilarious book on earth)
4) Going on long hikes in the woods
5) Screaming and Growling practice for my future black metal band
6) Writing poems and stories to my liking(not to yours)
7) Studying anything, besides school work
8) Making fun of Christianity with my friends (sorry but it is fun)
9) Self Hypnosis(very relaxing)
Hate/Dislike:
1) People who are ignorant of facts
2) People who choose to ignore reality or science
3) Religion and Dogma, for screwing people up
4) Gangsta people, these people are weird and stupid
5) The thought of eternity, FUCK
6) Death... why do we got to die? I understand why, but...
More About Me:
I'm one of those who runs under a whole different mindset. I am a completely rational, logical, and down to earth person. Many other people claim to be down to earth too, many of those also believe in a talking snake. I'm not trying to be rude, I'm trying to wake the world up. HELLO, god is not real. It is a myth to explain the things we had no explanation for many years ago. Now we do have brains right, so stop wasting it in thoughts of fear of going to a hell. That is a waste of time. We as humans are getting smarter, in fact, just over the last 150 years we have learned more than ever. We are evolving, this is a fact. Oh about evolution, it is commonly stated to be a theory, well if evolution is a theory then so is gravity. Evolution is fact if you haven't noticed. Read up on it. Oh thats right, people with faith don't have to study, they just have to believe. Hahaha
Possible Careers:
I can make flash movies and games on Flash 5. I'm pretty good at it. I made most of the moving pics on this page. I use this program to make some cool band logos and CD covers for any type of band. On this profile, well your looking at some of my work. When I make a movie or game, I go under the name of darkXslash (gay name; too late to change it now). If you see this on anything, then that thing was made by me. I know how to program games and websites. More then you know at least. I'm going to be a Computer Engineer when I get out of college, so I should know how to program. Don't call me a nerd cause I don't sit up here and just program games all day. I have a life. It is just one of my dreams to create the WORLDS BEST VIDEO GAME. So, when you see my name in the future, you will know I have succeeded. My game might be called Eik-Meke. I made this name long time ago. It's a long story. So Eik-Meke is going to be the worlds greatest video game and I am going to make it. If you have any suggestions or questions about what you want to see in the game, tell me. Everything you say you want in the game might actually appear in it. I need lots of peoples comments to what should be in it. Now don't tell me what the characters are or levels should look like cause I already have the drawings and layouts of the levels. The Enemies are going to be Giant Alien Insects. The game's role model is the original Doom 3 and Doom 3 Resurrection of Evil.
If I really wanted to, I could consider myself a psychologist right now. I constantly study about the human mind, not the matter but the workings of it. I am a hypnotist. I practice self hypnosis daily and thanks to this, my mind and will power have allowed me to be stress free, all the time. I thank Steven Hall for this. He supplied me with hypnosis study material.
Other Stuff:
Favorite number: 3
Favorite colors: Pitch Black, Dark Red, and Dark Pink
Favorite foods: Sushi, Fish, Chicken
Favorite word: I don't have one
Anyways, be sure to leave a comment. I love reading what you have to say.

My Interests



Girls

Only Lovable Ones.
Fuck the rest.

VIDEO GAMES (Teen to Mature Only)

Systems:
1) X-BOX
2) N-64

Favorite Video Games:
1) DOOM 3
2) Grand Theft Auto - San Andreas
3) HALO 2
4) Fable - The Lost Chapters

I beat HALO 2 on Legendary(hardest) so i guess you could say I'm a master of HALO 2. Even though, I suck when I'm playing other people. WHY???
I also beat Fable the Lost Chapters. The end boss was too easy. It was a big dragon which had cool graphics, but thats about all it had.
I beat DOOM 3 which is my most favorite game and role model for the game I'm going to make one day. I can say way too much about it but that would not be very exiting for you... This game is the best.

What Halo Character Are YOU???

Master Chief (SPARTAN-117)
W00t! You're the Master Chief!! You're an AWESOME leader. You are very brave! even when you are scared to do something you tough it out and do it anyways. You are loyal and dependable, always getting the job done. Your friends mean a lot to you, and they respect you! You're an all around kick ass dude!

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

You Are 40% Happy
You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier.
Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible. How Happy Are You?

Money

Some day i will have in my possession at least a million bucks.
I'm rich, Bitch!!!


Roller Coasters

My favorite Amusement parks:
1) Kings Dominion (Virginia)
2) Islands of Adventure (Orlando, Florida)
3) Busch Gardens (Williamsburg, Virginia)
My favorite Roller Coasters:
1) Volcano
2) Apollo's Chariot
3) Dueling Dragons

The Apocalypse and knifes

I love thinking about the apocalypse. I also like to juggle a knife, yes only one at a time... If you haven't noticed, I twirl things in the air all the time just to catch them...

Words and Phrases
Describing Me:


secretive

organized

clean

rarely worries

solitary

high self control

dislikes large parties

prefers organized to unpredictable

prudent

observer

tough

self reliant

very good at saving money

introverted

perfectionist

mind over heart

not controlling of others

hard working

confident

resolute

solitary

does not make friends easily

finisher

does not like to stand out

very practical

intellectual

unsympathetic at times

honest

respects authority

follows the rules

cautious

I'd like to meet:


Stephanie Hardy... Again ^_^

I want to meet a spirit, I have yet to see anything supernatural and don't really believe in the supernatural due to this. For that matter, I am an agnostic atheist. I would love a spirit to possess me, It would change my mind about a god. Maybe...
I want to meet Varg Vikernes

This is Varg's Reaction to his sentence of 21 years in jail for Murder and Arson.
21 years is the maximum sentence in Norway.

the DEAD FATE of EMOS...
I'm an esoteric mystery in the occult swale only decipherable in the revelation during the obscure hours of time... I'm a deferred entity who is abstruse and divined faux from my aberrant life that is temporized by an inescapable encumbrance. Ryan Bell

VIEW MY WEBPAGE

darkXslash's DOMAIN

Play Games/Movies That I, darkXslash, Made, Now!
GAMES MOVIES
1) Base Protector

2) Base Protector 2 - Not Finished

3) SPHERE

4) Space Wars - Not Finished

5) Space Wars 2 SP

6) Flash N'Bash

7) Cave Miner

8) WAR 1) Ball in the City - Not Finished

2) Ozzy and the Mouse

3) Torture Tunnel

4) Torture Tunnel 2 - Not Finished

Visit darkXslash's DOMAIN Now!!!

YOU SUCK, I ROCK
End of Story

Fuck the world, except for you...

If you go against me, I'll still help you...

If you help me, I help you

So Fuck the KKK

I'm not Racist

So Fuck these people

I'm not Sexist

Now go live it...

Everything between is good old life...

Life and matter is the reality...

God is the deception...

I love being alive...

This is Ryan Bell's Myspace
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Ryan's Philosophy Study

FSE = From Self Experience
STU = From Studying Experience
SET = From Self Thought

  • No god(SET)
  • EVERYTHING is relative(STE)
  • Time is without start and without end(SET)
  • Everyone will die, nothing really matters(STU, STU)
  • Matter always existed in space, (matter can not be created or destroyed)(SET)

  • If you insist on saying that god created everything then read this. For anything to exist, there at least had to be an empty space. Matter can not be created or destroyed so that alone should cancel out the creation theory. How was "god" created? He could not create himself. Maybe you say he always existed... Still, matter can't be created or destroyed. It is ignorant to say that he ever existed.(STU, SET)

  • Evolution is a fact(SET)
  • There are at least two ways to do anything(FSE)
  • Emotion is a weakness yet is the greatest thing we have(FSE)
  • Depression is self inflicted; caused by being lazy, or thinking too much(FSE)
  • Love is real but to a certain extent(FSE, STU)
  • No truths in this world are known, we only have facts, what we believe is true(STU)
  • The more problems you face the more you are actually living, problems should not depress you(SET)


  • NEWGROUNDS
    THE PROBLEMS OF THE FUTURE, TODAY!

    From The Newgrounds Flash Portal Click below on a movie and then click "Play this movie". I liked these and Im sure you will too. (No downloads, just Upload)

    1) Mad World Collab
    2) Halo2 Parody
    3) Super Retarted Dog
    4) Little Foot
    5) Megaman vs. Quickman
    6) This is How We Do
    7) Bad Guys 2:Appeasing The Gods
    8) Dads Home
    9) Coin Story
    10) Mr. Happy Face

    Click To View a random movie entry at Newgrounds.com

    My Own Creations In Newgrounds

    Click below on a game or movie I made. So these are some of the first games I made.

    1) Torture Tunnel
    2) SPHERE - the game

    --Coming Soon--
    1) Ozzy and the Mouse (viewable at top of page links)
    2) Torture Tunnel 2

    Click To View my profile at Newgrounds.com

    Cool Web Sites

    darkXslash's DOMAIN - the coolest site ever
    SOUNDCLICK - free music downloads
    NEWGROUNDS - flash games and movies
    YAHOO! - e-mail and search
    MACROMEDIA - buy flash products
    WAVCENTRAL - free sounds
    iLL WiLL PreSS - home of the foamy

    Random Stuff

    Click Here to generate a random spanish idiom and what it means.

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    Music:

    MUSIC: Type
    Heavy Metal
    Goth Metal
    Black Metal
    Death Metal
    Darkwave
    Rap
    Hip Hop My Rating
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    Bands:
    -Diary of Dreams
    FavSongs:
    But the wind was stronger
    The Curse
    And silence still remains -Evergreen Terrace
    FavSongs:
    Funeral Grade Flowers
    Mad World
    Burnout
    Dogfight
    Zero -Disarmonia Mundi
    FavSongs:
    Nihilistic Overdrive
    Celestial Furnace -Cradle of Filth
    FavSongs:
    Born in a burial Gown
    Black Metal
    A Gothic Romance
    Hell Awaits -ICP (Insane Clown Posse)
    FavSongs:
    I want my shit
    Boogie woogie man
    Confessions
    Halls of Illusions
    Let's go all the way
    Down with the clown -Nightwish
    FavSongs:
    Dead boy's Poem
    She is my sin
    Gethsemane -The Red Chord
    FavSongs:
    Dragon Wagon
    Dreaming in dog years
    Nihilist -The 69 Eyes
    FavSongs:
    Gothic Girl
    Don't turn your back on fear
    Radical -Lady Sovereign
    FavSongs:
    Love me or hate me -Ben Folds
    FavSongs:
    Bitches ain't Shit
    Still Reprise -Hinder
    FavSongs:
    Better than Me
    Lips of an Angel -Avenged Sevenfold
    FavSongs:
    Seize The Day
    Bat Country
    Beast and the Harlot -Green Day
    FavSongs:
    Boulevard of broken Dreams
    Holiday -Lil Wayne
    FavSongs:
    Fireman
    Money on my mind -Young Jeezy
    FavSongs:
    Thug Motivation 101 -My Chemical Romance
    FavSongs:
    Welcome to the black Parade -Nickelback
    FavSongs:
    Animals..

    Movies:

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    Television:


    Favorite series of shows: Adult Swim
    Favorite genres: Comedies, Violence
    Favorite shows:
    1) South Park
    2) Futurama
    And all the other shows on Adult Swim besides most everything thats not funny.
    3) Family Guy
    4) Chapelle's Show
    5) Aqua Teen Hunger Force

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    Books:

    I read philosophy, and only fact books. I'm not actually into reading at all, but if I do then it's philosophy, science, or physics. I'm not into history.

    List of books read or reading:

      The Art of Deception A Brief History of Time none none none

    Heroes:

    Varg Vikernes...

    Title: Anathama
    By: RyanBell
    We all have enemies
    we all abhor
    but some stand
    out, even more
    There's always that one
    whom you wish was done, dead,
    and gone out of your head.
    Suicide should not
    be an option
    but with this anathema
    there's no choice up for adoption
    Because he, or she
    causes great antipathy
    You cannot stray
    You cannot strike
    For they are protected
    by society.
    All you can do
    is let them hurt you
    but then the anathema
    turns a corner
    Deadend...
    leaving you and them
    Alone..
    You think a second
    "what should I do?"
    and then you get
    an evil plan
    Smack.. Smack.. You
    break their back
    Bamb... Bamb... You
    shot that damn
    Anathema
    But then reality returns
    You stare at them, and
    they stare back
    then walk past you.

    My Blog

    My study of Lucifer - Not a Christian God

    The words "Satan" and "Pagan" were created by the early Christians to put down the earlier religions, and show them as evil.The word pagan means, not of christianity. Paganism is not a religion, but ...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Wed, 14 May 2008 09:03:00 PST

    Some things about religion... For the Moral religious ^_^

    Hmm, ok... this is not written in anger, this is to bring up some thought...-------------------------------------------------- --------------------------Well, ok take Christianity, Lets say it is the ...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Fri, 02 May 2008 01:35:00 PST

    Christians worship a devil

    Thesis: The Christian god is much more evil in moral views than "Satan" is.I am going off the NIV of the Bible.First off, Satan rarely kills or destroys anything according to the bible. It is true th...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 08:55:00 PST

    This god Is Yours Not Mine - Poem

    This god of yours is not of mineI’d rather be dead than be blindHow can you fly so ignorantlyI’d rather crash the plane into a treeFull of shit as clear as dayI’d fuck your mom then ...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 11:33:00 PST

    Midnight in the woods - Story(Mildly Graphic)

          It is midnight and we are eight miles into the woods. I was with my friends Jessica, Vlad, and Alex.  It was so dark there was not even moonlight.  We kept tra...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 09:44:00 PST

    Other people - Poem

    Break from the pressures around you The depressive things get out of youClose your eyes and feel pure blissThe other feelings inside you dismissFill your heart with love and careFor all around you ar...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 03:00:00 PST

    But I want you dead - Poem

    Take the poison and drink the wineDon't worry at all, because all is fineGive up your life that you don't deserveAround they corner you in a curbThey want you alive but I do notI pull it out to make a...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 01:34:00 PST

    A life to live - (Poem)

    Lets all go to sleep and dream of lifeIn our dream of life, make peace be rifeIt will not rain from the sky or from our eyesThere will be no one in the world who criesAll will be happy in this life w...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Tue, 22 May 2007 02:10:00 PST

    Another Forgotten Dream - Poem

    Opened eyes, staring all aroundNew in life, you show a frownThis elongated dream of hopes and strifeAll of it ends at the end of your lifeForget this day, and too the nextNo one will care when you are...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Sun, 13 May 2007 10:31:00 PST

    You - Poem

    You told yourself you were kingYou had possessed high self esteemYou were an angel in the skyYou lost your wings I wonder whyYou had deep passion when you were youngYou now are a song already sungYou...
    Posted by Ryan B. on Sat, 12 May 2007 02:43:00 PST