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The Infamous "X"

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About Me

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A mostly nice guy with a sh*t ton of dark demons. Ex circus freak turned chef, from playing with fire and knives to playing with fire and knives....
I try to have a clear direction even if the direction is uncertain. Which means I F* up alot, but my intentions are good. hmmm... I don't try to find meaning in the "why", or "how" in my life; I just try to make the best "now" and let the the universe sort itself out while I carry on the adventure. Sometimes I get burned, but I never want to be the one who says: "If only I...." on their deathbead. carpe diem!
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I'm obsessed with sunsets, fighting, flame, and ferris wheels at night
I cook.
I play with fire.
I make wine.
I put on shows.
I love my dog.
I live life hard and to the utmost
the end.
......or is it??

My Interests



Carnivals, Cooking, Dancing, Performing, Entertaining, Singing, Acting, Freak Shows, Bistro Art, Pin-Up, Burlesque, Vaudville, Fire, Magic, Pranks, Monty Python, Non-Fiction Literature, Camping, S.C.A., Fencing, Brewing, Drinking, Hiking, Archery, Hunting, Fishing, Working Out, Food, Travelling, Porn Stars, Classic Cars, Dogs in general, DareDevils, Nerds, festivals, My Dog, Sail boats, pirates, drums, waterfalls, ferris wheels, rollerblading, martial arts, street performance, trying new things.
Arcade: Play with my balls!
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I'd like to meet:



YOU! I don't have a clue anymore. My judgement on such matters has not usually worked out for me.AOL IM: DrkDjinni



Music:

Social Distortion, Aphex Twin, Mindless Self Indulgence, Motley Crue, Guns N Roses, Poison, Rockabilly!! Tom Waits, Joan Jett, Janes Addiction, David Bowie, AFI, White Stripes, Delerium, TooL, Reverend Horton Heat, Garbage, Mel Torme, Harry Connick Jr., Dead Can Dance, The Cure, NIN, In The Nursery, KMFDM, Angry Electronic German Stomping Music , Vivaldi, Jims Big Ego, Tapping The Vein, Marilyn Manson, Souxie and the Banshees, Portishead, the list goes on....

Movies:

The Red Violin, Amelie, Braveheart, Chocolat, Evil Dead I, II, and III, Pirates of the Caribbean, Legend, Bordello of Blood, Spirited Away, Boondock Saints, Trainspotting, Stiff upper Lips, Empire to the Sun

Television:


Dating & Relationship Advice
MySpace Layouts

Books:

Too many to list them all but here's a start:

Siddhartha, The Illiad, The Black Pearl, A wrinkle in time, A conneticut Yankee in King Arthurs court, Shakespere: everything but the sonnets, Moliere: Tartuffe is my fav, Freakonomics, Einsteins Dreams, Good Benito, The Prince and Other Discourses, Lao Tzu and the I Xhing, Damapadha, For the love of evil, Freak Like Me, Le Morte de Arthur, Historical Nonfiction, and Any and all Cookbooks..

Heroes:

Anyone who lives their dreams...
Tom Waits Viddy "courtesy" of www.sputnik7.com

My Blog

Ok dinnae care... (braces for it)

No suprise to some, but Hana and I are workin things out...The reasons why are:History.Crazy likes crazy.sometimes the chaos just fits.O' course if'n it don't all friends are absolved from having to g...
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:40:00 PST

Jager

Life is quite odd. But certain things "fit"Like smart people being stupid. Ballet dancers being some o the clumsiest people I know, and circus freaks being quite normal. (outside o the job o course)I ...
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:54:00 PST

Fou Fou!

Got some good sleep last night, no goin out just me n the dogling. Got the energy and good vibes to enjoy the weather today. REALLY want to BBQ today, but we'll see.Like flight of the Conchords? I do....
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:09:00 PST

Deep Breath 1...2....3

Finally some time to relax, have fun and pull things together, had a rockin time last night @ fletchers, then at some random bar for bartender stephanie's b'day...Todat started out right, (although th...
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 01:54:00 PST

1 day and...

Tomorrow's my friday, 4 days off in a row this time. Aye do I need it.I plan on catching up on sleep, spending time in the park w/ the dogling and try to have a mini vacation.Oh just got to get throug...
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 09:52:00 PST

Amazing

I don't know why but this particular Flyleaf song wona't leave my brain.It incompasses perfectly how it feels to be in love more than alot of songs nowadays that all try to do the same thing. If only ...
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 12:18:00 PST

NEVER AGAIN

So Stressed out and tired I leave the party at mosaic early, I start feelin a lil peckish. Hungry like. Only thing open is McDonalds So I get a dbl qtr pounder w chz. Now for those of you who may not ...
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 07:33:00 PST

Something is broken

I made a wrong turn, left when shoulda took a u.burnin the candles at both ends, working long hours + insomnia, not eating enough, smoking and drinking too much, self destructing slowly. "Gave up"perf...
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 10:32:00 PST

Shattered, Scattered, livin for my weekend.

work, home, beer, net, sleep, wake, shower, walk dog, work....Repeat and Repeat and Repeat.I actually like routines, but not when they're negative or empty.The one I'm in currently feels like drudgery...
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 12:14:00 PST

In reference to my current mental state....

Why do I find this so f*n funny?!!   ...
Posted by The Infamous "X" on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 12:04:00 PST