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The real Kenickie™

I don't like it Kathy, I don't like it at all

About Me


Clients best video yet. Fantastic!
Me? Oh, alright then...
I'm 30 and living just outside Durham in the UK. I'm into webdesign, music and TV/Film. I do a bit of remixing which is starting to take off, and I do a bit of writing too. I own a shop in sunny Bishop Auckland which sells music merch, alternative clothing and all the cool stuff that goes with that. I'm also a breakfast chef in a hotel which means 6 nights a week I have to make sure I'm not too drunk to get up early. I'm introspective. I worry I'm annoying people. I am loud but occasionally I'm very, very quiet. I get a bit lost in my own head sometimes, but my friends usually help me through.
I've got a partner and he's the greatest thing since sliced bread, which is pretty great isn't it?
I'm also slightly mad
My life can be a little too busy sometimes.
:S
Men are the nicest things that god created. If you believe in god that is. If you don't, then men are the nicest things that aliens created.
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I have a website which is all about me :
I have a music myspace where you can hear my remixes :
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I like (in no particular order) :
Interesting people, naughty people, scary movies, comedy shows, pizza, crispy bacon, being deep and over analysing everything, making people laugh, crying, being alone, being with others, shopping, talking shite, and listening to music far too loud in my car. Jelly beans (either Jelly Belly or The Jelly Bean Factory variety, but not the banana or coconut ones), salad cream (to an alarming degree), Ben and Jerrys phunky fish, crispy bacon sandwiches, working for myself and going to gigs. I like going out or staying in. I can be shy but I can be horrifically brazen too. If you piss me off you will probably know about it.
I'm moody, I have OCD, I bite my nails, I swear way too much, I have a really bad temper, I get road rage, I dance in my room, I read a fair bit, I am full of good intent, I worry alot about things I shouldn't worry about. I like learning from people. I love Salad Fingers.
My new favorite saying is "scope face".
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My recently played tracks
My Weekly top tracks
My overall top tracks
My overall top artists
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My Wishlist
kenickie's Wish List by kenickie
This takes my breath away every time.
My favorite song lyrics
Give me a taste of what's to come,
Give me a medicine,
Teach me a lesson maybe I deserve to know,
Cut me down to size and paralyze me,
With the contents of your pretty little head
Give me somewhere else to go,
Give me one thing,
Tell me something I don't really need to know,
I am so afraid of breaking what we made,
It is delicate and lovely but it's a weight above me,
And you're words are like weapons,
You keep them inside they cut like a knife,
And you'll keep it together,
All those feelings inside there's nowhere to hide,
But away from me,
And I just want to listen to your words
Darren Hayes - Words
Tell me where it hurts,
To hell with everybody else,
All I care about is you,
And that's the truth,
They don't like me,
I can tell,
But you do so,
They can go to hell

Garbage - Tell me where it hurts
Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
Dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet,
Sinking feeling
Imogen Heap - Hide And Seek
Don't believe a thing they say,
Today,
Seems we all get lost amongst,
The pigeons and the crumbs
Natalie Imbruglia - Pigeons And Crumbs
I'm finding my demons, what makes me tick,
I may be broken but I can be fixed,
What more can I say?
I threw it all away,
I'm lost and I feel lonely
Client - I'm lost, I'm lonely
This is the noise that keeps me awake,
My head explodes and my body aches

Garbage - Push It
One day, still feeling alone,
I'm getting nowhere and I'm far from home,
I'm alive,
One day at a time, that's my life

Client - One Day At A Time
The jukebox says our moment has arrived,
Leave out all the history for tonight,
Let's make the memories that dreamers only claim,
But it's hard when the world knows your name

Dubstar - When The World Knows your Name
Hope there's someone who'll take care of me,
When I die Will I go,
Hope there's someone who'll set my heart free,
Nice to hold when I'm tired

Antony And The Johnsons - Hope There's Someone
I've got a big fat fucking bone to pick,
With you my darling,
In case you haven't heard I'm sick,
And tired of trying

Alkaline Trio - Radio
It's hard to wake up,
When the shades have been pulled shut,
This house is haunted it's so pathetic,
It makes no sense at all

Blink 182 - Stay Together For The Kids
Nobody wants you at their party,
On the stairs where you sit lonely,
Nobody comes to look you over,
All that washing all that hoping,
Why does nobody want you?

Kenickie - And That's Why
The concrete broke your fall,
To hear you speak of it,
I'd have done anything,
I would do anything,
I feel like a cartoon brick wall,
To hear you speak of it,
You've been so sad,
It makes me worry,
Why not smile?
You've been sad for a while,
Why not smile

R.E.M. - Why Not Smile
Rain keeps falling down,
I'll leave this Northern town,
I'll run from your mentality and leave you all behind you'll see

Client - Rock And Roll Machine
We didn't drink on weeknights,
When we were young

Kenickie - Weeknights
When I look back upon my life,
It's always with a sense of shame,
I've always been the one to blame

Pet Shop Boys - It's A Sin
I don't mind spending some time,
Just hanging here with you,
Cos I don't find too many guys,
That treat me like you do

Paris Hilton - Stars Are Blind

My Interests

Internet - Checking out new stuff, youtube, facebook and myspace
Webdesign
www.theclientshrine.co.uk
www.dubstar.org.uk
www.thepaperhouse.co.uk
www.lovesexmoney.co.uk
www.psychicdefence.co.uk
Music - See below
TV - I love TV shows, which is ironic really because I hardly ever get to watch TV. I usually buy stuff on DVD if I like the look if it. See below
Remixing - Something else I do. I remix under the name lovesexmoney, It's in my top friends, add me if you like :)
Writing - Lyrics and poetry mainly.
Reading - Getting right into it again after not daring to go near a book for ages.

I'd like to meet:


Cool, interesting people with similar interests and something to say.
I wouldn't like to meet:
Alphabeat. There would be trouble.

Music:

I love music. These are my favorite artists.
Client
Darren Hayes
Kirsty MacColl
The Alkaline Trio
Juliette and the Licks
My Chemical Romance
Kenickie
Dubstar
Garbage
Green Day
Saint Etienne
Antony and the Johnsons
Marilyn Manson
Huski
Bis
Imogen Heap
Lauren Laverne
Dot Allison
Natalie Imbruglia
J Xaverre
Camera Obscura
Patrick Wolfe
REM
Box Car Racer
The Cardigans
The Cure
Product.01
Technique
Younger Younger 28's
George Washington Brown
Dogtanion
Angels and Airwaves
30 Seconds to Mars
Robots in Disguise
Cyndi Lauper
Pet Shop Boys

Movies:

I love my films too. Some of my favorites...
Logans Run
The Laramie Project
Hard Candy
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
Empire Records
Spirited Away
Howls Moving Castle
Stigmata
Trainspotting
28 Days Later
Shaun of the Dead
Hot Fuzz
Romy and Michelles High School Reunion
Battle Royale
Muriels Wedding
Event Horizon
The Last Supper
The Opposite of Sex
The Evil Dead 1 and 2
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
In The Mouth Of Madness
The Devil Wears Prada
Baz Luhrmans Romeo and Juliet
Guest House Paradiso
Little Shop Of Horrors
Clerks
Josie And The Pussycats
Hellraiser 1,2 and 3
Resident Evil
Silent Hill
My Little Eye
The Blair Witch Project
School Of Rock
My Own Private Idaho
The Amityville Horror (Remake)
The Hills Have Eyes(Remake)
Go
Four Rooms
Shallow Grave
Ferris Buelers Day Off
The Craft
Labyrinth

Television:

TV shows are class too.
Doctor Who
Family guy
High Spirits With Shirley Ghostman
Absolutely Fabulous
My So-Called Life
The League Of Gentlemen
The Mighty Boosh
This Life
Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Black Books
Kath And Kim
Spaced
Will And Grace
Queer As Folk
The X Files
Phoenix Nights
The Simple Life *loves it*
Crime Traveller
Girls On Top
The Thin Blue Line
Randall And Hopkirk (Deceased) (Vic and Bob Remake)
Dinnerladies
Bottom
Smack The Pony
Angry Kid
Sapphire And Steel
The Mighty Boosh
QI

Books:

Aiden Shaw - My Undoing
Joanna Lumley - No Room For Secrets
Kirsty MacColl - The One And Only
Billie Piper - Growing Pains
Aiden Shaw - Brutal - such a thought provoking book. Loved it.

Heroes:

Sarah Blackwood
Kirsty MacColl
Aiden Shaw
Mark Ellis Cooper
Little Mitchy

My Blog

The news at ben *BONG*

Things I have learnt about myself in the recent weeks... *My OCD will never go away. My councelling will make it manageable, but I will still be prone to days of crippling twitching and head fucks. *...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 07:09:00 PST

The music industry is getting more and more fucked up...

I just read this on 30 seconds to mars' myspace.  It intrigued me so much I thought I'd post it here.  There is already talk of labels wanting "360 degree" deals which would mean that artist...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 01:26:00 PST

A stoopid list (stolen from Stevie Steve)

Where is the person you gave your heart to for the first time?In Durham with his fella :)Are you waiting for something?For the new dubstar material, for Manchester, to get work over and done with toni...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 02:17:00 PST

Im not so manic now...

It's about time there was another blog type thing so here goes. Much has been going on in my life. the biggest and bestest of them all is that Mitch and me are now officially a couple. For those of y...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 01:29:00 PST

Gay murder in Liverpool

Paul Burston brought this to my attention via his blog.  It's absolutely shocking, it makes my blood boil and I feel the vigilante in me come to the surface.  It's very sad.Teen dies after h...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 02:23:00 PST

A special edition of the news at Ben *BONG!*

Howdy partners.  It's been ages since I did a blog so I thought I'd get one done today.  There's been a fair bit of stuff going on with me lately.  I've started seeing a councellor once...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 02:46:00 PST

More news at Ben

Another blog.  It's been a while hasn't it?  Been getting lazy with this.  Been getting lazy with quite a few things actually. The bank holiday was class, and me and Mitchy managed to m...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 02:26:00 PST

Here we go again

Here it comes again and it hasn't happened for a long time. I feel absolutely useless. A big fuck up. I went back to Mitch's early last night after another afternoon bender. I insisted he go back out ...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Mon, 05 May 2008 12:18:00 PST

A very strange night indeed

Oh deary me. Ben and Mitch went out last night for fun, drinks and dancing and general sillyness.  It was all going so well.  We bumped into random people we know, we drank and we laughed.&n...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 03:21:00 PST

New lyrics - Sleep

SleepThere’s silence all around, all around, all around me,Nothing makes a sound, makes a sound, a sound around me,But it’s still defeaning,That I’m hearing everything,All the voices...
Posted by The real Kenickie™ on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 05:20:00 PST