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In losing it all, we are free to do anything

What a strung-out beautiful girl

About Me

"Okay- now don't take this the wrong way because I'm probably nuts and I'm probably just too fucked up to know what's going on... And perhaps this is out of line and I'm certainly open to debate on this issue, but I need to go on record and say that I am not 100 percent comfortable with the situation regarding this truck at the moment, because I have a feeling we are all going to die.... Dude, I totally wish I could trade bodies with you right now." -Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs....They're called cross country and track. I like art history and studying the starving artist concept. I love my cowboy boots. Coffee is my goddess and Splenda is her bitch. I could watch New York Minute 9 times a day if you asked me to. I like to read books about 21st century culture to determine just how wrong we live our lives. I have supreme anxiety disorder. I cannot take tests. Expensive clothes are my amour. Shopping is an orgasm in and of itself. Eating makes you fat. Get on the treadmill. Ribs galore. I love my teeny-tiny bone structure. Hey, I guess I got lucky in one aspect. I'm afraid to fail. If you're the waitor that gives me Diet Coke when I ask for Diet Pepsi, I should kill you. The color pink is the prime epitome of femininity. Would it be wrong to pray for Nicole Richie's legs? Diet Rockstars make me bubbly. To Ana I cater. I want a perfect body. I want a perfect soul. Let's dance. On your mark, get set, go!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Meg
Birthday: 12/2/88
Birthplace: connecticut
Current Location: san diego
Eye Color: brown/green
Hair Color: dirty blonde
Height: 5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: italian, irish, slovak
The Shoes You Wore Today: pumps
Your Weakness: clothes
Your Fears: failing, vomit, spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: none
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get into the school I want
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hello stranger
Thoughts First Waking Up: where are you?
Your Best Physical Feature: abs
Your Bedtime: I don't sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: I love you
Pepsi or Coke: diet pepsi, but it's bad for you
MacDonalds or Burger King: none
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: not instant, never
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee, lots and lots of it
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: trying hard not to, anymore
Do you Sing: while driving
Do you Shower Daily: yes, more than once
Have you Been in Love: I am in love
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: no, something I am trying hard to do
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: this goes back to the believing in myself question
Are you a Health Freak: yes
Do you get along with your Parents: I want to live on my own
Do you like Thunderstorms: if i'm inside
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ritalin, non-recreational
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yes, bathtub nights
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no

Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: when i'm too hurt to go on because the love of my life has died
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: fashion consultant
What country would you most like to Visit: backpack through Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: dark brown
Favourite Hair Color: dark, dark brown
Short or Long Hair: shorter, but styled
Height: 5'10
Weight: 155ish, toned, but not too muscular
Best Clothing Style: I can dress him up in a Theory jacket and Burberry tie, but Diesel jeans will do
Number of Drugs I have taken: can't count that high
Number of CDs I own: still can't count
Number of Piercings: zero
Number of Tattoos: zero
Number of things in my Past I Regret: just leaving, I want to go home to you
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My Interests

Running, Fashion Icons, Andy Warhol, Edgar Degas, 20th century art, Couture, Runway, Literature, Consumerism, Film, Philosophers

I'd like to meet:

Mary-Kate Olsen, Caroline Bierbaum, Nicole Richie

Music:

Feeling too much pain to defy The disease is deep in her eyes So she might as well drown in the thing that saves herShe recalls that there was a time When she wasn't actualized To relinquish control to her saviorCan you take me lower? What a strung out beautiful girl She could use a little help here

Movies:

Amelie. American Physco. American History X. Donnie Darko. Dot the I. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Fight Club. High Tension. IFC Films. New York Minute. Reqium for a Dream. Sixteen Candles. Swingers. The Dreamers. Trainspotting. Y tu Mama Tambien.

Television:

I'm a movie girl.

Books:

Unseen Warhol: Life of Andy (Andrew) Warhol. Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs. The Catcher in the Rye. The Great Gatsby. The Perks of being a Wallflower. The Plot Against America. A Million Little Pieces.

Heroes:

Caroline Bierbaum. Mary-Kate Olsen. Nicole Richie.

My Blog

13 pounds in 65 days.

self-explanatory isn't it society? 4/13/06.
Posted by In losing it all, we are free to do anything on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 08:57:00 PST

A Million Little Pieces

I just finished reading this book, you know, the one with all the controversy on how much of it was made up, but it's signed under nonfiction? As I got through the last few pages, a reoccuring theme h...
Posted by In losing it all, we are free to do anything on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 11:25:00 PST