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lauren &lt;is never good enough&gt;

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my name is Lauren. I'm fat.
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i am a failure

I ATE A GIANT PIECE OF CAKE   WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FASTING
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 19:25:00 GMT

7/23

today's intake: 2 cups of coffee with a tiny bit of creamer= 50 cal 1/2 Sugar Free Sobe Engergy Drink= 10 cal Green Tea= 5 cal Gum= 25 cal Propel=20 cal Lettuce= 10 cal Fat Free Italian Dressing=...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 22:02:00 GMT

MIA

so i worked at this retreat for 4 days over the weekend where all they do is feed you. i worked there last year and gained like 5 pounds. i pretty much had to eat, because i didn't want to not eat in ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 07:55:00 GMT

starting fast tomorrow

my weight is out of control. i have gained so much. all of my hard work went to waste. i went out in SWEATPANTS because i couldn't button my jeans. tomorrow begins my fast!
Posted by on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 19:11:00 GMT

june 17

I ate way way way to much yesterday. I'm talking like 2500 calorie binge throughout the day, which is rediculous. I threw up what I could last night...I woke up this morning weighing 3 pounds more tha...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 04:28:00 GMT

friday

ok so today is friday. was supposed to be day 3 of 5 day fast. however i ruined that last night! i decided to run a 5k race tomorrow. so in order to have enough energy and prepare for that i decided t...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 07:34:00 GMT

fast ruined

so i hadn't eaten since tuesday. today was day 2 of my fast. my mom made me go to chili's with her after my dance recital because she knew i hadn't eaten. i could have pretended to be sick. i could've...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 20:05:00 GMT

day two contd

so i'm doing pretty good still today. i had so far: -a cup of coffee with sweet n low and a very small amount of cream (45 calories) -bottle of propel (20 calories) -egg whites (100 calories) bringing...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 10:21:00 GMT

day two

so I'm really upset because I didn't eat anything yesterday at all, and this morning i woke up and weighed the same weight as i did yesterday! also, i can usually run 7 miles no problem and this ...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 05:54:00 GMT

june 14 contd

it was soo hard today but i did it! my brother and mom ordered papa john's pizza for dinner and they ate it right in front of me i could smell it! and they must've asked me 10 times to eat it but i di...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 20:00:00 GMT