:.::Sick Salvaâ€ ion:.::

About Me

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This is my girlfriend Regina. She is the best and I'm grateful for her everyday. She's the best girl that's come into my life and I love her very much so.
About me? I've been inspired alot lately. I love writing, though not many people know of it. Music is passion. There's inspiration, beauty, and greatness to be found everywhere. I've been a musician for a long time now, but time and school don't permit me to pursue it to the extent I wish. I also really appreciate and admire art. I love how it's so unpredictable and demanding. You can just lose yourself in it and analyze and interpret it many different ways. That's beauty.
"A man is the less likely to become great the more he is dominated by reason: few can achieve greatness - and none in art - if they are not dominated by illusion." - Mr. Doctor
I think simplicity makes us whole. To be able to find peace and tranquillity in small things, whether it be a song, poem, a landscape, or just being able to be at one with yourself. Simple pleasures. But life usually isn't just that simple. It's all about growth and experience as well. These past two years I have learned alot about myself, both good and bad. I know my limits and boundaries. Although this road hasn't been the easiest, I feel I am becoming a better person as a result. I don't have a plethora of friends but the ones I do have I keep dear to my heart.
Now the boring stuff. I go to CSUN, I'm in my fourth year there as a Bio major. I really don't care for LA much. I find it depressing here most of the time, It just doesn't suit me. My plan is to Study in Europe (probably back in Sweden) and lose myself there. For now though this will do. Well it's about 3:30 AM and I should most likely get to bed, I'll add more if I think of anything. Or hell, why don't we cut the middle man out and messege me direct, yeah I think that's easier ;) good night, good day, whatever.
Creative Dissonance
I wonder how winter will be with a spring that I shall never see I wonder how night will be with a day that I shall never see I wonder how life will be with a light I shall never see I wonder how life will be with a pain that lasts eternally I wonder how life will be with a death that I shall never see I wonder why life must be a life that lasts eternally

My Interests

Spiritual but not religious / Many thoughts little words / Smart but a bit naive / Young but wise / Loving but not foolish / Lazy but motivated / Reserved and Observant / Enjoys solitude and space / Poetic and creative / Searching for my higher self / Responsible and Moral / Skeptical yet Very open minded / Doesn't believe in eye for an eye / Forgiving but not Forgetful / Empathetic yet Apathetic / Optimistic yet Doubtful / Realistic yet Imaginative / Curious yet Cautious / Simple yet Complex / Interesting and Intriguing.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who isn't hollow.

Movies:

Kids, Gummo, American Beauty, City Of God, My Life As a Dog, Crash (french), Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Kill Bill, Snatch, Full Metal Jacket, Clockwork Orange, Shawshank Redemption, Amelie, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club, 25th Hour, American History X, The Butterfly Effect, Deconstructing Harry, Adaptation, Citizen Kane, Foreign Films.

Television:

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Heroes:

My Blog

This one gets me every single time

Devin Townsend - The Death of Music (probably my personal favorite piece of writing ever.)Question...Leapt like dog from man...Terminate high thinking...Known in your prophecy...Sun... Son...Sun it sh...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 10:43:00 PST

The snowy plains of my mind

Ambivalent thoughts consume my daily life since.......well it’s been a while. I don’t know if it’s a product of confusion and frustration or the state of breaking through my spirit&r...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 06:39:00 PST

Writings

(Untitled) Alone, I sit in mountains of old In the distance I see a raven with pitch black eyes Clear as crystal blue lakes They gaze unto me with a certain familiarity A motion of melancholy Which ...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 10:33:00 PST

Emperor concert review July 16th 2006 at the Key Club

There are moments in life where you feel you are on the right path, that everything seems just right even if its just a fleeting moment. Its those moments we much grasp and truly appreciate. Moments o...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 02:39:00 PST

In the bodiless heart

I think sometimes it is necessary to get lost in order to find your way around life. Pages and pages of blank and empty space right in front of my eyes, yet being filled in with words, with detail as ...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 12:32:00 PST

Thats just how it is i guess

My mind has been so unclear and clouded lately. I feel lost, I just don't know what I shoud be doing or even want to do right now. Not sure why I feel like this, things haven't been lousy but they hav...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Wed, 03 May 2006 11:55:00 PST

A feeling

I feel different yet unchanged.... like something has been born yet died at the same time. I don't know, it feels strange. I don't know how to take it or explain it. I just don't know. Whatever, I'll ...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 02:30:00 PST

"My Arms, Your Hearse"

A morning in magenta, the petals fed from the dew.She held her breath for a moment, to pause off the stream.Still clinging to vast, old memories.And I would marvel at her beauty, playing through the r...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 05:30:00 PST

Holy fuck

Close your eyes and believeGet the focus off yourself, there is power giving in to it allLetting ourselves become puppetsFulcrums between powersWith the focus on the future being potentialAnd the past...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 11:36:00 PST

Nile/Hypocrisy/Decapitated 1/19/06

Ok, so last night was the Nile/Hypocrisy/Decapitated/Soilent Green/Raging Speedhorn/With Passion show at the key club. It was a very intense, and entertaining night. Of course, like usual I arrived ar...
Posted by :.::Sick Salva ion:.:: on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 12:53:00 PST