~Terrified, petrified, mortified, stupified... by you.~
I’m not really sure how to sum my self down into a few paragraphs but here goes... Hi! My name is Regina. Your typical average but very cute Stay Puft. Just like all of you on here, I was finally pressured enough to conform into the wonderful cyber world of the Myspace cult! For starters, I like cookies! Baking them with Jeff!! ;) I love Jeff. I can be a real cheese ball. I’m a hopeless romantic with too much hope, I dream of fairy tale romance! Love is important for me, it balances me out. I supposed it makes since I am a libra and we're the scales :)I am always drifting of into random thoughts. I believe truth is a paradox and trust is a contradiction of faith. I’ll over analyze every word you say, and most likely distort your intentions. In example, I'll get too sensitive because you said something "wrong". I don't handle pain well either physical or emotional. I believe I make a great friend. I'm a good listener. I think life is too short to settle, but I'm also quite the hypocrite since I catch my self doing it quite often and being lazy. Laziness and lack of motivation is not great. I know also from experience (trust me) that jealousy will plague your life if you falter to it; you are who you are: love, live, and, learn to deal with it!!! Oh and I’ll never regret a thing because I think everything happens for a reason, and the people who enter your life do make you who you are even if you don't think so. Even the one's you don't consider important or aren't quite fond of. My advice to those who feel like giving up is things will fall into place in the end, if it's not okay, then it's not the end. Life is too short to worry about the small things! Live life and all that warm fuzzy stuff!!!!
But you know what I want for myself? A different state of mind! What I want now is different than what I wanted before. Reality has smacked me in the face recently. What used to be important to me isn't any more. I am at a point of my life that I am realizing there is so much more than what I thought before. I can even describe it as Plato's Allegory of the Cave I suppose. I've finally came out of the cave and seen the "light" and because of it, there are so many things I want to do, feel, and see. That sounded cheesy but it's true. Life has alot to offer those who look for it and all this time I have closed myself to it. I know now I need change. It's a hard time for me you know. I am still confused and in need to discover more about myself and my surroundings. One of my worst qualities is that I'm so indecisive! (I blame it on being a libra) and my lack of motivation (laziness... grrr)So I know I have to do it. Those are the main things bringing me down that I awknowledge I need to change. Not to please anyone but for my own well being. I mean, ignorrance is bliss but do you always want to follow the heard like a sheep? It's ok if you do since sheeps are cute :P
I needed someone to show me how much I was missing and still am. You can't always expect someone to point these things out though but I was lucky since someone did with alot of honesty.That's why I can't help but love Jeff. I don't know a lot of people as intelligent, as great, and wonderful as him. I love his mind, heart, and his whole aura. He is the definition of beautiful. And because of him and his brutal honesty (sometimes too honest but it's okay), I know now I have alot to learn. Thank you for being there for me. I am eternally grateful.
I'm sure you probably thought those last few lines were corny. Well for your information, yes I am. BUT, I do believe more of you should appreciate the people in your lives. Good people are hard to come by you know. Now granted, don't kiss their ass but be grateful. Remember this quote, "We ignore the ones that adore us and adore the ones who ignore us." It's interesting how we humans function huh? (ha, I bet you're saying I'm not like that. I bet you are.)
