Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin

About Me

I don't like to make sense, out of spite. Where that spite is, is up to you.

I'm nice, happy, polite, quiet, intelligent but too lazy to really show it, sarcastic, lost and hungry.
Basically, I'm really, really fucked up.

I also play music. It's all I've got, all that I can do somewhat well and all I want. I've played in various bands over the years on various different instruments, but I seem to be drumming the most now days. Some of the bands I've played with include Draculove (bass and guitar), Necromancy (guitar), Through The Flame (drums) , The Nauseating Stab , The Funeral Pyre (drums on winter '06 tour) and Ruderalis

My Interests

Drums
Guitar
Marijuana
Bass
Keyboards/Pianos/Synthesizers
Bleach
Gin Ichimaru
Kurosaki Ichigo
Cars and driving them on tracks. That street racing stuff is just stupid.
Computers, an open source of vast and almost limitless information.
Video Games, the ultimate active replacement for the ever-so-passive and mind numbing television.
Pot. I love stoner culture, but I just don't smoke anymore.
Working out
Running
Martial Arts.
Iaijutsu
Battojutsu
Naginatajutsu
Kenjutsu

I'd like to meet:

Drummers =-= Bass Players =-= Guitar Players =-= Keyboard Players =-= Trained Musicians/musicians who know what they're doing =-= New Musicians =-= Old Musicians =-= Video Gamers =-= =-= Freaks =-= Geeks =-= Normal people=-= Borknagar =-= Vincent D'Onofrio =-= Ichimaru Gin =-= Aizen Sosuke

"Care about people's approval and you will be their prisoner."

Music:

Current favorite bands = Italic
All time favorites = underlined.

-A-
...And Oceans
Age Of Silence
Arcturus
Andrew W.K.(say it in spanish, I dare you not to laugh)
Agalloch
Arch Enemy
Asmodeus
As I Lay Dying
Audioslave
Aphex Twin
At The Gates
Anorexia Nervousa
Anathema
Amorphis

-B-
Borknagar
Bleeding Through
Blind Guardian
Bach
Behemoth
Bal-Sagoth

-C-
Carcass
Cradle Of Filth
Cannibal Corpse
Chingon
Children Of Bodom
Cryptopsy
Carpe Tenebrum
Cryptic Wintermoon
The Covenant
The Cure

-D-
Dimmu Borgir
Deicide
Dying Fetus
Dream Theater
Dark Tranqillity
Dark Angel
Dark Funeral
Death
Deftones
Divine Empire
The Dillinger Escape Plan
Dissection

-E-
Emperor
Einherjer
Evanescence
Everygrey

-F-
Foo Fighters
Finntroll
Frank Zappa
Fear Factory
Fredrik Thordendal's Special Defects

-G-
Gehenna
Graveworm
Goo Goo Dolls
The Gathering
Glass Casket
Gorgoroth

-H-
H.I.M.
Hecate Enthroned
Hate Eternal
Hammerfall
Hypocrisy

-I-
Incubus
In Flames
Immortal
Iron Maiden
Incantation
In The Woods
Iced Earth
Impaled Northern Moonforest
Impaled
Immolation
Infected Mushroom

-J-
No "J" bands that I can think of that i'm goo-goo about.

-K-
Killswitch Engage
The Kovenant
Kataklysm
King Diamond
Katatonia

-L-
Lacuna Coil
Lamented Souls
Lock-Up

-M-
Mayhem
Morbid Angel
Macabre
Metallica
Manowar
Marduk
Mr. Bungle
Mortiis
Mudvayne
Myrskskog
Midvinter
My Dying Bride
Meshuggah
Megadeth
Munthrel

-N-
Nobuo Uematsu
Nevermore
Nightwish
Nile
Nokturnal Mortum
Norma Jean

-O-
Old Man's Child
Opeth
Otyg

-P-
Pantera
Peccatum

-Q-

-R-
Ragnarok
Rotting Christ

-S-
Satyricon
Skyfire
Siebenburgen
Suidakra
Slayer
Sleep Terror
Solefald
Stormlord
Sonata Arctica
Soilwork
System Of A Down
Symphony X
Slipknot

-T-
Tool
Therion
Trollheim's Grott

-U-
Ulver

-V-
VNV Nation
Vehemence
Vintersorg
Vital Remains

-W-
Winds
Windham Hell
Wumpscut

-X-

-Y-
Yngwie Malmsteen

-Z-
Zyklon

Movies:

Films:
The Boondock Saints -=- Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels -=- Spun -=- The Nightmare Before Christmas -=- Ichi, The Killer -=- The Count of Monte Cristo -=- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind -=- Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children -=- Grass -=- Supersize Me -=- Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas -=- The Last Samurai -=- Kill Bill Volumes One and Two =-= The Science of Sleep =-= The Fountain =-= Super High Me =-= Grandma's Boy =-=
Metal DVDs
Dimmu Borgir - World Misanthropy -=- Dream Theater - Live at Budokan -=- Emperor - Emperial Live Ceremony -=- Cradle of Filth - Heavy, Left Handed and Candid -=- Metallica - Live Shit, Binge and Purge - S&M - Cunning Stunts - A year and a half in the life of... - Cliff 'em All -=- Slayer - War at the Warfield -=- Slipknot - Disasterpieces -=- Cannibal Corpse - Live Cannibalism -=- Opeth - Lamentations -=- Dark Tranquillity - Live Damage -=- Pantera - Vulgar Videos -=- In Flames - Used and Abused In Live we Trust -=- Marduk - Funeral Marches and Warsongs -=- Mayhem - European Legions -=-

Television:

The Television is a mass of Advertising and near mind-numbing material.Of the mind-numbing stuff, I really only watch Conan O' Brien, and even then, it's being watched on the internet.

Books:

The Dictionary.
The Cannibible.
Bleach

Heroes:

Me.
Tetrahydracannibanol.
Dymethyltryptamine.
Psilocybin.

My Blog

Some suffer to the point where they grow numb...

..Others are so numb, they deserve to suffer. Hm... I'm listening to Peccatum's "The Moribund People." Fantastic EP and fantastic songs. Devilishy addicting this one is. Well, like I said in so...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 12:33:00 PST

Survey of the gay.

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do yo...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 08:26:00 PST

People who like David Lynch movies are idiots.

This article wasn't written by me, but the great Maddox (http://maddox.xmission.com). All credit goes to him, but I thought I would share it with you fucks for some reason. Enjoy.People who like David...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fucking horah for lack of responsibility..

I don't know how to word what i'm feeling right now. I wish I did. It really isn't so much how I feel now, it's how I AM now. Huge difference between those two, I tells you. My shit doesn't want to le...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I support Brian "Head" Welch.

You know, I was kind of wondering what it was that made me support that man's decision and I never really knew, it was just a feeling I had. Now that I think about it, I know what it is and it's like ...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Best maddox article ever.

I hate Star Trek geeks. Recently at work, I was cornered by a Star Trek geek that wouldn't leave me alone. Some guy comes up to me and starts Trek-babbling about about Bajorans and Cardassians and abo...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Porcupine Tree

In no way does this have anything to do with you. I fucking swear it. Don't even think it does. I just love this for some reason. "Always in my thoughts you are. Always in my dreams you are. I got...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Busy, busy and more busy! It's over, though

Wow... these past three weeks have been...erm... somewhat more active than normal for myself. As most of you know, I had a friend come down to visit me from Finland. I just got back from the airport a...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Hyperborean

Fucking enjoy... Part one: The Splendour Of A Thousand Swords Gleaming Beneath The Blazon Of The Hyperborean Empire [ALTARUS:] Gaze deep into the mists with your spirit-eyes, Xerxes... look f...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Picture fucking madness!

Here are a few new pictures I wanted to share. Check 'em out! Me drumming... Me drumming more.. BLASTBEAT!!!! Shopping cart insanity at it's finest! Contemplating a flower whil...
Posted by Embodied Despair - R.I.P. George Carlin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST