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To Utopia

Surrealistic Multi-Cellular Erosion...

About Me

I am a hopeless romantic, my name is Jenna. I love music and bleed from the ear from it. I love to write, draw, and read... I tend to just be too spiffy for my own good! Sometimes, I like to walk and at times, run but its always a bouncy ride with me. Let's laugh and be merry because life is too short to fuck with the small stuff! I am going to college to be a Sign Language Interpreter and I am going to be the best! I wish I was nicer even though i'm the nicest person I know. Crazy Insane And Almost Perfect. If you want to know me, simply ask.
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And Now I Bring You........... My Dears.
I Thought This Picture Beautiful. Byron And Jonathan
Me And One Of My Most Favorite People, Alex.
Me And My Loverer, Yams.
The One And Only Emo Kid, Fabian.
Tis I And Fabian On His Birthday.
It's My Dezz- Meister.
Me and my shammey, Kiersten... Up Close And In Love.
I Kissy Megan
Kiersten Gets Love Too. ^^
LOOK!! It's Ed And Angel!
This Is Jason And Jeff Jeff.
Danielle Is My Chocolate Lap Warmer.
This Is Jenny, My Woman
Under Threatening Skies Is Rapidly Becoming My New Obsession.
THE NAUSEATNG STAB MOTHA FUCKAS!!! 3mspmb allowScriptAccess="never" allownetworking="internal" allowScriptAccess="never" allownetworking="internal" enableJavascript="false" allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" enableJavaScript="false" style='display:none' src='' AUTOSTART='True' LOOP='1'

My Interests

movies, music, hanging out... typical chick! only, I'm so much crazier than the typical one. RANDOMNESS = GODLINESS.
Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
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This many times: 220

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I'd like to meet:

---- .Love. ---- Also, The Drop Kick Murphys.

Music:

Black Metal, metalcore, Grindcore, Heavy Metal, thrash punk, orchestra, some japanese bands, TrippHipHop, some techno, Trance, and ballads. If the song doesn't fall under these categories but has a good singer and good lyrics, then I'll listen to them. I'm pretty open to anything and will listen to anything if my friend's put it on in their car but some stuff they listen to would never darken in my CD player. Bands I like would go on and on and on so here's my must haves- Drop Kick Murphys, Tsunami Bomb, Cradle of Filth, The Distillers, AFI, Avenged Sevenfold, As I Lay Dying, The Nauseating Stab (ex, ex A Prayer For The Dying), Dimmu Borgir, In Flames, Dir En Grey, Bad Religion, Dillinger Escape Plan, Poison the Well, Zao, Norma Jean, Dark Funeral, My Dying Bride, HIM(gotta have HIM), The Bled, Borknagar, Children of Bodom, Satyricon, From A Second Story Window, Do As Infinity, Malice Mizer, Ayumi Hamasaki, Hikaru Utada, Miyavi, Gackt, Plastic Tree, L'Arc en Ciel, GLAY, Luna Sea, Raphael, Marilyn Manson, Whore's Head, Agony Scene, Sneaker Pimps, Third Eye Blind, Foo Fighters, Coldplay, The Wallflowers, Nirvana, The Doors, Bush, Depeche Mode, Fall Out Boy, Finest Hour, Bleeding Through, ...And Oceans, 36 Crazyfists, Red Knife Lottery, Blindside, God Throned, Death, Amon Amarth, Hansel and Gretel.... etc etc. motha fucka!!

Movies:

DONNIE DARKO. PAN'S LABRINYTH IS AWESOME! I love psychological thrillers like Gothika, The Sixth Sense, and The Ring. Suspenseful movies. Slasher movies are good if they are original and aren't just senseless in killing even though senseless killing is so much fun. I like a good comedy... and Kung Fu movies with Jackie Chan and the "old masters". I'm not into the whole chick flick thing but if it looks like a good twisty romance love triangle deal, then I'll go see it with buddies or a special guy. My favorite movie is Vanilla Sky because its just so well made and trippy like. ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF A SPOTLESS MIND!!! GO AND SEE THAT YOU BITCHES!!! The Grudge... it was nicccce and creepy. My kinda film. Requiem For A Dream was an awesome movie. i love drug movies... I love movies period.

Television:

I don't watch much of TV, I like reading, writing, and drawing more than sitting for mindless hours of commercials. I do love watching Viva la Bam, Wild Boys, Jackass, Invader Zim, Family Guy, Futruama or the Metal station on the TV. I do love watching cartoons.

Books:

The Lovely Bones, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA. I have found it so very hard to find a good book nowadays. Please, someone refer me to a good book and it better not be Anne Rice! Brave New World is a very good book. There's this book of vampires my sister bought that has all these myths and actual people who were all into blood like that which is very interesting. I like reading the Harry Potter books because of the very original story line and the way the words flow. i love poetry above all else. Mr. Poe is my lover. And so is Lovecraft. I am writing my own book. I prefer Dickens... And Sassoon. He is an awesome poet. I AM RECENTLY DESIRING TO READ- Thomas De Quincy's "Confessions Of An English Opium Eater". *read it and it was interestingly old english... which I was aware of.* The Hand's Maid Tale is proving to be excellent too.

Heroes:

What is a hero to me...? I think a hero is someone who stands up for what they believe in no matter what everone else does or think. I do that but then I would be conceeded by saying I'm my own hero. hehe My heros would be my mom for being British and so... mom like. Anyone who finds life sweeter with the sour and if I wanna go comic book on your ass, I choose... Spider Man or maybe Duffman!!!

My Blog

Bloggy

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be frien...
Posted by To Utopia on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 11:52:00 PST

Wouldn't YOU like to know...

Once there had been joining in heartsuntil now, I find there's solitude in numbers.There's dead vibrations the ear picks up,and there's still that stale scent in the air. This walking along dirt ...
Posted by To Utopia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

another bit of writing...

From particles of nothing came this feelingoh, how my heart does hurt so badly.Clenching and unclenching, my breath caughtsoft thuds of these retreating foot steps. It was kept alive on Utopian though...
Posted by To Utopia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

If You Had A Banana...

haha, if you had a banana... I bet you'd treat it nicely! Because if you're too rough with it, you'll bruise it and then where would you be? Sitting alone with a squishy bruised banana in your hand (o...
Posted by To Utopia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Musings At 4am.

With all that is occuring, I still have the moment to watch From the high place which people stand over, searching. With all thats happening, I am surprised this heart still vibrates. I keep inside...
Posted by To Utopia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Read This And Be Contemplative!!

Hello friends. read this for I wrote it as I went along. on the top of this head of mine which sits on my shoulders. ooooh yea! In such a small part of a smile, there lies the grave of joy.  And ...
Posted by To Utopia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Another Day.

Right then, another day in this boring place. Its a wonder really how I can think of anything to write. Apart from the fact I just came from a weekend at Vegas which was alright... I'm at that point i...
Posted by To Utopia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST