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~blAckArts & crAfts~

I am an advanced, and highly skilled wizard retard.

About Me

I live to make music and art that accurately conveys true dark human nature and inner power. I have a youthful spirit and energy that signifies my ongoing desire to always progress, stay open to new things, and stay in tune with who i am at the time, who i was in the past, and who i will be in the future, for i know that this is one of the keys to eternal youth. I am the most faithful and loving of friends, and live by my own code of honor and try to always be fair. I'm very selective about who i share my feelings and knowledge with, so if you are one of those people, you are lucky! I also have a very distinct darkside that is not to be messed with. I believe that magick is everywhere, and is there to be used and enjoyed, and i believe that it is the downfall of modern humans to lose touch with this energy and they therefore reach only a fraction of thier potential and they soon grow old and wither spiritually. I have promised myself to never let this happen, and in fact to counter it with ongoing self-discovery that relies on instinct instead of conventional rational and analytical thinking . I like to try to live everyday like it is my last, i have no fear of death and if i had to die tomorrow, i would be ready. I like to leave my body and rent it out as a vehicle to the spirits of ravens. And below, the ravenous tunes of woe that i assist to soe(that means these are my music projects). To hear my former metal project 'blackQueen' view one of my blogs.
WORMWOOD
MEISCE
OAKHELM
MISERICORDE

My Interests

wing chun do gung fu, Corvid research/folklore, mysteries that electrify the air, butoh, drinking the blood of the innocent (ie. trader joe's shiraz), being led by moonlight, playing with myself (guitar,drums, synth), yoni massage, girls that drive pickup trucks, ancient taoist techniques(of love), analog synths and theremins, recording performing and creating dark original music, getting tattooed, absinthe, fine tequilas of the (mexican)world, being hot, hexing, chaos magick chi-gung, slasher flicks, unpretentious women, screenprinting on everything including your face and socks, yellow beer, blackmetal, punk rock that's not on the radio, death rock, music that breaks through thresholds and defies boundaries. My biggest interest seems to be the fear of the unknown, what it does to people, and how that fear can be embraced and harnessed as inspiration. Using negative things indirectly to gain positive results.

I'd like to meet:

Artists who live to be original and create things that make a lasting impression on people. People who can turn me on to great, obcure music, and folks who are into barter. Someone who needs me to score the soundtrack for thier horror films. People who can honestly express themselves or at least make an honest effort to try to do that, and anyone who is prepared to face thier inner demons and make friends with them. Let's see. who else, an evil mermaid with two tails maybe?

Music:

Killing Joke, FAXED HEAD, VIRUS, PENTAGRAM, VED BUENS ENDE.....,LESSER OF TWO, Degenerate Art Ensemble, Old VAN HALEN, The BEAST PEOPLE, SLAYER, cAROLINER, The Angry Samoans, GREY, Sun City Girls, PRIMORDIAL, Secret Chiefs 3, the RED KING, Le Flange Du Mal, SleepytimeGorillaMuseum, Set Fire To Flames, IN HASTE, WARSAW VILLAGE BAND, ENSLAVED, Darkthrone, Bohren Club Der Gore, SATYRICON, Rudimentary Peni, Goblin, NEGURA BUNGET, WEAKLING, LUDICRA, Amber Asylum, The DAMNED, CONSUMERS, Spider Compass, OBLIVIONS, Krystov Penderecki, BETHLEHEM (everything before Matton quit), the Freeze, GG Allin and the Jabbers, Order of the Vulture, the Jack SAints, 45 Grave, Christian Death (w/ Rozz), the MAD, 13th Floor Elevators, SILENCE OF DECAY(Italy), BEHERIT (Drawing Down the Moon and Down There), Merzbow, Nurse with Wound, the first 3 ULVER records, The Vanishing, Nervous Gender, Hammers of Misfortune, ASUNDER, Dystopia, Amon Duul II, Diamanda Galas, Stiff Little Fingers, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Big Business, horror soundtracks, William Bolcolm & William Albright (Black Host & Organbook II), Subhumans, the Pogues, Sour Mash Hug Band, the Wages of Sin, Ennio Morricone, Aghast, the bloodsoaked Piano Dirges of Lara Haynes, sheesh i could go on forever.....and probably will at some point, at least until i pass out.

Movies:

Suspiria, Inferno, The Good the Bad and the Ugly, ALUCARDA, The Tenant, Begotten, Profondo Rosso, Phenomena, kUNG fU fROM bEYOND THE gRAVE, Adaptation (best car crash scene in film history), the Tingler, Emir Kustarica's UNDERGROUND, Burnt Offerings, the Ghost and Mr. Chicken, Bloody Sunday, Keep the River on your Right, Snatch, American Movie, WILD ZERO

Television:

sucks aND iS uSUALLY a wASTE oF tIME, wHERE THe hELL iS tHE hORROR cHANNEL?

Books:

mY nEW fIGHTING tECHNIQUE IS uNSTOPPABLE, Please Kill Me! , tHE cOMPLETE aMBROSE bIERCE, Round Ireland with a Fridge, tHE tHREE mOTHERS, Adventures with FIANCE

Heroes:

mY mOTHER, bRUCE lEE, jAMES dEmILE, vINCENT pRICE, dARIO aRGENTO, philly cheesesteaks.

My Blog

i'm looking for a place to teach gung-fu

many of you may not be aware of this fact, but i was certified as an instructor in wing chun do gung fu in november of 2005. After 5 years of intructors training, and a year off, i am finally ready to...
Posted by ~blAckArts & crAfts~ on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 07:56:00 PST

$5 bottles of sangria rule ass!!!

Yeah, uhhhhhh, so basically, i'm drunk, so if you are are reeading this, i love you, and fuck off! Furthermore, and henceforth, etc., etc., go away, i love you, HAHA, what does this mean?? Well, it mi...
Posted by ~blAckArts & crAfts~ on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 11:36:00 PST

the blackening...

The Black Crow sometimes also the Raven is the beginning of the great work of soul alchemy. This indicates the initial stages of the alchemist's encounter with his inner space, through withdrawing fro...
Posted by ~blAckArts & crAfts~ on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 05:05:00 PST

sobriety/death/camping

it's been almost a week now since i have had any alcohol, smokes, weed, etc. I even have a vicodin that i haven't touched yet. The house is dead quiet, except for the strange rustling outside in the b...
Posted by ~blAckArts & crAfts~ on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 01:03:00 PST

A Bedtime Lullaby....

From an old Scottish rhyme 1 Crow bad news 2 Crows myrth 3 Crows a wedding 4 Crows a birth 5 Crows for riches 6 Crows a thief 7 Crows a journey 8 Crows for grief 9 Crows a secret 10 Crows ...
Posted by ~blAckArts & crAfts~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Beating Alcoholism!!

You can't, so don't even try!!!! Alcoholism rules! Bow down before alcoholism, your new leader and tribute-getter! In, fact i'll drink to that....
Posted by ~blAckArts & crAfts~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i wasn't made for this world!

down to my last beer, has got me to thinkin'. Here we are in the witching hour, me and my dead cat, drinking and listening to polish gypsy musick. I think i know what 'sleep is wrong' means now. As mu...
Posted by ~blAckArts & crAfts~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

blog

IS blOG sHORt fOR bELATED oRGASm? i LIKe THOSE.
Posted by ~blAckArts & crAfts~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST