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jeanpaul

maybe you've been brainwashed too...

About Me

WHO THE HELL AM I ? before i start blurting cuss words, [which i dont usually do] let me start off my giving y'all a short intro on who is this guy...
BIRTH: it has been more than 2 decades since i was forcibly taken from the womb of my mother, and since then this being has been walking on the face of this earth anonymously to almost everyone. my cranial capacity is large, which allows for more brain cells than the usual [i guess...] maybe that is why i have always been considered a smart ass [okay, no violent reactions please!].
LOVE: as vague as it may seem, i have not fully grasped what this term really means. to define it is like describing what is beyond this universe. i had my fair share of love [to me what seems to be love...] as the saying goes "it is better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all." infatuation that lead to tears, and a really long time relationship. though time can never be a basis for love, at least i can say to myself that i have found the one for me.
FRIENDS: along the journey i have met countless people, some merits recollection and other not so so... one thing that i have learned through it so far is that you keep only those that are worthy of keeping, as you go along because others could become excess baggage. had known a few that would stick up through thick and thin, at least i know who my real friends are!
THE JOURNEY SO FAR: it has been one hell of a bumpy ride, i never expected it to be that way... as i start new episodes, meet new people and continue living, i take im mind lessons that i have learned, moments that define the meaning of things and live life one day at a time.
as i look back, i know ive made good and bad decisions in life. they say it is not good to wallow in the past as it hinders you from going forward into the future, but there are instances when going back to remember a finished episode in life is important in order to see what it really is that we should be looking forward into the future.
haven't had enough!? maybe there is more to come... ;)

My Interests

• inline skating...
• badminton...
• bowling...
• pc strategy/war games...
• dining out...
• clubbing...
• dvd/movie marathon...
• a whole lot more!

I'd like to meet:

hmm... im not really looking forward to meeting anyone but what the heck, if you think you have what it takes to rock my world (!?) then go ahead and add me up... its one step closer to the unexpected... haha!!!

it feels so good to be back!

Music:



Movies:

• coming to america...
• devil's advocate...
• cruel intentions...
• vanilla sky...
• hannibal...
• the grudge/juon...
• lord of the rings...
• kill bill...
• constantine...
• happyfeet...

Television:

• i just love watching the "the untalkative bunny" its like an animated silent film...
• i'm a big fan of "the amazing race" the best reality tv show there is!

Books:

• catcher in the rye...
• angels and demons...
• the vinci code...
• the boy called "it"...
• dummies/self-help...

Heroes:

• no one deserves to be idolized...

My Blog

insecurities...

What good things can insecurities give us? Nothing! Almost, if not all people have insecurities. But until when are we going to allow ourselves to be trapped by this "emotion" that has really no obv...
Posted by jeanpaul on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:50:00 PST

change...

CHANGE... is one thing inevitable in this world that we cannot control. Often we are told that everything is constantly changing, and the only way to survive is to learn how to adapt. Life challenges ...
Posted by jeanpaul on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 02:52:00 PST

trying to live life...

last night i dreamt that there was a book about how to live the perfect life and i was skimming through it... when i woke up, it got me wondering why in the hell was i reading...
Posted by jeanpaul on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 08:17:00 PST