thrift stores, shows, new music, old music, pretending to be a musician, pretending in general, brushing my teeth, the way new things smell, anything used, brutal honesty, the word "brutal", embarrassing myself and others, eyebrows, homemade alcohol, winning, losing, not capitalizing "i", making mistakes, feeling awkward, missing sean, people watching, laughing at my inadequacy, exaggeration, the smell of vanilla, imagination, religious art, loathing the beach, homemade instruments, broken instruments, dust
a nihilist. someone that can comfortably enjoy silence. great teachers. someone with great ambition. a politician. royalty. someone who tells me things i've never heard. my biological father. someone with a great sense of humor. a mentor. someone actually righteous. tom waits.
TOM WAITS, manson, mindless self indulgence, as i lay dying, scarlet, norma jean, sleepytime gorilla museum, neck, fear before the march of the flames, a perfect circle, interpol, clutch, bjork, nine inch nails, portishead, radiohead, any kind of black metal (although i wont buy it), some emo when im drunk, michael jackson...
movies with happy endings; movies with horrible endings...
no, thank you.
e.e. cummings, chuck palaniuk, bret eastan ellis, ayn rand, philip k. dick, r. l. stine, any kind of religious text, the phone book, business week, your diary
readers, small children that commit capital crimes, anyone who is exceptionally adept at something, any kind of writer, entrepreneurs, mom