I love peace and quiet. I love mindless racket. I love the moon and the sun, but not when either of them shine incessantly in my eyes while I'm trying to sleep.
So for the first four months it was bad. And certainly best for you that I didn't carry a gun or know where you lay your head at night. And it was not her as everyone had thought. But you, how easily you were able to turn away from all that we were. Those things that you said. Admit it, your words they came as cheap as your breath. And with even less meaning, you selfish fuck. The next time that you tell me that you love me please look me in the eye so that I can see the twitch. And I will fight to keep my balance. Pray to hold my temper. Ten years of history traded away for a nickel and the world's most crooked grin. You would not know 'nobility' if it jumped right up and punched you in the face. And this rock won't turn to a butterfly no matter how hard I squeeze. But I will face it while you look the other way. Face it. (Always facing it) I believe that it's the only way. So many moments wasted on you and this rage. Waiting for the dust to settle. Or these tears to dry or the axe to fall. Something has got to give.--"Fuck What You Heard"--Bane By the way, I'm in love with this man. He's my man crush. I'm not gay, I'm just awestruck by the intelligence and sexual prowess of this individual. Doctor Gary Smith "This is my therapy. You breathe life into me."
Cryptopsy makes me want to play football. Ska makes me want to punch people. Cradle makes me want to molest little transylvanian boys. Jackie Wilson makes me want to give it to some whore really good. Left alone makes me want to manifest a drinking problem, just so I can blame it on all my failed relationships. SFU makes me want to drink blood and eat babies. If music doesn't make you feel anything, it probably isn't worth a shit. And then you should go kill yourself and do the rest of us a favor.
They dubbed "transformers," the most original movie of the year. I'm old enough to know that the movie was based on comic books and a cartoon show. If that's originality, then I guess I'll have to settle my qualms with hollywood. It was the best damn movie I've seen in a long time. It made me feel like a kid again. Not many things in this world can do that.
I finally have cable. They never show enough cartoons to quell my insatiable appetite for animated absurdity. Tune in to "the universe," on the history channel. It will change your life. Every tuesday at 9.
I'm currently adding the Ender Wiggins' saga to my repetoir of epic novels. Next, I have to finish the Dark Tower series by stephen king. So many people are trying to goad me into reading the Harry Potter books. I'm not really prepared to enter that realm of nerddom just yet.
Charleton Heston. Satan. Jesus. Me. John Cardiel. Peter Smolik, Tim Brauch R.I.P, everyone who's dead and didn't deserve it but didn't know any better, Red Foxx, Mom, Curtis Hsiang, Phil Shao, Tim Brauch again, Stepen Hawking, Hajime Sorayama, Marcus Gray, Lance Corporal James Blake Miller, Amanda Baggs, Google these people fer chrissakes!!!