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Phatcat

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I am a single mom with three beautiful children. I lead a very chaotic and busy life, but somehow it seems structured. Anyway, I enjoy being out and about, doing things on the odd side of the coin. I am very outgoing, fun, spontaneous, wild (most of the time), and then calm (the rest of the time). I love being with friends, living life as much as I can, and making sure to always leave an impression on everyones hearts.

My Interests

Camping, fishing, Hiking, road trips, swimming, shooting pool, hanging out with good friends, BBQ and Beer.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that can make me laugh and shares similar interests would be cool to hang with.I love making new friends, going new places, and sharing new and old adventures. Don't be shy...I don't bite, much. LoL

Music:

Wow...I have a lot....Slipkot, Krawl, The Used, The Killers, AFI, Veruca Salt, Kittie, Otep, Sublime, Billie Holiday, Jill Scott, Slayer, Cessation Of Life, Synchronic, Voodoo Blue, Jack Off Jill, ICP, FLyleaf, Disturbed, pantera, and much much more.

Movies:

Starting with my Favorite of all time... Dream For An Insomniac, Army of Darkness, Escape from New York, Clerks 1&2, Jackass,Cannibal The Musical, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Identity, Harold and Kumar go to whitecastle, Nacho Libre...etc...

Television:

Don't really watch it...What I have watched with friends and also enjoyed would have to be, The simpsons, South Park, Family Guy, well then of course sports... But I really only like three sports, the rest I don't know much about. I'm all for Football (Raiders), Hockey (sharks), and Rugby ( SCRFU).

Books:

Any kind of horror, suspense, thriller type books... I don't dig on all that romantic fake dreamy bull honky.

Heroes:

Gilda Radner..."It's always something" If you don't know you soooo should, she was one of the ORIGINALS from SNL. Big on comedy here.MUCH LOVE FROM THE PHATCAT... CHECK OUT ALL THE BANDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I CHANGE IT WEEKLY (OR AT LEAST I TRY TO ANYWAY)...

My Blog

Tonight

Tonight, I will drink away my pain, dance with a good couple of friends, and try to forget. Tonight, I am giving up. On you, on me, on everyone and everything... I am so miserable, I can't even rememb...
Posted by Phatcat on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:32:00 PST

This cloud will always hover over me.

 I am only used. By everyone, whether it is for money, feeling good about themselves. I am having the hardest time typing today. I am drunk at 11 am, and actually feeling happy for once, cau...
Posted by Phatcat on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 11:16:00 PST

Longing

I want to drown myself in your arms. Feel your lips on my eyes, on my forhead, kissing the bad away. I become hypnotized by the sound of your heartbeat, it drowns out all of the thoughts in my head. I...
Posted by Phatcat on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 11:24:00 PST

She...

She looks at her reflection in the mirror, horrified by what is seen, what she has become. Something drained of life, whithered, scarred, repulsive... No longer a woman, just an old tattered shell of ...
Posted by Phatcat on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 02:43:00 PST

No Title

Late at night I am surrounded by darkness. I try to drown out the screams inside my head. Each thought a new blade slicing through my flesh. Late at night I muffle the sounds of my tears. I forc...
Posted by Phatcat on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 03:25:00 PST

Descending Into Madness

I feel so close to the edge. My veins lay teasingly in my wrists, daring me to cut deep. They yelling and roaring of thoughts in my head wont cease, I can't block them anymore. I have no physical inju...
Posted by Phatcat on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 12:25:00 PST

My Lover--The Demon

Sometimes I think you could be the devil. Your eyes at times can be so cold, your face hard and angry. I never have a clue as to what goes on inside your head, you dodge, lie, and hide so very well. E...
Posted by Phatcat on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:55:00 PST

A collage of thoughts....

Death is the same as what I am living with now. Being alone, left, unloved, forgotten... Only Death will take away the pain I feel everyday, trying to live and deal with all of it. My heart and soul a...
Posted by Phatcat on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:48:00 PST

*Happiness Is A Star*

Happiness is a star twinkling up in the sky. I can look at it in awe of it's brightness, but I will never be able to touch it. There is nothing that I would like more than to catch a falling star, for...
Posted by Phatcat on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 08:15:00 PST

I hate!

I hate that I have lost 80% control over my mind... I hate that I am unable to tolerate my own children, even for five minutes... I hate that I cannot stand to be hugged or touched, because it hurts e...
Posted by Phatcat on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 01:14:00 PST