Bensan

Growing towards consciousness of my higher self.. As a small example of what i experience daily.. For the last years i regularly see these on digital clocks.. when i happen to look.. 11:11.. More like a seperate 11.. 22.. 33.. 44.. 55.. also these opposites more frequent.. 21:12.. 13:31.. 14:41.. 10:01.. 15:51.. 23:32.. And less common i get equals like.. 22:22.. 11:44.. 11:22.. 22:55.. 11:33.. 11:44.. Consciousness of Synchronicity is truly beautifull.. We are all being guided.. Recognise.. And this is just in relation to my time.. Not to speak of my Present Awakened Life.. As in.. Everything i experience every single second.. N°5.. My Hidden Passion Number.. Born on the cusp of Capricorn and Aquarius.. I am a lefty.. Very creative.. Too serious at times when dreaming off into our spiritual realm.. Have an extremely sensitive nervous system.. Linked to what i feel from other people.. Through this without control i can get very restless.. Very individual.. Chinese Horse.. Love speed and adventure.. Independent.. Curious.. Visionary.. Very sharp and active intuition.. Philosopher.. Self-Conscious.. Bold and noble.. Concentrated and Determined.. Patient by nature.. Able to daydream.. Disciplined and loyal.. Stubborn.. Emotional and very honest.. First to admit mistakes and lessons learned.. Like passionate things.. Sometimes i simply want too much.. love travel.. change and new challenges.. i am highly adaptable if i choose to and versatile.. adore nature and its energy.. Yin Yang.. Talented in languages and generally good with words.. could love compliments too much.. I am sensual and a bit impulsive.. Like to satisfy my senses.. Which can get me into trouble.. If i could overindulgence in food.. drink.. sex and drugs could get common for me.. I am resourcefull and original.. adore magnificence and beauty.. Like to be among groups of people as well as one on one conversations but prefer the latter.. Having a good sense of humour and a quick tongue.. My desire for freedom is extremely strong and it takes effort and discipline to whatever i start.. As i tend to give up certain situations prematurely.. may be interested in too many things.. which can make it hard for me to apply myself to one area succesfull.. I am very unconventional and spiritual all together.. Love Variation..My aura became an intense violet as color.. Which indicates a higher aspect of selfless love.. Its presence appeared after i made a certain commitment to spirituality.. Guided by a higher consciousness.. The most sensitive and wisest of colors.. Reveals psychic power of attunement with self.. Violet is also the color of one who is seeking something in life that is greater than themselves.. Looking for my other half.. Balancing things up in magical ways to grow.. It reflects the blending of heart and mind with physical and spiritual.. Being inspirational.. magnetic and dynamic.. Have a deep emotional depth and compassion.. Meditation becomes of higher importance.. Can become stalemated and not knowing what to do next to accomplish my goals.. Violet color's purpose in life.. Is saying truths that other people dare not to say.. And among many other things.. Growth towards enlightenment.. Towards truth..Evolution way over perfection.. Praise Awakening and Balance.. Again.. We are now what we have learned and not yet learned in the past.. As we will become in the future what we do in the now.. Ego is an illusion.. Let go to grow.. And the only balance not to search for is between love and fear.. It does not exist.. To be or not to be.. Not as a question.. but as a choice.. I've made mine.. Make yours.. Wake TF Up and stay awake.. Eventually.. We will all become conscious of our true higher self.. Either in this life or the next.. We have to.. There is no other way.. Trust.. Satori.. And besides all of this.. I must remember to live free.. To maintain my own personality 'n keep it and my higher self in true balance.. 2012.. B..