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About Me

Hi.. My Name is Michelle Danielle..
I am a Not So Average Guy-- Who loves being a Not So Average Girl any chance I get..
I live as a Guy, And only get all Girlie once in a while. But it's something I've done pretty much all my life..
Let me see... About me... What can I say, Like I said, I live as a regular guy.
I have a blue collar, guy's job. No one I work with has any idea that I cross dress. I don't tell anyone about it but I think if someone asked, I wouldn't lie.
It's pretty rare that I dress up. Actually only like, every six months or so..
I don't consider myself to be Gay but I am definately not straight either. I guess the best way to describe my sexuality would be Bi Sexual but I try to dismiss the notion of gender all together and just think about people as individuals. Sex can be fun in lots of different ways.. Girls, Boys, Alone, Toys... I mean, I'm attractd to Hot Guys or Hot Girls. Race or Ethnicity is not a question. All Races have beautifull people.

I think I would like to try dating a Guy but I don't know.. Guys are such assholes,
there goes my disregard for gender, huh?? haha.

No, If I met a dude who I was really interested in, I would give it a shot.
I really don't have much experience with boys..
I have fooled around here and there. But never while dating someone..
I don't cheat and if you do, you're gone! Beg all you want, I can be cold hearted.
I've heard that a lot in the past.
"Heartless" I got that one a few times too.. haha.
No.. That's only if either you fucked up or I'm just sick of your ass.. Beat it! ; )

It took many years for me to begin accepting myself and what I like. I've learned it can not be denied. Dressing girlie started before I ever even thought about sex..
I have no idea why I wanted to do it.
I was so ashamed and vowed never to do it again countless times. That would last a few months and then came the urge again.

It took some time to adjust but I think it forced me to open my mind more and think about things from a different perspective. The Internet and sites like Myspace help with accepting and understanding. You see that there are so many people who are interested not only what you are but an infinite number of "preferences".

Oh, and as far as religion goes.. Keep that shit to yourself. I'm not interested in mythology. In fact, I think most religious people are either ignorant of Science or they never bothered to question the folklore that they were brainwashed with as children. "Mommy is NOT always right!" And just because so many people "believe" something.. It dosen't make it true.. It just tells something about how dumb most people are. : )
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My Interests

One of my favorite things in the world is my Car Stereo System. No, it's not an Earthquake, it's just my Bass.
I also like playing around on my computer.
I'm always online, I don't shut my PC down for weeks at a time.
I love to play with Photoshop, creating things.
I have the internet radio playing pretty much always.. Digital Gunfire Industrial radio.
I also like Streaming soundtracks, they play music from movies. It's cool
I totally love my Playstation 3. I do spend a lot of time playing games.
My favorites are typically Fighting games, driving games and shooting games. I think Grand Theft Auto was created specifically for me. Best game ever made and now it's online! ... Call of Duty Modern Warfare Rocks!
I love Soccer. The World Cup is the only sporting event I get excited about.
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I'd like to meet:

I don't know.. "Who would I like to meet?".. Who ever.. anybody.. everybody.. I'm cool,
I know my profile sounds pretty bitchy but you shouldn't take me seriously.
I joke around constantly and I definately have a sense of humor
(slightly warped, perversely sick) But I Got One! : )
I accept just about all friend invites.
EXCEPT: Under 18 (sorry but fuck that, I heard cops look for pedaphiles on here) I don't want to get caught)
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You don't have to write me. I'll try to respond to messages but It's kinda hard to keep up.
I'm not a big on Chatting. So don't get upset if I miss you.. It's not personal, I'm just lazy..

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Music:

I am a Huge Industrial/Darkwave/EBM fan.
I am always buying new music to feed my insatiable appetite for newer better shit.
Some of my favorite bands are..
Agonoize // In Strict Confidence // Scandy // Covenant // Manufactura // X Fusion // Panzer AG // Blutengel // Psyclon 9 // Absurd Minds // Combichrist // Hanzel und Gretyl // Edge of Dawn // Suicide Commando // Seabound // Taktical Sekt // Rotersand // Project Pitchfork // [{SITD}] // Stromkern // ChemLab // Covenant // X Fusion // Apoptygma Berzerk //

Movies:

I LOVE watching movies. Since joining Netflix, I have seen so many movies I never even heard of that were really great films
Since the movie ratings system (MPAA)is a total Joke
Extreme Violence with no shred of authenticity is Rated PG13 (which desensitizes the youth to violence) But under the same Rating you can't say "Fuck" more than twice and only in a certain context
So Death is more acceptable than "Dirty" Words
Also the greed of the big Hollywood studios, Because they want to maximize their profits want to try to rate everything PG13 since it is the largest market group, So many potentially Great movies must sacrifice to become mediocre
Hollywood still makes a lot of awesome movies but there are so many films out there that you never heard of that are equally worthy of viewing
I like Documentaries, The truth hurts but it must be known!
Independent Films, Quirky, Sometimes Taboo, Real!
Low Budget Films, Original, Entertaining (in some way)
Foriegn, Culture Learning, Exotic, Subtitles help you read better
Gay Lesbian Transgender Films, Often very heartfelt stories, Dramatic, with a built in tragedy, being openly Gay in America is not as easy as on T.V. (coming out stories, Hate crimes)
Unrated Movies, Seeing your favorite Director as they should be seen
Love Kung Fu Flix//Sci Fi//Comedy//Anime//Violence// Some favorites are-- Battle Royale // Zatoichi // Fist of Legend // Versus // Ong Bak // Ghost in the Shell // Elfen Lied // GANTZ // Claymore // Azumi // Visitor Q // Ninja Scroll // Appleseed //Blade Runner // Once upon a time in China // Tom Yum Goong // Escape from New York // Road Warrior // Blade series // Matrix series // The Thing //...

Television:

TV... I don't watch it very often. There is not much there that appeals to me. I do like educational programs such as NOVA, and some Dicovery and History channel stuff, but I don't entirely trust all their facts. I don't entirely trust anything anymore..The majority of shit on TV is sponsored, created and or controlled by money and power, which is used to control popular opinion and gain more money and power. Television is a key tool in the Governments and Corporations quest of Dumbing down America,,to Keep You DUMB! Don't ask questions, just go buy the Hot new Shit that theyr'e drilling into your head./// News media is completely controlled. Print and TV. I strongly suggest getting your news from alternative sources, such as International News and the Internet. Because they don't tell you shit about shit on the big networks. FOX news is a complete mockery of what the news should be. I know... It's all pretty and fancy and just fuckin' hypnotizes ya' don't it? All those American flags wavin' at ya'. It's totally censorred and completely biased. They flat out Lie!.. Did you know it is not a crime to make up news? People have tried to sue them and lost. FOX news was created by an extremely rich Republican for the very reason of misleading the public for Corporate and Political gain./// Okay.. so what on TV do I like... The Daily Show/// Colbert Report/// Drawn Together/// South Park. I love Comedy and these are my favorite shows....

Books:

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