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p a t r i c e

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About Me


Fifth Generation Alaskan.
Born and raised in Juneau, Alaska.
Recently liberated into the wild wide world.
I write songs and play guitar.
I write poems and stories but I'd rather be a painter.
My father was a photographer. I inherited his eye while my brother inherited his hands and technical skill. I have dreams about darkrooms.
I want a garden and a fishing boat some day.
I wear my heart on my sleeve.

My Interests

music making, song writing, darkrooms, photography, sparrows and swallows, polaroids, poems, printing, cursive, drawing and painting, small towns in Oregon, Alaskan culture, letters, cameras, having the right tools, my Martin guitar, gladiolas, sweet peas, Leicas, street photography, working with 'at risk youth', creating community, chocolate chips, meatballs, big time, doing what I'm suppose to do, my heart, eating navel oranges in December, road trips, oatmeal with chocolate chips, old cars that look like boats, laundromats, mix tapes, downtown 81, working hard, saying no, saying yes, saying maybe, my truck is amazing, my toaster ♥, making dinner, mermaids, God, love, documentaries, typewriters, trains, walks in nature, getting around the world.

I'd like to meet:

the charismatic 5%

Music:

Hank Williams, Leadbelly, Woody Gutherie, Ramblin' Jack Elliott, Wilco, The Carter Family, Reverend Gary Davis, Johnny Cash, Greg Brown, Buddy Tabor, Leonard Cohen,Townes Van Zandt, Robert Johnson, Neil Young, Bob Dylan, The Rolling Stones, The Clash, John Lennon, Nirvana, Elliott Smith, Jeff Tweedy, Arcade Fire, Cat Power, C. Scott Fry, Old Crow Medicine Show, Panhandle Crabgrass Revival Band, Elizabeth Cotton, Sufjian Stevens, Fugazi, Pixies, Neutral Milk Hotel, Iron and Wine, Bob Marley, Built to Spill, Modest Mouse, Lost World, Harum Scarum, Bikini Kill, Radiohead, Chris Whitley, Skip James, Lightnin' Hopkins, Hazel Dickens, Chopin, Dolly Parton, Hank Williams III, Neutral Milk Hotel, Loose Fur, Will Oldham, Unwound, Pavement, X

Movies:

Amacord. If you've never seen a Fellini film it's about goddamn time.
Also, The Big Lebowski means a lot to me.

Television:

This is a song called First Girl Born All images and music Copyright 2007 Patrice Helmar.

Books:

How about some fine ass writers: Carson Mc Cullers, Adrian C. Louis, Charles Bukowski, John Kennedy Toole, Richard Brautigan, Jorges Borges, William Faulkner, Lawson Inada, Federico Garcia Lorca, Leo Tolstoy, Harper Lee, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Tom Robbins, Thomas Pynchon, Sherman Alexie, James Joyce, John Steinbeck, J.D. Salinger, Cormac McCarthy, Sylvia Plath, Anne Sexton, Virginia Woolf, Stephen Crane, Reinaldo Arenas, Walt Whitman, W.B. Yeats, Kurt Vonnegut.

Heroes:

My papa, my mama, Liz Dodd, both of my grandmas, children, good parents, good teachers, positive role models, sober folks, old folks, novelists, poets, people who cook their families dinner every night and wash the dishes right afterwards, hand trollers.

My Blog

The Bar Back.

He knows when to hand me bottlesand how to change kegshe washes my dishes and clears glassesso all I have to do is pourand smile and try to keep my coolit's hard sometimeswhen someone tries to grift y...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 03:24:00 PST

forty-seven dollars.

At the end of the nightthere are familiar conversationswith menwho talk in circlesI burn the ice and they bitch about womenI wipe down bottles and pour them eachone last shotIt was by no means busy to...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Thu, 08 May 2008 03:28:00 PST

The Louvre.

History repeats itselfwhen you find yourself loston Franklin StreetThe owners and managers from down southunderstand that they’vetaken money time and pridefrom more thanone generationyour last n...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 01:16:00 PST

Kearneys old lady Sue.

Kearney's old lady Sue use to hang out with us when my dad went over to smoke pot with Kearney. They lived in a little apartment up on Gastineau Avenue and we'd sit at the kitchen table and Sue would ...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 09:25:00 PST

Czechin out of the Czech Republic

We're back in France and I'm pretty happy about it.I really liked the Czech Republic but I've been missing Paris for a week or two. I was also getting a little overwhelmed by how much the Czechs smoke...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:14:00 PST

praha.

We've been here for over two weeks hunkering down in our little apartment outside of Prague. I like taking the tram into town and watching all the old buildings with art nouveau decoration go by. I li...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 05:31:00 PST

p r a g u e.

If you are looking for art nouveau, cheap booze, and blonde haired russian escorts this might just be the city for you!We got in last night and one of our landlords picked us up at the airport. I foun...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 05:08:00 PST

couchsurfing.

We had our first couch surfing experience this week in Lille in Northern France. If you haven't heard of it check out www.couchsurfing.comIt's a really cool project that some real nice folks from Cana...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 05:39:00 PST

Roma.

Rome is one hell of a city.The small alley ways that lead to busy city streets and small piazzas filled with Italians pushing babies in strollers and old men sitting around at the cafes smoking, drink...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 09:17:00 PST

Dromahair.

Been in the middle of nowhere Ireland for the past week or so in a strange house that's over two hundred years old. It once was a police station. When we first got there it seemed like there hadn't be...
Posted by p a t r i c e on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 12:39:00 PST