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Hello. ^_^

About Me


Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

My music project, full length cd due out soon (hopefully):

My Interests

Ladies and Gents, Jordan Rudess:

I love music. I love my family. I love my friends. I act silly, I listen, I try too hard, I procrastinate (but not usually), I get back up when I fall. I get things done, and I take on too much some times. Life is hard, but I don't need to "poor me" about it. I see too much lack of faith in others, and this saddens me. I am always hoping I may help. We are, after all, human.

I'd like to meet:


A sponsor for my music project.

Grindcore / Progressive / Death Metal

based in Pownal, Maine

My good friends Under Falling Skies

from Western Massachusetts

Music:

Dream Theater - In Flames - Nightwish - Stratovarius - Mypollux - Nevermore - Anthrax - All That Remains - Office Of Strategic Influence - Liquid Tension Experiment - The Postal Service - Tori Amos - Boards Of Canada - Ani DiFranco - Under Falling Skies - Burning Oath - Shadows Fall - Children Of Bodom - Joe Satriani - The Cure - Foo Fighters - Savatage - Trans-Siberian Orchestra - Faith No More - Mr. Bungle - Nine Inch Nails - Megadeth - Queensryche - Coheed & Cambria - Type O Negative - Korn - Deftones - Regina Spektor - Tatu - Portishead - Imogen Heap - Queen - tons more... SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL MUSIC.

Movies:

The Crow - Final Fantasy: Advent Children - Vanilla Sky - Willow - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure - X-Men - Moulin Rouge - Boondock Saints - Spirited Away - Better Off Dead - Fight Club - What Women Want - The Butterfly Effect - Pay It Forward - tons more like that...

Television:

House.

Heroes:

My mother... her strength is unmatched by anyone.

My Blog

Losing Battle

Losing Battletake it in, take it init's all what you make of it, try, it's free to beginbreathe it in, breathe it init's a mean, mean, backwards world you are livin' inface to face with this realityun...
Posted by Chris" on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 06:26:00 PST

Spinning - lyrics

Track 12 from the upcoming cd "Long Way Down" for my Destination: Empty project.  First, a little background with the name...I found the phrase in a set of old poetry verses, and the tone struck ...
Posted by Chris" on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 12:46:00 PST

Cease

I think I posted this a while back.  It holds relevance to me on this rainy afternoon.  I may get my check from work early, I may not.  But for this time... you may read a rant I once a...
Posted by Chris" on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 01:06:00 PST

Hmm...

Sometimes... life is aweful.  Sometimes it's awesome.I'm still happy, no matter what happens.Today, I've decided... I could never be angry for being given life, regardless of what's been done to ...
Posted by Chris" on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 11:10:00 PST

If You Only Knew

I used to think that I was perfectHere with my thoughts and myselfI was fine and all the worldWas just a stageSearching high and lowFor something worth testing myselfAll the while being soBlind to my ...
Posted by Chris" on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 12:29:00 PST

Invisible?

Do you see through your own disguiseOr through the time-weighed lies?Forced down the the pain ofThe ties that bind your kneesAll this potential and all of thesePassive, vindictive aggressorsWithout th...
Posted by Chris" on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:10:00 PST

You.

Why am I here againAs always has it beenA reoccuring failureThat I could not resistPatience for my lackingWith all, within, attractingUnderneath the skinI can not ignore this  There is  ...
Posted by Chris" on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:14:00 PST

Where Are You?

Passive/aggressive anti essenceA plague among all men unkindControl or just eliminateWhat makes us most afraidRunning holds no salvationIgnorance is condemnationThis world is here to live inNot to be ...
Posted by Chris" on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 09:52:00 PST

journal-esque again...

Tuesday, 1:38pm - Ever get the feeling you are being sort of weeded out of your own life?  I've been seeing so much of this lately.  People are so concerned about what works for "them", th...
Posted by Chris" on Tue, 29 May 2007 10:47:00 PST

Promising Salvation

I've been catching myself wondering what the point of everything is.  Not in a self-disdain sort of way, but more or less inquisitive.  So many people just do their thing, live their lives.&...
Posted by Chris" on Tue, 29 May 2007 06:37:00 PST