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♠ Èmßêr Ìñ †wïlïgh†

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About Me


ello. I'm Joy, often reffered to as "the joyous one," or "the demon kitten of Demogorgon." :) Art has been an important part of my life. I am currently refocusing on that aspect again, creating paintings, sculptures and other fun objects of fantastical images. I am also very fond of music, being a perpetual student, I am currently teaching myself to play the violin.
Spiritual, without the need for organized religion, I am intrigued by the esoteric and mystical and seem to be utterly drawn to the moon. The lack of interest in fecundity at my age, seems to worry some, or make others curious, even suspicious, (do i really EAT children???). The answer:.. only on Thursdays with soymilk, if they happen to be made of gingerbread.
I am quite content being, "just one of the guys," though I'm not into sports or jockish mannerisms. My mind is so whimsical, eccentric and absurd at times I seem unfit for coalescing into this "reality TV, spoonfed, Disney society." My reasonable loathing of cell phones, for that matter any phones, keeps me at a greater distance. Ok... I won't dispute.. I am a hermit. Like a raspberry, I show thorns unless I know and like you, which usully takes some convincing, unless your an exceptional individual, but once I get to know you I can be very sweet and affectionate.
Hm.. lessee.. to close. I am a treehugger and often prefer the company of furry critters to humans. I sing nonsensical songs about mundane things, ask random questions, and have at least a dozen embarassing laughs I use quite often.
Fear ---S. McLachlan
Morning smiles
Like the face of a newborn child
Innocent unknowing
Winters end
Promises of a long lost friend
Speaks to me of comfort
But I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
Here in this lonely place
Tangled up in our embrace
Theres nothing Id like
Better than to fall
But I fear I have nothing to give
Wind in time
Rapes the flower trembling on the vine
Nothing yields to shelter it
From above
They say temptation will destroy our love
The never ending hunger
But I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
Here in this lonely place
Tangled up in our embrace
Theres nothing Id like
Better than to fall
But I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
I have nothing to give
We have so much to lose...

My Interests



Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, she became a butterfly.
Painting, sculpting, playing D&D with buddies, haunted places, ghosts, reading, tattoos, Tarot, playing the violin, dreams, listening to tunes, faeries, being in the woods, collecting feathers and sticks (yes,.. sticks), old cemetaries, geomancy, Aminals!! I LOVE anything with fur, astronomy, shell picking, ravens, mythology, Halloween, scrying, schmoozing, shmeeing and shnarfing :)

I'd like to meet:


Meat..eh...I dont even really like meat. OH! MEET!.. right.. OK.. Hitler, so I could bitchslap him and..hm.. DUH! Elminster, so he could portal me and a few chosen to the wonderous Forgotten Realms (yes i am a geek, shadup!).

Beethoven -To his Immortal Beloved
Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

Music:


Beethoven, Chopin, Hildregard von Bingen, Vaughan Williams, Dvrok, Nyman, Bach, Machine Head, Nina Simone, Kittie, NIN, Tori Amos, Loreena Mckennitt, Crowbar, The Cure, Audioslave, STP, Nirvana, Fiona Apple, Soundgarden, Norah Jones, Floyd, The End of Everything, Richard Cheese, Bjork, Hole, Evanescence, Marilyn Manson, Tool. (yadda, yadda, too many more to list)

Movies:

Legend, anything Monty Python, The Dark Crystal, Pan's Labyrinth, Labyrinth, LOTR, Harry Potters, Constantine, Conan, Willow, Pitch Black,SW Empire Strikes Back, Matrix, Nightmare before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Amelie, May, Sweeney Todd, Chronicles of Riddick, Clockwork Orange, House of 1000 Corpses, Silent Hill, The Ring, Transformers, In the Mouth of Madness, Hellraiser, Evil Dead, Interview with the Vampire, Kill Bill, Stranger than Fiction, X Men, The Crow, Unbreakable, Secret of Nimh, Frailty, Pulp Fiction, Spirited Away, Resevior Dogs, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Edward Scissorhands, Donnie Darko.

Television:


Cartoons! AquaTeenHungerForce, Samurai Jack, Ren and Stimpy,Muppet Babies, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, Fraggle Rock, Space Ghost. I don't watch sitcoms or soap operas and reality tele makes me nauseous.

Books:



Walden, Salvitor's Dark Elf Trilogy (that never seems to end), Dante's Inferno, The Pit and the Pendulum, Ravenloft novels, The Odyssey, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, The Looking Glass Wars, Abarat 1&2, The Last Unicorn, The Monster Manual, The Villain's Guide to Better Living, The Vampire Lestat, Tao of Pooh, Macbeth, Hamlet, The King of Elfland's Daughter, The Little Prince, Wuthering Heights, Beowulf, The Thief of Always. Comics: Lenore, Squee, Jonny the Homicidal Maniac, Gloom Cookie, Nightmares and Fairytales, Mouse Guard. Poetry: Thoreau, Longfellow, Byron & Poe.

Heroes:


Myspace Layouts - Dark Myspace Layouts
Myspace Codes - Myspace Generators - Myspace Backgrounds
Myspace Contact Tables
Ophelia
"There is a willow grows aslant the brook,
That shows his hoar leaves in the glassy stream;
There with fantastic garlands did she come.
Of crow-flowers, nettle daisies,and long purples.
There on the pendant boughs, her coronet weeds
Clambering to hang on envious silver broke.
When down the weedy trophies and herself
Fell in the weeping brook."
-Cabanel
She Walks In Beauty -- Lord Byron
She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climbs and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair'd the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o're her face;
Where thoughts serenly sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.
And on that cheek, and o're that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!
Edgar Allen Poe
"ALONE"
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.
Get Your Monster Name


For those who are curious..
I am only interested in platonic friendship. I have a wonderful husband whome I've been married to for almost 10 years.

My Blog

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