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macabre von ghastly

i do not suffer from insanity, i enjoy every minute of it." "i became insane with long intervals of

About Me


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i am a complex cornucopia. i envision my world vastly different than its reality. thoughts, dreams, and aspirations are disappointing, i am a realist. i do not covent what i do not posses materially. i can be shallow about my self image as my thoughts seem to navigate to its negativity. i enjoy learning about all types of cultures and the amazing histories that surround them. i have three incredible boys, each with their own unique inner beings...however all with beautiful souls. i am grounded and in tune with myself and do my best to be as humble as i can, i am in no way perfect so i surely stumble. i write poetry and am my own worst critic. i have two friends who are each an intricate part of my life and i would do anything for them. i believe in life you are truly lucky to have had one such friend. i am a perplexing mystery unto myself as i enjoy such a variety of things. i try hard to be the most honest person i can be. i am extremely outspoken once you get to know me. and as is often the case i offend people, which is not my intention. ( i do not do well with sensitive people) i am not "girly" although i am female. i do not cry and very rarely discuss my personal issues in detail... although i know how to listen and hear others. i am completely sarcastic and take only the things i have to seriously. ignorance and unsymmetrical things are my two peeves. small spaces and pennywise are my two fears. i do not feel i judge people and am in constant need of truth. i have quite a nasty temper but an unbelievable amount of patience. i believe that everyone is flawed and seek perfection in no one. i do not try to make others as i would have them, or into who i think they are. people are who they become and that journey is never ending, never straight, and there are always forks in the road. it is not open to anyone elses criticism, opinions, or interpretations. my mind is a cluttered mess in need of organization. my life is a chaotic circus in need of silence."and often times, to win us to our harm, the instruments of darkness tell us truths,win us with honest trifles, to betray's in deepest consesquence". shakespeare"men fear thought as they fear nothing else on earth-more than ruin-more than even death...thought is subversive and revolutionary, destructive and terrible, thought is merciless to privilege, established institutions, and comfortable habit. thought looks into the pit of hell and is not afraid. thought is great and swift and free, the light of the world, and the chief glory of man". russell

My Interests

"As things are, and as fundamentally they must always be, poetry is not a career, but a mug's game. No honest poet can ever feel quite sure of the permanent value of what he has written: He may have wasted his time and messed up his life for nothing". eliot"Books are but waste paper unless we spend in action the wisdom we get from thought - asleep. When we are weary of the living, we may repair to the dead, who have nothing of peevishness, pride, or design in their conversation". yeats
"You have been trapped in the inescapable net of ruin by your own want of sense". aeschylus

I'd like to meet:

"the deeper sorrow carves into your being the more joy you can contain"."out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars". gibran"you say that my way of thinking cannot be tolerated? what of it? the man who alters his way of thinking to suit others is a fool. my way of thinking is the result of my reflections. it is part of my inner being, the way i am made. i do not contradict them, and would not even if i wished to. for my system, which you dissaprove of, is also my greatest comfort in life, the source of all my happiness---it means more to me than my life itself". marquis de sadedo not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail". emerson"If there is something to pardon in everything, there is also something to condemn". nietzsche"I am above the weakness of seeking to establish a sequence of cause and effect, between the disaster and the atrocity". poe"A strong argument for the religion of Christ is this - that offences against Charity are about the only ones which men on their death-beds can be made - not to understand - but to feel - as crime. All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed, imagination, and poetry". poe

Music:

"Struggle is the father of all things. It is not by the principles of humanity that man lives or is able to preserve himself above the animal world, but solely by means of the most brutal struggle". hitler"Life is a hideous thing, and from the background behind what we know of it peer daemoniacal hints of truth which make it sometimes a thousandfold more hideous. Science, already oppressive with its shocking revelations, will perhaps be the ultimate exterminator of our human species -- if separate species we be -- for its reserve of unguessed horrors could never be borne by mortal brains if loosed upon the world." lovecraft

Movies:

"Most hearts of any quality are broken on two or three occasions in a lifetime. They mend, of course, and are often stronger than before, but something of the essence of life is lost at every break". davies

Television:

"One should not lose one's temper unless one is certain of getting more and more angry to the end". yeats

Books:

"Some men are alive simply because it is against the law to kill them". howe

Heroes:

"What a distressing contrast there is between the radiant intelligence of the child and the feeble mentality of the average adult". freud"I don't believe in God but I'm very interested in her". clarke "Evil is committed without effort, naturally, fatally; goodness is always the product of some art". baudelaire"

My Blog

to all

once again i will post this... if you are a jesus freak or a religious nutjob, get screwed and do NOT ask me for an add. i do not want my page loaded with quotes from the bible. especially considering...
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 02:35:00 PST

thanks d!

..TR> Birthday Calculator ..TR> 9 January 1974 Your date of conception was on or about 18 April 1973 which was a Wednesday. You were born on a Wednesdayunder the astrological sign Capricorn.You...
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:19:00 PST

yeah maybe if he grows up....

Love Compatibility of Capricorn with Scorpio You tend to hold in your emotions and deepest, darkest thoughts, Goat. For this reason, you respect other people’s privacy, and function best when bo...
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 06:09:00 PST

here is the bullshit posting for the day....

Friday, March 21, 2008 Capricorn (Dec 22- Jan 19) Your greatest strength derives from building your life on the solid ground of practicality. But emotional issues can now rattle the same mountain tha...
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 06:07:00 PST

disturbia

i have recently discovered something disturbing to me, so i am taking a break for a few to clear my thoughts and focus on myself. thank you all for being wonderful!!
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 05:52:00 PST

profile comments

i recently changed my profile and hid all my comments and my friends list. there is now a comment box on the top left of my profile where you leave any comments. this may be easier to use then sending...
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 06:14:00 PST

does stupidity end.....

yet another one of my frequent what the fuck blogs.... so there is this little boy that lives in my neighborhood, he is 6. just recently the cops were called to his home twice due to him roaming the b...
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 07:00:00 PST

duh???

listen i have stopped accepting bands, apparently a lot of people think they are better than they are and i am tired of denying shitty ass bands. so if i want to add your band i will go looking for yo...
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 08:06:00 PST

stupidity makes the world go round

ok i wont get into what happened, it is too long of a story... however, i will just say... i hate stupid people!!!!! everywhere i turn now there is some stupid asshole thinking they are smart. i feel...
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 11:31:00 PST

add request

ok this blog is public so read people who i dont know: if you are a band and you want a friend add and your band SUCKS dont bother. if you have a band that is rap or country, dont bother. and if you a...
Posted by macabre von ghastly on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:17:00 PST