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Nicole

I am easily make believe, just dress me up in what you want me to be.

About Me

I'm Nicole...
I can't call my friends or family for the life of me, and i'll be the first to admit that.
I'm caring, if you need me i'm always there... mostly to listen. I give good advice.
I miss my friends and family more than you could ever imagine, but i don't show it.
I usually don't show any emotion.
I'm more capable of loving than I ever thought possible.
I'm completely into music.
by completely into music i mean completely obsessed with music.
i'm a vegetarian somewhat. I LOVE seafood.. sometimes.
I like tennis. a lot. at any given time i will play you. and i probably won't win, but i love the game.
this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue and my eye through the scope down the barrel of a gun.. remind me not to ever act this way again.
AIM - makethislovehurt
you won't ever get too far from me...

My Interests

I love:

♥my family
♥music
♥my friends
♥my best friend
♥my boyfriend
♥swimming
♥vegetarianism
♥playing uno
♥concerts
♥driving
♥reading
♥bowling
♥vanilla
♥sleeping
♥october skies
♥white chocolate

I dislike:

-chocolate
-mustard
-ignorance
-potatoes
-my chemical romance
-animal cruelty
-stupid people
-most foods

I'd like to meet:

hugh laurie, and tony shalhoub, MICHAEL CERA, anybody in Hollister that i haven't befriended yet.

Music:

the format
and pretty much everything that you are/aren't into.

Movies:

billy madison
I heart huckabees
donnie darko
united states of leland
benny and joon
cars
the hot chick
just like heaven
ghost world
etc...

Television:

monk
house
top chef
psych
law and order: svu
sports center
scrubs
the office
aqua teen hunger force
family guy
almost anything on bravo

Books:

if you know me, than you probably know if/what i'm reading.

Heroes:

♥♥
My Grandma Dianna Louise Massey for being such an amazing influence. (RIP)

My big brother Charles Thomas Bleasdale III for always being my friend, loving me unconditionally and being a better father than he ever had.
♥♥

My Blog

this never comes easy...

I know that we've been expecting this for a really long time now. and you hung on. you don't have to be in pain anymore. yesterday at approximately 7 PM my mother's brother passed away from hepatitis ...
Posted by Nicole on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 10:17:00 PST

symmetrical never looked so good...

at the stroke of 5 the clock will stopevery breath that you take will be forgottencall it a last resortyour last wisha desperation for attentioncall it begging for forgiveness.just forget it.tonight c...
Posted by Nicole on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 09:13:00 PST

january 22, 2006 9:25 am

My life has come down to this... i sit back and lurke in this black bottomless pit of your heart selfish isn't a word that you know, but you live for nobody else god only knows... i should have given ...
Posted by Nicole on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 09:45:00 PST

you're a selfish little whore...

so here's the deal. i'm 19 years old, i have my own place, 3 jobs and my own car. i do pretty ok on my own. what i don't need is you to prove to me that you're better then me. because let's face it......
Posted by Nicole on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 07:58:00 PST

pms fest 2005!

rock and roll
Posted by Nicole on Fri, 28 Oct 2005 02:09:00 PST

I've got more wit, a bitter kiss, a hotter touch... a better fuck

SOOOOOOOOOO 4 more days of work and i'm out of here. I'm so effin excited. also it's been almost of month of no soda and a whole week of this vegetarian stuff. I like it. this week has been busy and c...
Posted by Nicole on Sat, 22 Oct 2005 11:16:00 PST

I don't really care if i'm healthy or not...

why do i like to be alone? seriously i could shut everyone out of my life for months and be ok with it. go away lonliness, i've had enough of you. it's not even that i'm going through a lot right now,...
Posted by Nicole on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 10:41:00 PST

this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue

X = yes; ? = confused or maybe; _ = no WOULD U? [_] go out with me? [_] give me your number? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] let me take you out to dinner? [_] let me ...
Posted by Nicole on Wed, 21 Sep 2005 10:27:00 PST

this is what waking up before 8 AM does to me

THE NUMBER GAME:10 Favorites...Favorite Colors: purpleFavorite Food: italianFavorite Band/Singer: Band: dashboard confessional Singer: christopher ender carrabbaFavorite Song: righ...
Posted by Nicole on Sat, 10 Sep 2005 10:25:00 PST

This is me

who am i? i'm so wrapped up in everyone else I don't even know who i am. how can one be so "selfish" but not care about anything other than people's needs. yeah so use this girl because she let's you....
Posted by Nicole on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST