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Nihility

Paroxysm of Nihility

About Me


*PLEASE e-mail me if you need to contact me or if ou would like to talk about working together on planning a photo shoot. I'm NOT ignoring anyone. MySpace is just very slow and lags for me and it's difficult to get much done on here when it comes to replying to people. Thank you so much.
email: [email protected]
Always,
Nihility
*To view a wide array of my modeling work please go here .*
I'm here to meet other artists and photographers to collaborate with on photo shoots since I have 6 years experience in modeling, keep in touch with friends, make friends, and keep up with the music scene because playing music and singing is what I want to do with my life eventually...hopefully sooner than later.
I'm NOT single; I'm with someone extremely special who I'm dedicated and loyal to. So, don't try, you would be waisting your time. I've already found the one I've been looking for for my entire life.
I'm sorry that you connot accept me for who I am. I'm sorry that I am an individual. I'm sorry that I don't put myself in and one catagory. I'm sorry that you feel like you have to judge me.
I'm not sorry that I am who I am.

My Interests

+music, music and music-+-singing/lyricist/independent artistic modeling/art+

"[Hollywood is] a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul." - Marilyn Monroe

Bettie Page Painting by Olivia

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Bettie Page

Favorite Actors: Angelina Jolie, Johnny Depp, Brad Pitt, Adrian Brody

I'd like to meet:

Other musicians,artists,photographers,or just people who love music/art. I'm open and accepting to all sorts of people; from all areas of life. Too often people will like/dislike another based on shallow things such as their music, way they dress, opionions, etc. Personally, I find no reason not to befriend another as long as they are true to themselves, honest, and respectful.

Music:

The Confession, In This Moment, Damnation A.D., Avenged Sevenfold, OTEP, Bright Eyes (yes, that's right...listen to the lyrics if you don't understand why), Bless The Fall, Rise Against, Death by Stereo, P.O.E., Crisis, Guttermouth, Collide, In This Moment, Black Sabbath,too many to name.

Avenged Sevenfold

I Wont See You Tonight, Part 1
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and loved...

It all built up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

-Avenged Sevenfold

Movies:

28 Days Later, Terror Firmer, Tromeo & Juliet, Interview With A Vampire, Farenheit 9/11, Underworld, The Jacket, Boondock Saints, Chasing Amy, Manic, The Girl Next Door...too many to list

And when I whet my flashing sword
And my hand takes hold in judgement,
I will take vengeance upon mine enemies
And I will repay those who hate me.
-Boondock Saints

"We see a deadly sin
on every street corner
in every home...
and we tolerate it
because it's common...
It's trivial,
we tolerate it
morning, noon, and night." - Se7en


Television:

I watch the news in order to keep myself updated with the news, although, I have to keep in mind that the media can often twist the truth; I find myself taking what I can and analyzing what they say, in order to gather what is most reasonable to believe.

Besides that, I don't enjoy television much, unless it's "That 70's Show" re-runs.

If I have the TV on, it's usually to watch CourtTV, since I find true-mysteries and forensic science interesting. The fact that psychology and human nature are interests of mine as well play a part in my interest. The following are the best shows on CourtTV:"Forensic Files," "Haunting Evidence," "LA Forensics," "Psychic Detectives,"Hollywood Heat," Dominick Dunn's Power, Privilege, and Justice."

Just don't make me watch the show "COPS." I rather stare blankly at the darkness of a shut-off television than watch that crap.

Books:

Interview With a Vampire, Romeo & Juliet, Hamlet, Prozac Nation...too many AGAIN to list.

Heroes:

Angelina Jolie

"When other little girls wanted to be ballet dancers I kind of wanted to be a vampire."- Angelina Jolie

"...I never wanted to be scary to people or upsetting to people. I simply want to live the way I need to live."-A.J.

"I wish we lived in a world where everybody could be completely who they are. Just be open and happy, not feel judged."- A.J.

"We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly... Only after we have lost everything, are we free to do anything... Throw things out there and not be perfect and not have answers to anything and see if people understand."-A.J.

My Blog

*My Apologies to Those Who are Concerned*

Ok. So, I am rarely on MySpace anymore. Maybe you've noticed. Maybe not. Maybe you really don't give a damn. That's cool; I understand.  Out of sight, out of mind.  It's the way the world is...
Posted by Nihility on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 05:17:00 PST

Stop the FET Increase!! Please Sign!

Hey everyone (smokers). Please go to StoptheFETincrease.com if you are a smoker and don't want the cigarette taxes to go up. Thanks:)
Posted by Nihility on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:12:00 PST

I'm Coming To California Soon!!!!

Well, my friends, it's official.  I'm coming to Caifornia June 1st-31st!!!  I hope to work with some new friends as well as old.  Contact me if you have any wish to work together. ...
Posted by Nihility on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:54:00 PST

New Band For You To Check Out - A Love Like Pi

Go ahead and view their video here. Visit them at http://www.myspace.com/alovelikepi...
Posted by Nihility on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 12:27:00 PST

~The Story of Psyche & Cupid~

The Greek Myth of Psyche & Cupid +I found this interesting and beautiful and would like to share it+ Cupid and Psyche Lucius Apuleius A certain king and queen had three daughters. The charms of t...
Posted by Nihility on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 01:12:00 PST

Coffin Case Model !

Hey my friends!  Okay, so I got news that I am Coffin Case's Southeastern USA Model Search Winner.  It was from a shoot I did for them and Evil Threads with Chad Michael Ward.  <br&g...
Posted by Nihility on Sun, 25 Sep 2005 07:30:00 PST

New Revolver Ad Out - 3rd One!!!!! Evil Threads!

Hey everyone, just a quick update...my third Revolver ad is out now for Evil Threads ( http://www.evilthreads.com) Make way to the mohawk! Hahah...you'll see! Besides that, just trying hard, getting ...
Posted by Nihility on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 08:22:00 PST

New Pictures!

<TABLE class=blue_border style="BORDER-COLLAPSE: collapse" cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=4 width="80 border=1>Hey everyone! I've been working a lot and have some new pictures.....the best way to see...
Posted by Nihility on Thu, 18 Aug 2005 12:22:00 PST

Do Something...

Sign a petition: Save Medicaid Save Social Security Tell your friends!  Every person's voice matters.  Take a chance.  It's all we have. Always, Nihility...
Posted by Nihility on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Avenged Sevenfold - Warped Tour

So, I wanted to post a link. Avenged Sevenfold's new album "City of Evil" just came out recently and I wanted everyone to have the opportunity to check some of their new stuff out.  You need quic...
Posted by Nihility on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST