what can I say... except God is good!!!!! Let me tell you what Jesus has done for me in my life. I WAS bound by many things... abuse, hurt, anger, pain, rejection and abandonment. Coming out of an abusive past both sexually and physically... left deep wounds and scared my heart, my self worth, and my desire to live. I lost my mother at the age of 17 in a car accident... and my life from there seemed to slowly spiral out of control. Life became cold, empty and meaningless. I hated my life!!!! I hated life.As I tried to fill a huge whole in my heart.. by chasing all the wrong things making one bad decision after the next...one bad relationship after another... trying desperately to be loved or find love as I once knew it to be. To no avail. I ended up finding the one thing that put a temporary stop to the emptiness and pain I carried thought my life.. a temporary fix... Drugs. I became numb!!!Nothing seemed to take the pain away permanently until I meet Jesus! He delivered me instantly from a life of drugs, He filled the hole in my heart I so desperately tried to fill ... I found out the hole in my heart was for God only no wonder why nothing else could fill it only GOD could!! It was only when I tried all I can try... I came to place where I was tired ,and lost all hope......lost the will to live... someone told me about JESUS, How God loves me.. and has a better plan for my life!!!!So here I am living and loving life now... He has healed my heart tremendously....giving me compassion for those who have hurt me and abused me in my life. NO ONE CAN DO THAT BUT GOD!!!!!!!!!! He took the pain of losing my mother... He healed my life. I love and live for GOD first and foremost (if you know me then you KNOW this to be true) I turned my back on the world... all those things that bound me.. I turn away from a life of sin and emptiness only the world and the things of the world offers!!!!! NOW LIVE FOR AN ALMIGHTY AWESOME LOVING FATHER!!!!!I now LOVE my life... I love my family... my children... I love my husband...I LOVE ME!!!! A first ever!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love who He made me!!!!!!!!I know He has tremendous plan for my life... one I cant dream possible!!! I'm excited as to the wonderful Spirit filled friends God has given me to help me along in my journey with HIm...Many spiritual moms and dads, sister and brothers and friends... real friends wow!!!I left alot behind but He has given me more than what I left behind or have lost in my life...and this is just the beginning!!!!! I have been baptized in the Holy Spirit...He has giving me a love for lost souls... for the nation of Israel and the Jewish people... and I am going to Israel for the first time with a ministry to witness on the streets of Jerusalem in September with 30 other radical sons and daughter of the Most High God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... amazing what God can do with a life when it is surrender unto HIM!!!!Unto You Father I give all the glory and honor ... Thank you Father for Your peace, the Blood of Jesus, for loving me...and never forsaking me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For the new life I have now in Your precious Sons name JESUS!!! Thank You Father for what You have done, are doing and are going to do in this life!!!!!YES... I AM A JESUS FREAK!!!!! WHAT AN AWESOME COMPLIMENT WHY THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) YES JESUS LIVES!!!! WHY DON'T YOU TASTE AND SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!td, span, div, input, table td div div font,
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