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Toulina

Nothing in the world is more dangerous than a sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.

About Me

Well it's great to be back after a much needed hiatus. I deleted my profile about a month and a half ago but decided to come back. I am a deeply devoted and loving woman who constantly strives to improve the areas of my life that need it. I am of Icelandic and American Indian descent and believe that is a big part of who I am. I have strong intuition and keen insight spiritually, mentally and emotionally. I strive to connect on all levels with people who wish the same. I am a mother to one beautiful, intelligent son and he is my life.I have many goals in this life but the main one is to live at peace with who I am in this world and what I have to contribute. It is only through that understanding of myself that I can be here for others. I have gone through a hell of a lot to come to this realization. Nobody's perfect but I am seeking ways to be near that.With that said, if you want a good friend I am here. If you are a band or DJ, please ask and you will be added.I am here for those of you who need me but I will not engage in any mindless drama whatsoever. I embrace people of EVERY race, religion, sexual orientation or physical challenge. You are loved and appreciated and I say that knowing I feel the same way about myself.

My Interests

My son, music (I am diverse when it comes to my music!), art, performance art (I am a dance major), modeling and fashion, ghost hunting, cemeteries, tattoos, cooking, shopping for cool clothes and unique treasures, antiques, peaceful and fun getaways, hiking, camping, dancing, concerts and music events, writing poetry, road trips, museums and many other things.

I'd like to meet:

Good friends, talented bands, artists and DJ's. People who aren't fake or into drama. No thanks.

Music:

If I listed every band I love it would be atrocious to look at. Here are just a few...DEPECHE MODE, Placebo,IAMX,Radiohead, The Muse, Benny Benassi, Sneaker Pimps, Negative Format,Razed in Black, And One, Assemblage 23,Front Line Assembly, Dirty Sanchez, Pet Shop Boys,David Bowie, U2, Apoptygma Berzerk, Z-Prochek, Seabound, Blutengel, Beborn Beton, VNV Nation, Combichrist,Gary Newman, Funkervogt, Cesium137, Cradle of Filth, Mesh, Skinny Puppy, Velvet Acid Christ, Suicide Commando, Massive en Mensch, Hanzel und Gretyl, Psyclon 9, Covenant, Wolfsheim, Dead Can Dance, Delerium, KMFDM, Meat Beat Manifesto, DE/Vision, Front 242,Nitzer Ebb, Imperative Reaction, Ministry, Panzer AG, Hocico, Lords of Acid, Fields of the Nephilim, Conjure One, Collide, Delerium,Juno Reactor, Kraftwerk, Marilyn Manson, Faith No More, Mike Patton, Rob Zombie, The Cure, Caberet Voltaire, Nine Inch Nails, Cyberactif, Dj Acucrack, Project Pitchfork, Clan of Xymox, Peaches, Miss Kittin, The Hacker, Fischerspooner, Laibach, London After Midnight, Midnight Syndicate, Sasha, Paul Van Dyke,Daft Punk, John Digweed, Concrete Blond, Madonna, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Bjork,Lady Miss Kier, Chemical Brothers, Snake River Conspiracy, Snog, New Order, Joy Division, Duran Duran, XP8, Sisters of Mercy, Dark Nebula, Neuroticfish, Melotron,Panzerveps, Blondie, Nick Cave, Wumpscut, Imperative Reaction, VNV Nation, Davantage, Monofader, This Morn Omina, Genetic Variation, Mind in a Box, In Strict Confidence, Solitary Experiments, Dryft, SITD, God Module, Theatre of Tragedy, Blank, Battery Cage, Kraftwelt,Die Warzau,Die Form, Nebula-H, Project Pitchfork, New York Dolls, The Smiths,45 Grave, X, The Adicts, Social Distortion, The Damned, The Misfits, The Dead Boys, Johnny Cash, Sex Pistols,The Vandals, The Cramps, and so on...

Movies:

Clockwork Orange, Party Monster, Requiem for a Dream, Donnie Darko, Hedwig, The Green Mile, Slingblade, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Wizard of Oz, What Dreams May Come, 300, The Shining, Dancer in the Dark and House of a Thousand Corpses, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Friday the 13th, Halloween and many more horror and independent films. I have a lot of faves.

Television:

History, Discovery and Sci-Fi, especially Ghost Hunters and UFO's, ancient mysteries, etc.

Books:

Anything involving the paranormal and supernatural, art, horror and mysteries of the unexplained.

Heroes:

My God, my dad, my mom, my son and all of those in my circle of close friends I call family.

My Blog

My son is a trip!

So, I called my son from work after he got out of school and he told me about his day as usual but he was really excited and he said, " Mom, guess what, I had my first kiss today at school."  I a...
Posted by Toulina on Thu, 08 May 2008 04:54:00 PST

A Poem from the Past.

My good friend Lilly sent this poem I wrote in 2006 to me, to show me the changes in my spirit from then to now, when I wrote " The Light".  I am grateful to her for noticing that I hav...
Posted by Toulina on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:50:00 PST

The Light

The Light   This wretched spiral I keep sliding down, Repeated trips to hell I've taken, I've grown so weary of being knocked around, My eyes with tears so heavy, laden.   I wasn't always ...
Posted by Toulina on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 01:18:00 PST