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Krista

krista_peterson

About Me


Problems are only opportunities with thorns on them.
— Hugh Miller
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The real key to happiness, which may be applied for all, is this: Be always considerate of others in all your thoughts, words, and actions.
God never intended that man should be unhappy. Happiness is man's birthright, and the only thing which is preventing man from enjoying that birthright is his own blind egotism. Because we are so wrapped up in ourselves, we are failing to enjoy the happiness we should have and hold. We are so proud of our self-styled independence that we have built up a wall of pride around us, through which kindness, joy, consideration, and love cannot penetrate, and it is not until we remove that wall and know that we are of God, and not of ourselves, that true happiness will come to be with us, and remain with us now and forevermore.
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7 am
So it begins again
1-0 (zip) favoring familiar silhouettes
Left whips and chains
behind I'm boycotting trends
it's my new look this season
Riding on backs of palominos
Primed for an attack
It's as good
as good as it gets
With girl disappearing
What on earth's occurring?
'cause she's right in front of me
a girl disappearing
to some secret prison
behind her eyes she whispers
"Big surprise there was
no protection by this urban light
so I'm running to
a constellation
where they can still see you"
Envy can spread
herself so thinly
She slipped in
before I could notice it

In my own war
Blood in the cherry zone
when they
Pit woman against feminist
Riding on backs of palominos
Ditching the blond shell
working her hell
on that red carpet
With girl disappearing
What on earth's occurring?
'cause she's right in front of me
a girl disappearing
to some secret prison
but she's right in front of me
a girl disappearing
to some secret prison
behind her eyes she whispers
"Big surprise there was
no protection by this urban light
so I'm running to
a constellation
where they can still see you"
Then I'm running too
If that's a consolation
'cause I can still see you
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You can bring your dog
I got three
He can play the wolf for the evening
If you were to get lost behind these locks
Ain’t that a good thing
Ain’t that a good thing
Ain’t that a good thing 'cause
I’m not makin’ any promises
I’m not livin’ to be the Mrs.
I’m not makin’ any promises honey
But you still got that somethin’ pretty boy
You still got that somethin’ as a man
You still got that somethin’
Of this I know
Of this I know
That one fancies herself
as a black lab
I hear that your old flame
is a pure breed
Me? I guess you could say
I’m a Siamese
Ain’t that a good thing
Ain’t that a good thing
Ain’t that a good thing 'cause
I’m not makin’ any promises
You’ll be too busy boy
to sue her for damages
I’m not makin’ any promises
But you still got that somethin’ pretty boy
You still got that somethin’ as a man
You still got that somethin’
Of this I know
Of this I know
You can bring your dog anytime
You can bring your dog
You can bring your dog
You can bring them all
You can bring your mom
Bring your dog
Baby Baby
Please now
Bring bring your love
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I am a one way motorway
I'm the one that drives away
then follows you back home
I am a street light shining
I'm a wild light blinding bright
burning off alone
It's times like these you learn to live again
It's times like these you give and give again
It's times like these you learn to love again
It's times like these time and time again

I am a new day rising
I'm a brand new sky
to hang the stars upon tonight
I am a little divided
do I stay or run away
and leave it all behind?
It's times like these you learn to live again
It's times like these you give and give again
It's times like these you learn to love again
It's times like these time and time again

My Interests



Somewhere down past Roosterspur bridge
perhaps just a trick of the light
I thought I heard the sweetest guitar
was It a rock and roll jesus

Sometimes I think
I think I understand
The Fear in the boy
The Fire in the man
Sometimes I watch
the wonder in your eyes
That and you leaving
I have memorized
That and you leaving
I have memorized

Drove all night through Sliding Rock Falls
thinking I'd find something that we'd lost
Can't remember when you stopped laughing
or when I stopped wanting to win

Sometimes I think
I think I understand
The Fear in the boy
The Fire in the man
Sometimes I watch
the wonder in your eyes
That and you leaving
I have memorized

Do you even see me now
Do you think of us still
Do I always read things in
Before a day's deliverance
On Roosterspur Bridge

Sometimes I think
I think I understand
The Fear in the boy
The Fire in the man
Sometimes I watch
the wonder in your eyes
That and you leaving
I have memorized
That and you leaving
That and you leaving
I have memorized

I'd like to meet:

You

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Yes, you! So hey you, if you are reading this...
...then read on...just for fun...none of this needs to be taken seriously, but try to at least ponder it seriously...as life is a game...and a happy one where everyone always wins...but only if they choose to see that they are! xoxo. love always.

Many people advance spiritually when they "hit bottom." That means they have followed the ego to its idiotic end. If they follow the ego with great intensity, it will eventually bring them to great disaster. Their life becomes the result of their own best thinking, so there they are in a state of catastrophe of one kind or another. It is at that point that some people get humility. They say there must be a better way. Some people might even call upon God at that point and say God, I think I am in trouble.

As one stops creating stories, then one stops creating paragraphs, one stops creating sentences, one stops creating phrases, and one will see that languaging in the form of thought is coming from an energy. There is an energy in the mind that is constantly creating a stream of thoughts. You watch what is going through consciousness, like goldfish through a bowl. The thoughts are the goldfish, but you are the water, not the goldfish. The unenlightened person thinks, "I am the goldfish; I am my thoughts; I am this worry; I am this fear; I am this regret." You begin to identify where consciousness is. Consciousness is what is witnessing these thoughts. Thoughts are flowing through consciousness, and consciousness itself is invisible and has no form. You begin to identify with the observer instead of that which is observed. Anybody who does meditation knows what I am saying already.

The average person is experiencing the monitor tape of the ego's interpretation of events. They are not experiencing events as they are in reality; they are experiencing the ego's interpretation.

With humility comes the ability to laugh at oneself and become less of the victim of the mind. We are NOT our minds; our minds HAVE thoughts, beliefs, feelings. Eventually we can arrive at the insight that all our thoughts are merely borrowed from the great database of consciousness and were never really our own.

The ideal is not detachment--detachment will take you to the Void. The correct technique is nonattachment. Nonattachment allows me to participate in life and be totally at one with it. I have nothing to gain from it and nothing to lose from it; consequently, I can participate one hundred percent without getting caught by it. Detaching means I am afraid of the world. If I get involved I will get caught by it. Detachment is like the old story--please do not give me a cat because if you give me a cat, the cat will have to have milk. If the cat has to have milk, then I have to have a cow. If I have to have a cow, then I have to milk the cow; then I have to have a fence to keep the cow in; then I have to have food to feed the cow. Then I have to get a job to get the money to buy the food to feed the cow. Please do not give me a cat!

So there is this fear of being caught in the world. There is this phobia about relationship. The monk has become celibate. Why? Because he is going to get caught by sex, he is going to get trapped by maleness-femaleness and the attraction. It is okay for the monk for a period of time, but the sage, who has reached a high state and now comes back in the world, has to be able to participate again in life. You have to be able to handle money without getting caught by greed.

When you reach the full understanding of things, there is no reason to avoid them. Don't get caught by them. Detachment is different from non-attachment. You will see in Buddha's literature there is a misunderstanding of the Buddhist teaching about that.

Humans lift themselves by their bootstraps by effortlessly rising to a higher state of consciousness. Force cannot accomplish this. Power constantly does. Because power is effortless it goes unseen and unsuspected, unlike force which is felt through the senses. Power can be recognized only through inner awareness. We are immobilized in our present condition by our alignment with enormously powerful attractor energy patterns which are unconsciously set in motion. Moment by moment we are suspended at this state, restrained by the energies of force, impelled by the energies of power.

A statement may be true at high levels of understanding but incomprehensible to the average mind. Its value may by corrupted when the statement is distorted by the limitations of the listener. This has been the fate of religions throughout the ages. This is the fundamental danger of all "righteousness." By distorting the context, it is possible to rationalize and justify virtually any human behavior.

Music:



It is up to us.

There are no excuses.

There is no such thing as a victim.

We are where we are
because that is where we have put ourselves,
because that is where we need to be.

For the moment.

But we don't have to stay there.

You can look at your potential to evolve,
or continue to focus your life on survival.

You can start now.

No matter what your present situation is there is a way to expand your potential.

Take a look at what is the maximum potential of your present situation, and go for the potential available under the circumstances.

Or change them!

Not think about it, meditate on it,
talk about it -- do it.

Now.

It is never too late.
Until it is.

The energy just ran out.

Sending love...
— Paul Lowe

Movies:



Simple kindness to one's self
and all that lives is the most
powerful transformational force of all.
It increases one's true power
without exacting a toll.
But to reach maximum power
it can be practiced with no exceptions
or with the expectation
of some selfish reward.

Powerful attractor patterns
make us go strong;
weak patterns make us go weak.

Love, compassion, forgiveness
are empowering.

Revenge, judgmentalism, condemnation
make you go weak.

Therefore it is a clinical fact that
in the long run the weak will not prevail.

Television:

Observing an event once does not predict it will occur again in the future. This remains true regardless of the number of observations one adds to the pile. Or, as Taleb, recapitulating David Hume, has it: the observation of even a million white swans does not justify the statement "all swans are white." There is no way to know that somewhere out there a black swan is not hiding, disproving the rule and nullifying our "knowledge" of swans. The problem of induction tells us that we cannot really learn from our experiences. It makes knowledge very problematic, if not impossible. And yet, humans do behave -almost without exception- as though they believe that experience teaches us lessons. This is forgivable; there is no better path to knowledge. But before proceeding, one must account for the limits that the problem of induction places on our claims to knowledge. And humans seem, at every turn, to lack this critical self-awareness.
- The Dilettante

Books:



Heroes:

Just take a closer look
Take a closer look
At what it is that's really haunting you