I am a recovering Everquest addict interested in anything strange, mysterious, dark or just plain fucked up. I am very anti-fluffbunny.
I believe in looking reality straight in the eye and denying it.
I am a walking contradiction. I am an egotistical, ego/megalomaniac, hypocrite with low self-esteem. I am shy and like to fade into the background, yet I need for my presence ring out like a bell into the night.
Once you have touched my life, I will never let you forget me, and I will never forget you. I hold onto ghosts of the past. I will spin you like my twin tornado dancing naked through the smoke of the fire of life. My disposition is like my zodiac sign. Cancer. I will grow on you, and once I am attached, you will never get rid of me. I will dance a dance of ritual, circling you as my center until your will stands paralyzed. If I like you, I will always be there for you. If you have seriously wronged me, I will eat away at your very soul until there is nothing left.
Although I have a heart of gold for those that I love, Pity is not my forte. There have been so many bricks of others tears lain upon me, they have built a wall so that the only feelings I have towards others miseries is the sadness that I feel for not being able to feel.
If you know me, know that I will be in your life always. I will either be your darkest, most disturbing nightmare or your goddess rising from the foaming ocean in the shell of your dreams.
Buried at PhotoCasket.com
