lethargic, contemplative & strange
i wouldn't expect you to understand.
i write so i don't have to talk. if you really want to know something, be clever and ask it in reference to a piece of [my] literature as opposed to a piece of my heart.
[team.sleep]
understand or just simply accept the need, and the struggle to get away. or give me a waking reason...
i don't feel that i belong to any category and i refuse to be labeled,
mainly because along with labels comes judgemental expectations.
i'm somewhat of a random person and my interests can vary as far out as my thoughts travel.
i surprise even myself at times.
i can be a bit impetuous...
and yes vulnerability is a bitch!
i'm easily amused, not easily impressed.
my own thoughts entertain me to the point where i become my own favorite company.
i believe that "A hidden connection is stronger than an obvious one." and that "Rationalization may be defined as self-deception by reasoning."
i overthink a lot and my tendendy to (over)analyze if both my strength and weakness.
a lot of people may say i'm crazy. i just say, "i'm not crazy, i just have alternative interests."
"You have the awesome power of PW-ness, which beats any geeky hardware I've accumulated!" (thanks, chad!)
"throwing down the funk" is perhaps one of the best forms of therapy. (thanks, josh)
the criminally insane demonstrate some interesting behaviors and i wanted a closer look and a chance to maybe understand or dare i say connect on some levels with them. thus, I work at a forensic hospital. it definitely has its moments, both good and bad and honestly i cannot tell you how many times i hear profane outburst on any given day. seriously, i would lose count if i even tried.
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there are multiple layers of confusion that embody my very being and perhaps you will never find me. however, i wouldn't invite you to come along for the ride if i thought you wouldn't have a good time. you don't have to be able to read me, much less understand me, but don't let the confusion ruin our time spent.
i prefer to keep things on a playful level but dammit i still have feelings so don't be a jerk. i would do the same for you.
i tend to intergrate quotes, lyrics, and such into my colloquial speech because nothing beats the awesomeness of finding another person that knows exactly what you are quoting and chimes right in to add to the magic. "I'm only an elected official..." ;)
i'm addicted to sleep and as much as i love it, i wish i could stop.
i like ridiculous hyped things, you know the things that most would find completely ridiculous, even insignificant.
i'll begin to worry when the lil' things lose their meaning.
nothing is wrong
and everything isn't always right.
you wouldn't know how good it feels,
if you never knew how much it hurt.
(easier said then have done)
a stayte stalker
and as of current, within the now; this is my kick:
the McManus brothers,
a mystery soul, the unpredictability of what is to come, and the lack of commitment to reality
