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Not interested in hooking up with you. Hope you read this before you messaged me.... If you want to just be myspace friends... cool. Otherwise... ah... buh bye.
About me?: I'm a Pisces and I am just not at my truest yet. My truest being crystal clear, unselfish, devoted, demanding little, and always sacrificing myself for others.I can be materialistic but only because I don't want to worry about material wants while I am on my way to self-knowledge and fulfillment. I wish deeply to do the right thing but sometimes I become confused about my true aims and I get bewildered and lost in the materialistic jungle. My key phrase is "I believe." I am emotional and sensitive. Easily influenced by good and bad, practicality and realism often escapes me. I am secretive, hard to know and I hardly know myself. I am emotional rather than rational, instinctive more than intellectual, easygoing, affectionate, submissive and offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. I tend to withdraw into my own dream world as a retreat from the harsh reality of day - to -day living and the inability to cope with real life.Wow... I'm pretty fracking sad huh? But hey... people like me. So there.

Gaze upon the awesome art of Kay Tay.... I wonder.... can the pills control more than your mood?
(be advised the below art is copyrighted by the artist, Katy Murphy. She drew it for me so I have permission to use it... you, however, do not. And if you do, it is punishable by law. just letting you know.)

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Now that's just funny! Yes....they all want me. Pffffffp!
So.... Here's my Tat. My art, and Tamara put it on me (Hawkstone Ink)
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My Interests

Who am I? I am very interested in figuring that out, because I've lost myself somewhere and search and rescue hasn't shown up yet.... maybe they've given up. I like to cook. I like to use wine when I cook and sometimes I even put a little in the food. I like baking, sewing, cross-stitching, hiking, singing, dancing, raving, belly dancing, the Society for Creative Anachronism (SCA.org), anime and so many other things. Sometimes I write little short story blurbs. Sometimes they continue, sometimes they don't. The opportunities to be interested in something are endless here. I am interested in learning new things. I have an Ibanez accoustic and I need to learn to play it. I love taking pictures and drawing and painting. I find myself fascinated with history and religion and the process of extracting pure things out of impure things..... (even though I suck at chemistry.) Oh yes... and why is the sky blue?
Photo's I have taken that I am fond of:

I Am 66% Evil
I am very evil. And I'm too evil to care.
Those who love me probably also fear me. A lot. How Evil Are You?
My Story Blurbs

Dominatrix Dreams Mora Part I
Mora Part II Naughty Little Girl
Spiraling Submissive Mora III
Mora IV Mora V
Mora VI Mora VII
Mora VIII Mora IX
The Wait Sarah's Indiscretion
Magnets The Cruelest Torture
Nikolai & Leannon Gossamer I
Gossamer II Gossamer III
Gossamer IV Two Submissives
Minn Sv'ass
This is my SCA persona... Lheannon the Madde:
She's a little bit nutty in the head.......

I'd like to meet:

That night in rusty armor that the cards keep coming up with. Johnny Depp, because I think that would be a pretty darn interesting head to get into given the time to do so. He's kind of weird in a good way, you know? God. I've got some questions to ask... although, if I get to go to heaven, supposedly I will know everything and then I won't need to ask... but then what would we have to talk about? Oh yes, and the caterpillar from "Alice in Wonderland", because anyone who can chill on a mushroom all day smoking a hookah must be cool to hang with.

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Music:

OMG! Can open, worms everywhere!!!! I love all kinds of music. I like most music. Anything I can sing. Anything that has a good beat. I love world music....even if I can't understand it... I find most of it is pretty darn beautiful.
Here's an artist I am fond of... and we even talk sometimes. She's on my friends list and I think she's a great artist and a really sweet person. "

MySpace Music Lists at MySpace Toolbox !

Movies:

MySpace Movie Lists at MySpace Toolbox !

Television:

I have one channel and it is Fox. So I am limited. I like House and Prison Break. Family Guy, American Dad and The Simpsons. We don't really watch tv that much unless we are bored out of our minds and have nothing better to do. There are so many other things you can do with your brain.

Books:

MySpace Book Lists at MySpace Toolbox !

Heroes:

Jesus. My Dad. (Duh!)Spongebob Squarepants. Kenny from Southpark. Ghandi. Steven Wright. Anyone who can stand in front of a gun and say "Screw you. I am not denouncing my faith."
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If I had a wife.... this would be her. My love, my Boo. I do love you!

My Boy.... He is my Hero too... My light show Hero.

My Blog

The pain of getting to know you! (Just kidding)

"As in the physical world, so in the spiritual world, pain does not 'last forever'." ~Katherine Mansfield E...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 07:07:00 PST

Its dizzying....

It is dizzying.... this dance I am doingI'm driving myself insane.Dancing in wide open spiralsOverlapping again and again.I wanted a partner to dance withbut no one can keep up with meI'm dancing in e...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 02:02:00 PST

Victory by unrealistic dreaming

"......we will be victorious if we have not forgotten how to learn." &...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 07:18:00 PST

YOU SUCK

You suckand sometimes I hate you.My love, I don't mean to berate you.But it's been years and I'm tired of waiting in limbo for youbut what can I do.Because I'm just too addicted to you to walk awayYo...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 02:58:00 PST

Let your conscience tell you.....

"Of course fortune has it's part in human affairs, but conduct is really much more important." &nb...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 06:56:00 PST

Lessons of Emotional Masochism

"Perhaps this very instant is your time." ...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 06:34:00 PST

Shadowy beginnings... and Nano Flu!

"Beginnings are apt to be shadowy."~Rachel Carson When we embark on a new career, open an unfamiliar door, begin a loving relationship, we can seldom see nor can we even anticipate w...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 02:30:00 PST

Rainbows and Flu Fables

"It is the calm after the storm. I feel a rainbow where there were once clouds, and while my Spirit dances in gratitude, my mind speculates the next disaster. Duality." ...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 10:39:00 PST

Flu Shot Conspiracy (Part II) plus some Love.

Okay... so I really need these... I have to continue posting them. They somehow brighten my day.... So I lied. I simply cannot stop doing them."Love and the hope of it are not things that one can lear...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 06:45:00 PST

Flu Shot conspiracy (Part I)

So you were probably turned off by the whole conspiracy thing... huh? Well read on anyway. Unless of course you just want to be like the rest of the sheep in our universe.....See, I started thin...
Posted by Justmemyownself on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 09:01:00 PST