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About Me

MyGen Profile Generator Let me start off my saying that I'm not gorgeous and nowhere near perfect. A lot of times people get the wrong perception of me because I won't put myself down left and right. Not to you, I won't but that doesn't stop this thoughts from tracing through my brain. I've come to the realization that we're all flawed in our way. It's better to embrace these flaws as eccentricities than to dwell on them as imperfection. MY BIG EARS ARE GREAT! I like to laugh and I like to have fun and it's not often that I care what people think about me unless they think too highly and make me feel pressured, that kind of freaks me out. I always find a way to relay my thoughts and opinions, even when I can't out right say it because it might hurt someone. I may be honest, but I still believe in tact. I have trouble making fun of people who don't deserve it just because I try not to make people hurt. I REALLY REALLY don't like when people try and play games because I ALWAYS see through them and I just find it plain offensive. Good, fun people make me feel good. MY AIM IS SCHMOKELL so hit me up anytimedo me a favor- if youre a little emo queen wearing your mom's makeup and showing off your tiny little hardon through your boxer briefs dont add me. i will simply laugh at you. Also, I LOVE INDIE MERCH so let me know if i can help you out by posting a banner or something. ..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I believe it's time to take another shot at this. I seem to be a romantic but I'm really far more practical. Of course I want someone to stare me in the eyes and whisper that they love me as we hold eachother at arm's length, but I also want to know that there's truth behind it. I want someone to respect me enough to consider me before making decisions. I want someone who is able to treat the way I want to be treated. It may sound like I want someone to spoil me but, general attraction and a steady interest are really what I want. I want someone to hold hands with and sit quietly. Then I want to hit clubs with them and have a wild time and have them not be jealous of anyone who so much as glances in my direction. I need someone who can be there for me but more importantly be self-reliable and be there for themselves. I need to know that I'm constantly on their mind, so they have to call me and tell me this. I need someone who is open for as much for giving as they are for taking- materialistically but more importantly emotionally. I want someone who there are no games to play with; I want to be able to wear my heart on my sleeve at all times and know I'm not alone in that act. I don't want a chaise and I don't think relationships should be work so I want a general understanding with the person. I want a kiss with more than intentions behind it, I want a kiss with a promise behind it. I want to find solice in the presence of another and want them to turn to me for the same. I want to love and be loved in return.

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My Blog

feeling comfortable

people never cease to amaze me... thank you for making this guy smile :) waiting for this day well i memorized the things id say how you broke her when you disappeared how i hear her say how "...
Posted by aleXANder on Tue, 09 May 2006 09:44:00 PST

maybe they are right about teenage angst

you cant like me. its impossible... im rolling in woe.
Posted by aleXANder on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 05:39:00 PST

regretable

i would still stop time and drop my life for you. you give me meaning.
Posted by aleXANder on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 10:46:00 PST

heavy

if you havent seen it before or even watched it lately then check out american history x. "We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not...
Posted by aleXANder on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 10:09:00 PST

Isn't it time for some real equality???

http://www.MillionForMarriage.org. People, it is time to take a stand and let our voices be heard as real citizens and real AMERICANS. LGBT people should not be made into the new second-class citize...
Posted by aleXANder on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 02:02:00 PST

blah...

i spend so much time alone lately. i want to be close to someone. more than anything else, i miss feeling.
Posted by aleXANder on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 10:43:00 PST

keep this in mind next time you feel alone

i just wanted you to know there isnt a single thing you tell me that goes unheard. when i hear you cry i feel like crying too but cant because i need to be strong for you you aren't just anoth...
Posted by aleXANder on Sat, 15 Oct 2005 01:45:00 PST

High School i the foundation for the rest of your life.

i was thinking about high school today and it dawned upon me how much of a recluse i really was. of course i knew people and people knew me, but most of my friendships lacked depth and intimacy. i def...
Posted by aleXANder on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

its too early to be awake

and im so tired of being alone. just hold out, i guess.
Posted by aleXANder on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my sisters wedding

the bride- my sister, gwen the bride and the flower girl- my cousin, sydney me of course myself and my beautiful mother bride and groom scenery what a great day :)...
Posted by aleXANder on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST