[KILLER]kenÂ® - ProfilesArchive

About Me

.the quote which I live by. BLOOD, SWEAT, AND STARS hi my name is conor I.M GOING TO BE REMEMBERED .I.m Talented, Not Fake. .i am completely content. .lately i have been fooling myself into believing that i am something that i am not. I.m not nearly as strong as i wish i was. [you can.t win em' all] i am often misunderstood. i never reveal my true intentions, just because it is the most fun that way. people rarely know what i am thinking, and that makes them aggrivated. i give people shit because i can. i like too see if i can push someone to the point where they crack. i have always believed that it is easier to run away from my internal problems. pretending nothing is wrong makes it easier to be human. because no one feels these days after all. some times i wish i could run away, and never come back. but then i think about the people who have really been there for me. and i know i couldn.t turn my back on them. I usually blame my problems on other people, which is a bad habit i know. it takes a lot to get me to care, only because caring has only gotten me hurt. [if only i had a heart made of stone]vanity(van.i.ty)-the quality or condition of being vain. Excessive pride in one's appearance. [if you believe]i am one of the nicest people you will ever meet, that is if you are nice to me. i try not to judge, mainly because i know what it feels like to be judged. i can be the loudest funniest guy you have ever met, then again i can also be the quiet shy boy sitting in the corner. I used to care way to much about what other people thought about me. I am way too nice for my own good. in the past i would let other people walk all over me, which has done nothing but make me stronger. i believe in re-invention. my favorite thing in the world is watching somthing or someone improve and learn from their mistakes. the human mind entrances me, infact humans in general interest me. we live, we love, we lie, we lose, we hurt, we bleed, we learn, we recover, we cheat, we lust, we fuck, we cry and then we die..people are gonna hate. so i.ve learned to let them-my opinion on rumors- throughout my life I have had so many nasty rumors go around about me, it makes me sick. people have always found me as an easy target because they know I wont retaliate, I wont get mad.. just hurt. what is the point? I admit that I have started a few rumors myself, but now that I think back on it.. what is the point? What is the point of getting hurt by a rumor? All a rumor is, is publicity. If people really want to speak negatively of me.. they are just wasting their time.. making me the center of their social lives. and thats just fine with me so basically what I.m saying is.. BRING IT. i.ve heard them all before. trust me keep talking shit i get along with mostly everyone, i hate very few people. wait no i lied.. i hate a lot of people.expecially people who think that they are better than others. also if someone does somthing to me, my friends.. or my family.. i have nothing but negative thoughts towards that person.life is not about becomming something that you are not. it.s about finding who you are.ATTENTION I take very few things or people seriously. I get aggrivated extremely easy. I lose interest quickly. I become attatched way to fast. I move from here to there too often. I am considered to be vain. I am constantly thinking of ways to make something look better. I envy those who are greater. I value those who are not. I am not always nice. I can be your worst nightmare, yet your unfulfilled dream. simply because thats just who I am. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

.beauty is a curse on the world..NO PERSON IS EVER [ WORTH ] LOSING YOURSELF OR YOUR HAPPYNESS OVER.

I'd like to meet:

note to self: stop being so desperate. for the past year or two, I have been searching for love. I once had love, but I let it waste away and took it for granted. I have wanted it back so strongly that I have been pushing myself into relationships that have gone no where, just to have that moment of companionship. I now realize that the only reason that I was doing this was because I was severly insecure. I can now honestly say that I am secure with who I am. .I wish I never met you.My real Mother My real Father. ♠.some one who understands that this is my life.

Music:

britney spears citizen cope tech n9ne SAOSIN grits ashley tisdale remove the veil kaci brown regina spektor kt tunstall paul wright death in december soulja boy spin doctors the chariot augustana underoath jewel haste the day pink panic at the disco a change of pace young dro E-40 sia imogen heap miley cyrus kanye west snow patrol dj tiesto frou frou armor for sleep young jeezy dj bimbo jones UB40 bob marley three 6 mafia helios matchbox romance the unseen the bled rehab hidden in plain view OAR pepper paul wright smashing pumpkins the used bright eyes atreyu BULLETS AND OCTANE the spill canvas damian rice dave mathews band black eyed peas fear before the march of flames off by one gregory and the hawk jefree star hellogoodbye brand new kill hannah fall out boy

Movies:

Heroes:

NICK LACHEY BRONZED JESSIE ALEX

My Blog

.a general warning.

so these are the reasons why you probably wont like meI smokeI drink to get drunkI believe that I am young and deserve to have funIt takes a lot to motivate meI care about myself, my family and my clo...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 10:00:00 PST

.lessons.

Season's come and go, days go by and tides go out just as fast as they come in. The world is constantly changing. New things are being built just as old ones are being torn down. New people are coming...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 09:05:00 PST

.the generation of fuck face boys.

First off I would like to say fuck you, to anyone who has ever said, "I'm different from all the other guys, I really do care." HA. None of you actually care. And if you do care.. you only care untill...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 11:57:00 PST

.thank you.

Change is something that I find to be incredibly amazing, especially when I am the one who is changing. Within the past three months I believe I have undertaken a tremendous change in my mind thought ...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 07:56:00 PST

.the tap on the back "hug".

We've all experienced it and we've all done it, the tap on the back "hug". One simple action can completely alter the way we think. Little do people know how much the tap on the back "hug" effects the...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 09:46:00 PST

.the problem

..> the first step is admitting that i have a problem.I am a hopeless romantic.and there are no more sweet romantic people left out there.some one who calls just to talk.some one who does silly th...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 10:14:00 PST

.new ap.

.Sick Of Being Lonely.wanna hug? fill it out.I want to see who on here I actually can relate too.1.) What is your name and one of your most common knick names?2.) What are the three things that you f...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 05:45:00 PST

.newest project.

So as many of you know I have always had an interest in photography... I love take pictures but I have never really shown any of my art work... well I.ve decided to put some of my pics up... so I can ...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 06:43:00 PST

who am i?

.I break down like this.I.m slightly confident yet greatly insecure. I smile when Im sad, and close my eyes when Im scared.I try not to put faith onto others, yet I trust way to easily. I believe that...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 08:27:00 PST

FAQ

.you asked, here are my answers. .so I.m going to be perfectly honest with you, I gt extremely tired of hearing the same questions over and over and over. I get about 200 messages a day that are all b...
Posted by [KILLER]ken® on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 01:29:00 PST