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°º¤ø THE ASCENSION ø¤º°..°It is time to set forth some change in my life. I dont know why its so easy to lose yourself along the way. People come in and out of you life and the void that fills you seems irrepairable, but its not true at all. In becoming older i have realized many things about myself. Im not a kid anymore and to act as one will only seperate me from truely growing as a person. The lies you tell yourself slowly become truth and to face that lie shows courage and growth. Ive lied to others and hurt people thinking i had good in tentions, but it was a lie in itself from me to even believe that. My experiences have made me the person i am now.. only when you finally accept things can you move on and better yourslef. Ive changed derasticly over the past year. The person i was becomeing was not who i wanted to be. I lost my independece and love from others. Truely only time can tell with my independent growth. To love someone you would think is so easy. In the reality of it .. to love.. is to accept things out of your control and give up one's self to bare the pain of your own lies. Ive tried to change other people to benifit myself and and it can only destroy the trust and love from others. I became self involved and didnt even realize it. Of corse i didnt see it because i didnt want to. This goes out to anyone ive hurt along the way. All i can offer is love and gratitiude with the ones ive hurt. Thanks for all who have supported me.. i love you guys..What can I say?... The little things in life please me. For people to notice these little things, Lets me know they actually give a damn. I love to laugh and have a good time, but in the reality of things... life is not always great. But I get by with dealing with it. Im very open-minded and try to see the good in what negitive thoughts try to destroy. Sometimes YOU are all ya got, so stand strong in being alone.(Of corse people are there for you but,... sometimes no one understands.) I am very helpful (advice wise) and tend to stride on deep conversations. Maybe you can say I'm too analitical or just indecisive. Sometimes I can get overwelmed in the pressures of the world, but who doesnt.. thats when I tend to sulk in the comfort of my aloneness. (someone pull me out!!) But over all I am easy to get along with and love to meet new people. I think the mind is a beautiful thing and the useage in it through other people is quite facinating. I go with the flow and I'm very spontanious, hehe.. why plan things? But yeah.. thats me so, Did I spark an intrest? :)
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