lap |
I'm tired. You know, not the kind of tired when you just can't sleep...
It is that kind that weighs on you, makes you feel like molasses. I feel you in my chest. It makes me want to carve a hole there... Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 22 May 2006 09:57:00 PST |
Last night... |
I was given a pair of well worn drumsticks by a sage who told me to find a simple beat in anything with a soul. I felt like a fish on a hook gasping for breath. I mixed raw meat between my fingers, ad... Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Little Birds |
I'm better.
The doctor says I am better. My friends tell me I am better. My friends and family tell me I used to look too scrawny. I take the Paxil now, so my anxieties and eating disorder are gone. ... Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
missing |
I woke up today with a penny stuck to my ass and a slideshow of strange dreams behind my eyes. Seems redundant, the term" strange dreams"...they wouldn't be dreams if they weren't.
I had an urge to c... Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
big |
people hate fat people. It is sad. Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
jobby job |
I drove around SE CT today dropping off my resume to potential employers. I got a little lost in New London. Nothing really looked that promising, and in a strange way, I'm glad, considering there isn... Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Sk8 |
Okay, so I have only ever seen one boy ever who was on a skateboard and wasn't cute. You know who you are. Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
whatever |
motherfuckerz. Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Trapped in the body... |
My friend Maria's son is nine and loves me because I have a Gamecube and I am obsessed with Animal Crossing. Maria invited me over to her place for dinner tonight so Joseph and I could trade memory ca... Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
New Years' Eve |
In your room, the room with the window I broke, but we never fixed because it never really gets too cold in there. Every inch of space taken up by electronics you are so fond of, the big TV and lots o... Posted by Little Mascara on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |