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The Lost Renaissance Man XXI

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I like to write about life; my life in general and what I see out of the retinal layers of my eyes so that I might try and comprehend this life before the grand, sloppy end of us all, on this bald world of tall grass with a short past of small bangs and big blasts that we never noticed because it was voted that we should take note of more important events such as my morning tent, and my cool water scent, at how much I spent on my clothes and my car so that I'd feel like a star, like ones from the movies, like those into music with that unenthusiastic "move it" mentality, lack of reality, lack of realness, unable to feel this; this freedom of letting go and just smiling a big shit eating grin because the only necessity in life is to just live. But I'm not a writer.I like to express myself in art.I like to draw, sketch, doodle, erase, sculpt, build with legos, k'nex, constructs, tinker toys, erector sets, play-doh, silly putty, mash potatoes, and I'm a silly fan of oragami. I like to photoshop, photo touch, multi-layer integrate, trilinear interpolate, and isolate moods in whatever medium that I should find readily available. But I'm not an artist.I FUCKIN LOVE PANDAS!Polar Bears are a close second.I like girls and they like me.Haha or so I think.I like to sing. And I suck at it. :)I think.I think I like to think. I think that as shitty as life has been, it's still so awesome that I can't wait to see what's next.I grew up as an ugly, fat kid. At some point past all the depression and anxiety, I let all the troubles go and decided to just go with the flow and be happy. Oddly enough, without the inhibitions of lacking self-esteem and the need to be popular, I lost weight, made people happy, and try to help whenever I can. Even odder, I still have the mentallity of a fat guy so I don't know how to self-appreciate. Go fig'.I build people their computers for free. I tutor math and english for free. I make people laugh for free. Life is happy for free.Life's easy. Be true to your self and be good to people until they give you enough reason to ignore them. If you don't lie to yourself, you can change everything and anything. It sounds stupid and foolish, but I'm willing to forsake cynical logic to believe in such a statement.

My Interests

Movies, Film, Theatre, Music, Games, Porn; I love the entertainment industry and the industries that create its back bone. I need to learn as much as I can as fast as I can for as long as I can while I still can. As forementioned, I like to draw, write, smile, laugh, create, berate, and train my body. It's important to train one's body for life and the obstacles to come.I'm a music fiend. I love it; almost all of it. I listen to everything from the The Beatles to Rob Zombie to Green Day to Smashing Pumpkins to Mars Volta to everything. With music, I can visualize so much in my mind's eye, it's sweet I tell ya. The only thing I would shit on and drop into an abyss is the country twang and the latin banda. Fuck that music! Sorry to whoever likes it... freaks.Transformers are cool. G.I. Joe is cool. He-Man is cool. Thundercats are cool. Silverhawks are cool. All those friggin 80's cartoons kicked my ass as a kid and we'll never get anything as good again... except for the japanime. I can't stand reality television. It subdues its audience from the problems of the world; locally and globally. Although, I do like looking at the hotties.

I'd like to meet:

Give me a girl that knows the world; that is crazy and/or absurd for what is love and life to her.I want to meet some awesome people. But in all honesty, I'd like to meet some awesome girls. My general foundation of friends comprise the floor of a sausage factory. I don't need to meet more guys. I'd like to make some new friends with some kick-ass girls and that's... well, that's that I believe :)If you're cute, say hello. If you're beautiful, say hello. If you're hot, Oh God say hello. And if you're not, I still want you to say hello. "Why the fuck not?" is my thinking. I mean, personality counts so much more to me. I'd take a regular girl (whatever regular is these days) over a bombshell any day of the week should that regulosa girl have an awesome, kick-ass, down-to-earth, funny, witty, whatever personality (not necessarily ALL of those, but just cool in general). And that is truth.I don't want conflict in my life. I don't want drama in my life. Both, however, are a part of life so I do not judge on the pasts and presents or possible futures of who I meet. I just want to get to know people. Shitty lives are normal anyway :D

Music:

The Beatles, The Cure, Johnny Cash, The Killers, Led Zeplin, Metallica, Green Day, Infected Mushroom, Juno Reactor, Beastie Boys, Chemical Brothers, Foo Fighters, Offspring, Sound Garden, Depeche Mode, KMFDM, Incubus, Godsmack, Franz Ferdinand, Modest Mouse, The White Stripes, The Strokes, The Vines, The Gorillaz, Korn, Linkin Park, Moby, Rob Zombie, Powerman 5000, Rage Against The Machine, The Rolling Stones, System Of A Down, Guns N' Roses, Creedance Clearwater Revival, Queen, Deftones, Coldplay, Marilyn Manson, No Doubt, NIN, Prodigy, Propeller Heads, The Crystal Method, The Chemical Brothers, Sublime, Staind, The Muse, Hans Zimmer, James Horner, Klaus Badelt, Graeme Revell, Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, Jerry Goldsmith, John Williams, Danny Elfman, Trevor Rabin, Marco Beltrami, Vangelis, Alan Silvestri, Basil Poledouris, Don Davis, Queens Of The Stone Age, Apocalyptica, Static-X, Weezer, RammStein, Slipknot, Papa Roach, Ludwig Van Beethoven, Johann Sebastian Bach, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Three Doors Down, Nickelback, U2, Marvin Gaye, Frank Sinatra, Yoko Kanno, Nobuo Uematsu, The Transplants, and loads more that I can't remember.

Movies:

From what I can remember...13th Warrior, Abyss, Alien, Aliens, Amélie, Armageddon, Batman, Batman Returns, A Beautiful Mind, Big Trouble In Little China, Equilibrium, The Wizard of Oz, Gladiator, The Last Samurai, Top Gun, Transformers: The Movie, Robocop, Robocop 2, Young Frankenstein, Bourne Identity, Clerks, Chasing Amy, Mallrats, Dogma, Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back, Stars Wars: A New Hope, Star Wars: Empire Strikes Back, Star Wars: Return Of The Jedi, Predator, Predator 2, Die Hard 1-2-3, Lethal Weapons 1-2-3-4, All Star Trek Movies, Run Lola Run, Old Boy, Bishundmoo, Infernal Affairs, Hero, Kiss Of The Red Dragon, The Warriors Two, Bram Stokers Dracula, Dark City, American Pie 1-2-3, Terminator, Terminator 2, Titanic, Face Off, Broken Arrow, Kids, Gummo, Garden State, Stand By Me, It, Thing, Ong-Bak, House Of The Flying Daggers, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Blade, Blade 2, Hell Boy, Superman 1-2-3-4, X-men, X2, Big Fish, The Hunt For Red October, Crimson Tide, The Fugitive, Mosquito Coast, Basic Instinct, Virtuosity, Braveheart, We Were Soldiers, Gallipoli, Lord Of The Rings 1-2-3, The Godfather 1-2-3, Shawshank Redemption, Citizen Kane, True Romance, From Dusk Till Dawn, Desperado, Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill Vol.1-2, Indiana Jones 1-2-3, Memento, The Usual Suspects, Good Fellas, Raging Bull, Taxi Driver, Mean Streets, Casino, The Matrix 1-2-3, Fight Club, Snatch, Lock Stock & Two Smokin Barrels, Glory, Se7en, 12 Monkeys, Donnie Darko, Spiderman 1-2, Forest Gump, Lilo & Stitch, Toy Story 1-2, Finding Nemo, Monster's Inc., Shrek 1-2, The Incredibles, A Bug's Life, Back To The Future 1-2-3, Robin Hood, Being John Malkovich, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, Adaptation, Ace Ventura, Starship Troopers, E.T., Jurassic Park, I Robot, Men In Black 1-2, Ocean's 11, Ocean's 12, The Peacemaker, Silence Of The Lambs, Catch Me If You Can, A.I., Saving Private Ryan, Empire Of The Sun, The Goonies, The Seventh Samurai, Falling Down, The Way Of The Gun, Mimic, Akira, Willow, Rounders, Total Recall, True Lies, The Lion King, Beauty & The Beast, Aladdin, Matchstick Men, The Rock, Minority Report, Billy Madison, Happy Gilmore, The Wedding Singer, Big Daddy, Waterboy, Little NIcky, Punch-Drunk Love, 50 First Dates, Pitch Black, Chronicles Of Riddick, Blow, The Negotiator, The Saint, Street Fighter (Animated), Ghost In The Shell, Perfect Blue, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Grave Of The Fire Flies, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Edward Scissor Hands, Spartan, Tombstone, Vanilla Sky, Stargate, Rocky 1-2-3-4, Demolition Man, Rambo 2-3, Blood Sport, Kick Boxer, The Running Man, COmmando, Conan 1-2, Red Sonja, Universal Soldier, Double Impact, The Terminal, Big, Interview With The Vampire, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Pi, Reqiuem For A Dream, Femme Fatale, Scar Face,Okay, this sucks, I'm done. There are more movies I'm sure, but... yeah, I'm done because I'm sick of thinking.

My Blog

For you

CHRISTINEI don't know why.I don't know how.ButThis is where we are.This is the way of things.YetIt is not the end.It is not final.BecauseYou can take a step. I'll hold your hand.You can take a breath...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 02:29:00 PST

Broken.

If you see me, you'll see how I'm broken.If you hear me, you'll hear pain that I've drowned in.If you speak to me, your voice will echo in my hollowed soul. Withering away. Not eating. Not caring. ...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:19:00 PST

Let Me Breathe.

They want to take her away. I'm two weeks late on my papers. I'm leaving my job.I'm losing my father. I'm falling apart. They want her to let go of me. She picks up my fallen life. She holds me toget...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 01:08:00 PST

My H.S. Councilor imparted that a Vampire Hunter would be a poor career choice&

My hands are burning from broken blisters blessed across my fingers.  As much as I've practiced I'm still lacking.  My footwork has grown clumsy and my grip has weakened (much of t...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 02:57:00 PST

My Definition of Love

You know, when I was a kid, I was one of the few Asians at my school.  I found out early on that I wasn't normal because I didn't look like everyone else.  :D One memory illustrates thi...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 02:36:00 PST

This kick ass girl I know

When I breathe her as I see her I can feel her melt in me with soft emotions and yearning avarice to hold her, squeeze her, keep her with me that much longer so that I might know more of what I am to ...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Fri, 10 Mar 2006 03:22:00 PST

Woke up coughing. Need to stop smoking.

Wait for it.54321(Just wait for the music) Fifty notions flying high, pulling purpose from my life, trailing truth, trapping lies, tracing, training, tripping, tried; tired still for still she cries.&...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 12:16:00 PST

I need a line to this play called the Curiosity of Life...

I have this sidwalk in my head that I walk when I'm happy; just me; by myself.  My feet leap frog forward avoiding the cracks in the pavement, especially the broader partitions between each slab ...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

What happens when you love whom you're not supposed

She looks at you and a massive moment urges you to kiss her.  You wonder if she wants to kiss you and then the incident passes knowing better not to kiss her.  Her ass is great.  It nee...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Ode to Rajiv, the Poop Monster

I'm in a hallway full of ~12 quazi friends (right above acquaintances) and I'm the odd man out.  Some 'azn' poser of a human being hands me the metaphorical black ball of social outcast. "Ba...
Posted by The Lost Renaissance Man XXI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST