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marti

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About Me

I'm picking up the different languages of the world and all those things that I thought were unattainable are now within my grasp. Language and the academics behind it all are shaping the world into a much different place for me now. Myself, the person that I could once describe to you, is now very far behind me and now there is very little I can say about him. There is just so much more to say about the world isn't there? I mean to say that I am more of a reflection of it than a character in it. I know it sounds like I'm just avoiding the question but I seriously can't find something concrete about myself that existed 'then' and has always been constant. Maybe that's an identity issue. If that's a qualified enough characterization for you, that i'm identity challenged, you can place me in there for the time being. I mean I'd like for you to remember me, whomever you are. Just put me into any category you like.

My Interests

drawing,old lenoardo sketches, the measurments of human faces, playing the piano,violin, guitar.Playing RTS or period peice video games, Peloponesian war, Feudal Europe, Classical Greece, Movie making, Flash animation, Social psychology without all the community emphasis and more of that good cognitive stuffs.

I'd like to meet:

Still, Jesus Christ. But now I want to meet him because I'm devoutly Christian and I think that he was a fake. If that's not enough of a strange opposite then let me ask why the almightly lord and son of god could understand so little about the language of mankind and the psychology behind us all. There are so many questions that Jesus didn't answer and underneath my anger there is a burning hope that he just didn't think we'd understand. I'd like to meet him and find out that he was immensibly smarter than the books say he was.

Music:

Violin; the sound I used to think was perfect but it might have been the history behind the instrument that really made it a wonder to me. The string doesn't vibrate back and forth like a guitar, it oscillates from a angled point from your finger to the bow and back along the other side (which makes the illusion of a one vibration). The sound is just crisper, harder, and much more delicate to make right but it's actually no different from whisteling and the forms that it can handle are pretty much the same.

Movies:

There is now very little I can say about this subject as before I used to have pages dedicated. Watch Running with Scisssors, if you love/hate it then I think we'll get along.

Television:

Thankyou Human Giant for your strange use of humor. Arrested development, please come back somehow. that's it.

Books:

I've read alot now and i still only like the same 3 books. I think movies made me expect plots to fashion around a similar format. I don't really know. Fiction takes itself too seriously for me to not laugh at it, and non-fiction I just don't trust.

Heroes:

Charity for her honor(s). My grandpa for his conviction. Ollie for his conviction. George for his inquisitions. John for his success.

My Blog

post graduation thoughts

As my first post for my records i'd like to note that I've only been back in Southern california for a month now and already i've been led to feel like i'm inadequate. While away from home i felt comp...
Posted by marti on Mon, 05 May 2008 01:01:00 PST

Identities

It's been awhile since I stayed up for a full day and had time to reflect on it. Tonight as I did it I think I was trying to find the edge of the world. At this point i'm just going to come out and st...
Posted by marti on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:22:00 PST

A reason to doubt socrates

I have a need to write this down while I still have the urge to write. In my expirience the education of a human being does not come from the complete redirection of definitions as taught by the socr...
Posted by marti on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 01:38:00 PST

engrams

I need to write this down before i fall asleep again. I think i may have a model that best describes memory encoding and combines the best of the frontrunning theories we have to date, specifically Lo...
Posted by marti on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 09:24:00 PST

free write on ageism

   I remember thinking as a child that as I grew I would gain super powers. Not literally like I'd gain the ability to fly or shoot fireballs but I did feel that I would have super powers of...
Posted by marti on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 01:37:00 PST

an argument between the guy who say's "fuck you", and the guy who says "i love you".

By: "Fuck you"   F: I'm the guy that gives you the ability to understand all those books, the naive notion that you could assimilate all that text and score top in the class or develop some far o...
Posted by marti on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 02:24:00 PST

when walking, avoid the cracks

I'll do nothing but sit and stare, wondering what emotion i'm supposed to feel and slowly the thought pops up that i should be scared. I've recognized these events before, you know they have the abili...
Posted by marti on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 12:55:00 PST

Descartes, physics, and laws

This was just random notes I jotted down as I read Descartes. Principle of Non Identicality: Anything that does not share the same exact properties cannot be identical. By saying this  I was ini...
Posted by marti on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 12:54:00 PST

i guess i didn't get it all out

you know i changed my mind about the myspace blog. I realized after i did the whole "I hate artists" rant, a few minutes ago (and below this blog), that because myspace erases your literature after 5 ...
Posted by marti on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 12:03:00 PST

There's no philosophy in art ...or.... fuck all you artists

In the last few months i see these god damned posts that whine and moan about people not getting messages or comments. In my opinion, the public digital forum was so much better when it was less crowd...
Posted by marti on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 11:53:00 PST