cute, evil, righteous and true. Trying to be physically & mentally healthy.. staying true to myself and what I know is right. Live life instead of waiting for something to happen while death creeps up behind your back.
Undergoing treatment for lung cancer right now. Had chemo Dec-March, now on another medication (Tarceva). Trying to keep working at my job, and get stronger. I have to rest a lot, and don't have a lot of stamina, but getting stronger.
I love eating ethnic foods.. Japanese, Thai, Indian, Korean, Vietnamese, Chinese, Ethiopian, etc!
I will go back to Japan in 2009.. 11 years since my last visit. Sometimes I have dreams about going on shopping sprees in a Japanese 7-11 or department store. *cry cry*
What do I love?
i love drawing, painting and sculpting. Animals of all kinds. I even love snails, caterpillars, and insects. microcosms. I have a big yard wt many plants. I NEED TO PAINT!
I have a great cat named Benjamin who is 6, and a cat named Toby who is 1. I wish I could build a big tree house and live in the woods... or move to the beach.
I love people... even if I don't understand them. Sometimes I tend to be a recluse and stuck in my ways. my mouth gets me in trouble because things spill out - and it can sound crude or mean..
biking! - started road biking for real spring 2006. I usually go on Saturday biking events with my good friend ALBERT. I haven't biked in 2008 though because of being sick, but will try again soon.
Exploring abandoned buildings and warehouses to take photographs makes me giddy. i haven't done it in a while because of fear of getting caught.
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/updated 07-01-08
unusual characters wt heads on their shoulders
i love this.. Seth MacFarlane speaking at Harvard Graduation May06. part 3 of 4 as Stewie... click on video for other clips...
Nausea
I'm a seasick sailor
...On a ship of noise
I got my maps all backwards
...And my instincts poisoned
In a truth blown gutter
... Full of wasted years
Like blown-out speakers
...Ringin' in my ears
Oh it's nausea, oh nausea
... And we're gone
It's nausea , oh nausea
...And we're gone
Now I'm a straight-line walker
...In a black-out room
I push a shopping cart over
...In an Aztec ruin
With my minion fingers
...Working for some God
Who could see his own reflection
...In a parking lot
Oh it's nausea, oh nausea
..And we're gone
No it's nausea, oh nausea
...And we're gone
Now I'm a priest teenager
...On a tower of dust
I'm a dead generator
...In a cloud of exhaust
I eat alone in the desert
...With skulls for my pets
I rate the days, one to ten
...With lead cigarettes
It's nausea, oh nausea ...And we're gone
It's nausea, oh nausea ... And we're gone
smashing pumpkins, beck, radiohead, aphex twin, blur, gorillaz, ween, underworld, plaid, squarepusher, WEEN, devo, the cars, tomahawk, mike patton, warp records, ninja tunes, asphodel, beta band, erasure, your mom, soul coughing, orbital, ebn, nofx, dj shadow, dj krush, coldcut, autechre, pixies, frank black, supergrass, oh gosh what else... lots of other random stuff. I NEED NEW MUSIC!
edward scissorhands, fear and loathing in las vegas, fifth element, amadeus, baraka, nightmare before christmas, star wars, indiana jones, full metal jacket, donnie darko, 21 grams, fight club, shawshank redemption, 12 monkeys, altered states, sin city, kill bill, reservoir dogs, the dusual suspects, crumb, ghost in the shell, run lola run, my neighbor totoro, princess mononoke, nausicaa, harry potter, many many more..comedy - mitch hedberg, patton oswalt, eddie izzard. i like standup, but the clubs are usually too smoky for me! ^__^
The Travel Channel, Discovery, IFC, Food Network, CONAN O'BRIEN, BRAVO, The Daily Show, ANTHONY BOURDAIN, Animal Planet, Nova, random stuff.. I have a STACK books I SHOULD be reading...
anything by Roald Dahl, Douglas Coupland, hmm i don't read as much as I should :D
your mom.