†Demon to some, Angel to others â€
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I’m scarred deep within as a result of living. I’m brutally honest; my sharp tongue often likes to go on stabbing sprees. When I am violent I choose to do it verbally, not physically - Words can be so much more damaging. So open minded it’s a wonder my brains aren’t hanging out. Words are just words, what makes them something of more meaning is how you say them. Actions can speak louder than words, but not always. I have the decency to treat others with respect, do the same for me or perish. I’m private and reserved and also quite difficult to understand at times - I won’t let you get close enough to me and this is why I interact with very few people from a day to day basis. I've learnt the hard way to distance myself from people. I’m untrusting and try not to have expectations because I feel I cannot be let down by others that way. I crave regular changes, freedom to do so and some degree of understanding from others.
While I appreciate and try not to take things for granted there will always be the hunger for more. For me, I feel that life must be experienced intensely and completely.
I feel the need to make it clear that I have a boyfriend in which I have been dating for over 2 and a half years. Things are serious and strong between us. He is my true salvation and undying is my devotion.
It's not always that we change, but we evolve with time.
Your choices are your choices and unless it effects me in some way, I don’t care.
I’m anti-religious yet fascinated/love crosses; it’s just the meaning behind them that I have no interest in.
I have very little sympathy (if any) for addicts, the way I see it is smoke and expect to die of cancer, take drugs and expect to not only become addicted but rot your insides out, get drunk constantly and expect to become an abusive alcoholic and ruin your liver. I find it pathetic when people need to be high or drunk in order to enjoy life. Bring responsibility into this and it's a different matter. I must state that these are, however, your own choices, and I will not interfere with them.
I consider myself to have a high amount of self-control, and it is something I look for in others.
I have drawn on eyebrows, I may one day get them cosmetically tattooed but I enjoy being able to experiment with shapes and angles as I please at this current point.
Crowds have a tendency to make me violent and generally uncomfortable. I am something similar to a hermit, but enjoy going out from time to time.
I've come to notice just how very protective I can become over a lot of things, and it does scare me to some degree.
I am very judgemental and cautious. It's human instinct.
I'm hatred filled deep within, something that never ceases to weaken, but only grow stronger.
There are many sides to me, more than you will ever know or discover.
In the end, you will never truly know me.
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