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Nyx

Breathe out... So I can breathe you in

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Myspace BackgroundsComplex, Intense, Expressive, Clever, Unusual, Sensual, Passionate, Beautiful, Dark, Sexy, Original, Divine, Perceptive, Warm, Cold, Tactile, Creative, True, In touch with and honest about my emotions, would die without my music, My life is centred in spirituality, mainly drawing on paganism (wicca and other branches) and the idea of synchronicty, male/female God/Goddess life force that runs through all things in equal balance(male and female, moon and sun, yin yang, positive and negative,black and white, night and day, dark and light; one cannot exist without the other. I believe in treat people the way you wish to be treated, including our planet Mother Earth, so love her! Interested in Psychology, Sociology, Social Policy, Left wing politics, holistic therapies, meditation, Occult, Tarot, Astrology, Egyptian Paganism, Mysticism, Qabalah, Thelema, etc, writing poetry (have written over 35). Love dancing all night.... singing , watching the sun go down, Loving the rain, Spiders, Dogs, Scorpions, Butterflys, thunderstorms, lightning, staring at the moon, laughing at the obscurity of it all, searching for answers. Im moody, very sensitive to the subtle vibrations around me and sometimes quite egocentric, I am a seeker of truth, of knowledge, of insight and understanding. Being a great mum to my daughter, however, comes first and within anything else! My dog died in september 05, Bless him, we miss him dearly as he was very much a part of the family :( Im a Student Social Worker, at last, after years of fucking about (no regrets!) and a year of a psychology degree, I have settled on my path. It encompasses alot of my fundamental perceptions and subsequent values about our society and the capitalistic culture we live in and although I will have no choice but to be employed by these systems, I feel, with my insight, I can ease the pressure of these for some and make a difference! Which, I believe will eventually have a positive domino effect on society.:D (Idealistic, I know) Love the London squat party scene, it used to be a major part of my life, spent many a lustrous, wondrous night in a run down building with lots of wonderful, colourful, beautiful people! Dont go to free parties that often these days, kinda moved on from the scene.(moved out of Hackney lol) Havent been to one for a while now, getting the urge to go back really soon :) update: Went to a free party 7th july 06, it wasnt strictly the same as the squat parties I mentioned, nevertheless was wonderful :) And the dj playing the acid techno set played 'London Acid City' one of my all time faves... took me right back! I almost cried :-D Go to Indie/alternative/rock clubs too.. Love both scenes, for different reasons :)A rebel, a free spirit, I feel very deeply and generally follow my heart and soul. Very much in touch with the darkness.. one has to have embraced the darkness in order to truly see the light! The Most Colourful Butterfly Is The One That Has Had To Struggle From Its Coccoon.

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Sun Sign: Virgo
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Moon Sign: Pisces
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Rising Sign: Leo
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Powered by Tarot.com astrology, anarchism, androgyny, bisexual, creativity, collectivism, dancing, death, depth, dogs, honesty, individuality, integrity, laugh, life, love, Magick, music, Boys in the band ;), The female form, mysterious, nature, non judgemental, Occult, open mindedness, piercings, writing/reading poetry, positivity, psychology, psychospritual, reading, reflection, scent, see, sensuality, singing, soulful, spiders, spirituality, sublime, synchronicity, thinking, tarot, taste, touch, truth, veggie, velvet, witchcraft, yin yang, sunsets, thunder storms, melancholy, higher self, cry, pain, loss, gain, wisdom, truth, charm, mesmerize, existentialism, union, Goddess, massage, moods, feminine/masculine, day/night, dark/light, dark, connection, chemistry, carnal, runes, Karma, recycle, Mother earth, moon, stars, dreams, faeries, Astral Plane, Qabalah, Thelema, kindness, attachment, isolation, company, connection, conversation, contemplation, vampires, life force, beauty, art, photographs, dreams, socialist, justice, fairness, positive discrimination, faces, eyes, determination, destiny, free will, liberal feminism(equality for all) The Fall of Man, Evolution, revolution, rebellion, butterfly, unity, peace, oneness, separation, joy, harmony, discordance, gigs, clubs, divine, animal rights, human rights, the environment, the green party, free parties, lust, passion, sacred feminine, individuality, inner strength, protection, higher/altered states of conscious, sex, kiss, tongue, mmmmm, water, fire, earth, air, Wicca, visualize, smile, chill, lips, eyes, hands, love, true romance, candles, insence, conversation, silence, black, purple, red, silver, fishnets, boots, paranoid, psychic, clairsentinent, nature, bittersweet, emotional, chocolate, sparkly things, trust, honesty, rain, the wind on my face, JD, E, trust, empathy, motherhood, sublimation, wine, roses, ultimate spiritual union the merging of male/female energies;no mind without the use of meditation/visualization, social justice, self-expression, obscurity, strangeness, originality, wonder, be, beauty, mystical, mysticism, darkness, meditation, tatts, spring, autumn, sunset, eyeliner, madusa, pagan, Isis, did I say Love, contemplation, Virgo sun, leo rising, venus in leo(in the first house),pisces moon....................................................... ...........................................................
You Are From the Moon

You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon. You're in touch with your emotions and intuition. You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory. Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone). A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many. What Planet Are You From?You are radiating positive energy from your seventh chakra! Seventh Chakra: This chakra is located at the crown of your head and represents the seat of the soul. The seventh chakra is associated with your connection to your spiritual self and to the divine. When this chakra is clear, positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your seventh chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy centre. You're apt to feel a greater bond with the spiritual world. You're probably also more able to live in the moment than most other people are. The seventh chakra is the chakra of highest spiritual evolution.FREE PARTY .. width="425" height="350" ..LOVE FREE, LIVE FREE, BE FREE, PARTY FREE... THE DAYZ, THE DAYZ... THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE Thanks Allan :)

I'd like to meet:

People who will love me for me.... love my light and my dark, with whom I can be entirely myself with... Lots of interesting, genuine, colourful, honest, non-judgemental, insightful, loving, freindly, dark, beautiful people of substance!!! connections with kindred spirits on the material, mental or astral plane :)........................... ************************************************************ **

Music:

pj harvey, nirvana, verve, smashing pumpkins, velvet underground, the fall, bob dylan, patti smith, blondie, pixies, my bloody valentine, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Interpol, Serpent Nation, Element 106, The pseudo philosophers, Mr nick, sonic youth, pavement, killing joke, the birthday massacre, dead can dance, violent femmes, japan, depeche mode, squarepusher, jonathan richman and the modern lovers, beth orton, cyber jack, mazzy star, orbital, leftfield, prodigy, strokes, dandy warhols, eyelash, secret machines, godspeed you black emperor, type o negative, rammstein, laibach, nightwish, cradle of filth, hefner, Nick cave and the bad seeds, cocteau twins, cyndi lauper, the streets, dizzee rascal, Kano, morrissey, the doors, prince, radiohead, the smiths, Madonna, courtney love, sydonia, peggy sue and the pirates, cult of luna, frank zappa, massive attack, tricky, portishead, libertines, babyshambles, the raconteurs, badly drawn boy, bauhaus, joy division, roots manuva, shystie, lady sovereign, tupac, atmosphere, mary j blige, stevie wonder, erika baduh, lauren hill, placebo, no mind, stellarscope, nina simone, consticthor, rage against the machine, bush, chris liberator, frankie d, underworld, radiohead, at the lake, beyond rupture, mogwai, arab strap, the stone roses, janis joplin, chemical brothers, kraftwerk, zebedee, jeff mills, eat static, alec empire, meat beat manifesto, moloko, goldfrapp, authecre, dj hell, n.e.r.d., neptunes/pharrel, arctic monkeys, white stripes, queens of the stone age, system of a down, japos, kumo itsutsu, the cure, the breeders, slowdive, libertines, kings of leon, kaiser cheifs, the music, Nine Inch Nails, green day, human league, JJ cale, foo fighters, eva cassidy, evanescence, janes addiction, kate bush, jimmy hendrix, romance, faith evans, garbage, smith 6079, killers, razorlight, Enigma, pulp, new order, jose gonzales, deftones, and you will know us by the trail of dead, muse, gong, the mars volta, spiritualized, jesus and mary chain, dinosaur jr, dogs die in hot cars, my vitriol, damien marley, david bowie, fischerspooner, skinny puppy, cabaret voltaire, psychic tv, alpha scorpii, marylin mansun, fields of the nephilim, dave clarke, billie holiday, cat power, bob marley, red hot chilli pepppers, daisy chainsaw, queen adreena, The Kooks, paul weller, Tori Amos, Bjork, The sugarcubes, the stills, electrelene.. Its impossible to list every band/artist Ive ever listened to or liked, so Ill stop there ;) I DO NOT LIKE Labels and pigeon holes, Music transcends those, but Im into all of this and I guess more!!;; old soul/funk, old school dance, old school hip hop, electro, darkwave, new wave, ethereal, industrial, underground acid techno, banging techno, chunky funky techno, twisted, dirty techno, indie, Trance, some folk, some jazz, culture, alternative (to what?!lol) some punk, post punk, gothic, rock, blues, sometimes classical, meditations sounds, dub, roots, old reggae ;)) and so much more, the beat goes on ;)................................. **********************************************************

Movies:

Taxi Driver, Wild at Heart, Edward Scissorhands, Boyz in the Hood, Nell, Mad Max, Drugstore Cowboys, Menace to Society, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, True Romance, Amityville Horror, Sid and Nancy, The Motorcycle Diaries, The last great wilderness, Beautiful mind, The Crow, Stigmata, Dead Mans Shoes, The day after tomorrow, Run Lola run, The march of the penguins, Choses secretes, The illustrated mum, Trainspotting, Blair witch project, The shining, L'enfant sauvage, Donnie Darko, Basketball Diaries, The Dreamers, Leon, Silence of The Lambs, city of God and so on...... recently been getting into foreign films more, courtesy of the newly free film 4!!!

Television:

Duobondage

Books:

Testimony of light, Helen greaves: Linda Goodman, star signs (anything really by linda goodman) Dione fortune books, The alchemist, paolo cohelo; Celestine vision; Celestine prophecy, Read some Crowley, Gardner. The da vinci code (its about time the truth contained within this book was introduced into the mainstream.. written in a way that anyone can understand) Irvine welsh books; E, maribou stork nightmares, acid house; Freud, jung, Rogers, Marx, RD Laing, wicca, tarot, runes, psychic tuning, psycholgy, sociology, social policy, etc etc**************************** ********************************************************* Magick is finding your connection to the Earth and all that is natural, alive and moving in the universe! It binds all that exists together.Magick is living in balance with the flow of life, and knowing that you are a vital force within that flow. Magick is everywhere! In the trees, rain, stars, and in the sea. It is the spark that quickens a seed to rise up from the soil.Magick is laughter, joy, wonder and truth the of the world around us!Magick is not greed, or power, or pretense...It is real. It exists. And it works.Magick is the mystery that lies in the secret soul of the world. It is the essence of creation. What we imagine, we have the power to create!MAGICK IS WITHIN YOU...With it you can create your dreams, heal your world, love your life and find the peace that lives in every human heart.

Heroes:

My Self, My daughter, My Dog, My Bro n sis(we will survive!!), My Mum, My Gran n Pappy, My Uncle Iain(Rock n Roll star), The rest of my family,I do not partake in hero worship, however, I thank my family for making me strong and the following revolutionaries, pioneers and artists for having the bolloxs to attempt to change the world or be individuals without fear!!! Karl Marx, Martin Luther KIng, John Peel, Madonna, Kurt Cobain, Che Geuvara, Pj Harvey, Sigmund Freud, RD Laing, Jung

My Blog

Aaaahhhh Sweet Spring, Welcome Back! A Poem...

Friday 23rd April 04To SpringShe comes with Blossoms in her hairShe comes with loveAnd beauty so rare.Awakens sleepy seeds,Nourishes earthSo no longer redundant.Her fragrance, subtle,Sublime and swee...
Posted by Nyx on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 10:44:00 PST

For you.... my lover.

Angels SighAnd the Angels sighUpon hearing theTranscendental soundsOf your beautifulDark soulIn a state of divine raptureI turn my eyes awayTurn my mind awayTil I am pure loveBy my s-elf for you :)...
Posted by Nyx on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 05:05:00 PST

Solitude in the Shadows... another poem.

23 May 06Solitude in the ShadowsSometimesMy peace is thereComfort in the 12th houseSaturn that I bearThe base of The icebergUnconsciously inflictsA certain Melancholy sadnessThat smiles at meFrom the...
Posted by Nyx on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 03:05:00 PST

Don't want anyone else but you....

YouYou inspire meYou entwine meAs you hold meIn your graceThis love goesFar beyondThese wordsThat I Can say...
Posted by Nyx on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 04:47:00 PST

My Astral lover.... A poem for you (you know who you are!)

Is it ever enough?RefinedAnd IdealizedSpiritual love.In my thoughts You exist,But is it enough?Ego energies run high,Though my feelingsRun deep in my soulOur truth is a love thatCould never be spoile...
Posted by Nyx on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 06:47:00 PST

Reclaim The Streets.... I was there, Its like it was yesterday!

Can't believe I found this on this website.... thanks to the author for describing the day so beautifully!! Was thinking about what I was doing in summer 98, just before my partner died, and this kin...
Posted by Nyx on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 07:22:00 PST

"Jesus and his lawyer are coming back"

Jesus was not a 'super' being and was not born of a virgin.. he was an ordinary man, like everyone, his healing powers are possessed by us all. We are all 'God' we are in control of our own destiny i...
Posted by Nyx on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 04:43:00 PST

Wicca - The basics... from Celtic Connection

The article below was written by our late webmaster, Herne. In it, he describes how Wicca draws from the Old Traditions of Witchcraft. While this is true, we would simply like to clarify up front that...
Posted by Nyx on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 08:56:00 PST

Are You Up For E? A Poem.

21 November 2001 @ 0.20amR U UP 4 E?Slowly slip awayNo desire to stayIn reality.The taste triggersThe first swirls ofChemicals,Who swim around my bellyDissolving intoBubbles of love,Flowing intoMy re...
Posted by Nyx on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 09:06:00 PST

A Poem For My Lee Lee. 22 June 1974 - 15 July 1998 RIP You'll Stay In My Heart Forver More <3

Saturday 29th May 1999 @ 8am My Baby, My Lee Lee My heart on a string Torn, broken - the pain It brings. Hazy summers day The day my world came Tumbling, caving in. Nothing is real I cannot feel -...
Posted by Nyx on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 12:18:00 PST