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Ellie Deecie

A man destined to burn can never drown...

About Me

... yeah, I'm lippy. I'm simplicity on legs, and one of the more complicated and convoluted personalities you'll ever absorb. I'm kind and forgiving, and vindictive and vicious. I'm adventurous and fearless, and mild-mannered and a home-body. I'm smart and intuitive, and dense and stubborn. I'm loyal, but I'm a flake. I'm sweet, but I'm sneaky. I'm selfless, but I'm narcissistic. I'm strong, but I'm broken. I'm sensitive, but I can be cruel. I'm completely accepting, and I'm a wicked snob. I... am human. Drink me in or spit me out... I will remain.“It is of practical value to learn to like yourself. Since you must spend so much time with yourself you might as well get some satisfaction out of the relationship.” -- Norman Vincent Peale

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My Interests

Knowing. Seeing. Going. Consuming. If you ask the right questions, telling. Toe cracking. Dark humor. Illegal botanicals. Legal botanicals. Awful jokes. Good shoes. Lights. Shiny things. Inhalation and exhalation.

I'd like to meet:

Preferably air-breathers. Convivial sorts. With manners. And teeth.... and these people.Shakira - "La Tortura (Live)" - from Oral Fixation Live DVD
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Music:


Pink Floyd, Massive Attack, Paul Oakenfold, DJ Krush, Led Zepplin, Meth and Red, Kill Hannah, Cibo Matto, The Beatles, Moloko, David Grisman w/ Jerry Garcia, Bebel Gilberto, David Bowie, The Pharcyde, Tricky, The Pixies/Frank Black, Kruder & Dorfmeister, A Perfect Circle, My Life With the Thrill Kill Cult, Supreme Beings of Leisure, Greyboy, Iggy Pop, DJ Shadow, Bjork, Thievery Corp., Charlie Parker, Nina Simone, Self, Outkast, The Roots, John Digweed, Sasha, Operatica, Aesop Rock, Depeche Mode, Charles Mingus, Handsome Boy Modeling School, Lovage, Denki Groove, Prefuse 73, Groove Armada, The Avalanches, Meat Beat Manifesto, The Who, Nightmares on Wax, Nine Inch Nails, The Doors, Portishead, Basement Jaxx, George Acosta, mellowdrone, Morcheeba, Lamb, Josh Martinez, The Crystal Method, Bedrock, Tokyo Ghetto Pussy, DJ Frane, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Transplants, Modest Mouse, Interpol, Greenhouse Effect, Sheep on Drugs, Cake, Bright Eyes, Ben Harper, G. Love, Jack Johnson, Mos Def, Rehab, Unwritten Law, Sublime, Seu Jorge, Velvet Underground/Lou Reed, T. Rex, Pedro the Lion, Rufus Wainwright, Jeff Buckley, Louis XIV, Benefit, Sabrosa Purr, Sigur Ros, Jamie Lidell, The Knife, Fink, Blonde Redhead, Twilight Singers, Damien Rice

Movies:

Boondock Saints, Run Lola Run, Pulp Fiction, American Beauty, Princess Bride, True Romance, Reservoir Dogs, Killing Zoe, Donnie Darko, Pi, Army of Darkness, anything John Woo, Lord of the Rings, Charade, Buffalo '66, Beyond the Valley of the Dolls, Secretary, How to Marry a Millionaire, My Fair Lady, American Splendor, Empire Records, Clueless, Suicide Kings, Hero, Where the Buffalo Roam, The Prophet, What the Bleep Do We Know, Party Monster, Wild at Heart, The Motorcycle Diaries, Rosencranst and Gildenstern are Dead, Thank You for Smoking, 300

Television:

South Park, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy, SeaLab 2021, Kid Notorious, Mr. Show, Kids in the Hall, Sex in the City, Family Guy, Futurama, Myth Busters, Entourage, Weeds, Last Comic Standing, Robot Chicken, The Venture Bros.

Books:

. Eat Me - L. Jaivin, The Story of O - P. Reage, The Pastures of Heaven - J. Steinbeck, anything by Douglas Adams, The Book of Five Rings - Miyamoto Musashi, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas - H.S. Thompson, The Great Divorce - C.S. Lewis, The Hobbit - J.R.R. Tolkien, Age and Guile Beat Youth, Innocence, and a Bad Haircut - P.J. O'Rourke, Sons and Lovers - D.H. Lawrence, The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald, Fire - Anais Nin, Omnibus - Roald Dahl, On the Road - Jack Kerouac, Me Talk Pretty One Day - David Sedaris, Stranger in a Strange Land - Robert A. Heinlein

Heroes:

My Daddy, Jack Kerouac, Madonna, the Israeli nation, Winston Churchill, Martha Stewart, Jack London, Marlene Dietrich, Hunter S. Thompson, Lily Tomlin, Henry Miller & Anais Nin, Jess Von Der Ahe, and Audrey Hepburn. .

My Blog

breathless...(or, It Shall Make Thy Belly Bitter, But It Shall Be In Thy Mouth Sweet As Honey)

I got a theoretical fist to the face last night.  I'm still reeling.  I don't even know what to say.  Something I used to have is no longer within the realm of possibility any...
Posted by l'renz on Sat, 26 May 2007 09:12:00 PST

unpopular... (or, A Brief Candle; Both Ends Burning)

Freedom is not merely the opportunity to do as one pleases; neither is it merely the opportunity to choose between set alternatives. Freedom is, first of all, the chance to formulate the available cho...
Posted by l'renz on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:37:00 PST

"just like yours..." (or, The Pursuit of the Hirsute for Something that Suits)

I got mah hurr did.  I also donated 11 inches of hair to Locks of Love, which, oddly enough, got me a free haircut at Penzone's.  I went to that place 'cause I hate a crappy haircut and am ...
Posted by l'renz on Fri, 11 May 2007 12:42:00 PST

unplugged (or, How Wasted Was My Thursday)

Today is my first day off for the past three weeks... I haven't done shit but sleep in, eaten some Kashi, dicked around online, and taken the dog for a walk.  I'm going to dinner at my parents' h...
Posted by l'renz on Thu, 10 May 2007 12:24:00 PST

bad blood... (or, Taking For Granted One's Lineage)

I've been avoiding my Mom.  I don't know why.  She hasn't done anything to make me sad, or angry, or whatever, but I haven't talked to her in three weeks.  Her or my Dad.  They're ...
Posted by l'renz on Tue, 08 May 2007 06:06:00 PST

sleep jones... (or, The Allure of the Rabbit Hole)

And if tonight my soul may find her peacein sleep, and sink in good oblivion,and in the morning wake like a new-opened flowerthen I have been dipped again in God, and new-created.~D.H. Lawrence I feel...
Posted by l'renz on Fri, 04 May 2007 08:06:00 PST

sleep cycles (or, The Sort of Thing That Drives a Dog to Distraction)

I don't remember laying down last night, but I woke up at 3 am with 4 missed calls, fully clothed, with the front door hanging open.  The dog was GEEKING 'cause she had to pee so bad, and gave me...
Posted by l'renz on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 07:22:00 PST

status quo (or, I'm Better at This Than Either of Us Thought...)

I opened by myself this morning at my new job... and it was strange how fucking NERVOUS I was.  I mean, it's cake... it's ridiculously unlike anything that would make or break anyone's life, but ...
Posted by l'renz on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 04:12:00 PST

7... 7, 11... (or, The Anthropomorphisation of Fortune)

Chris and Bill went to Vegas this week and had a fucking great time, apparently... they even did the Andretti Racing School thing, saw The Amazing Jonathan, went to some Rat Pack review, watched the l...
Posted by l'renz on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 08:27:00 PST

El amanecer (or, How to Fool Your Soul.)

I didn't really do anything important today so far, but my tired feels like it's an earned one.  I worked, I tutored, I tried to bank, I totally read the SHIT out of rush hour traffic and made it...
Posted by l'renz on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 04:04:00 PST