why do i. |
torture myself...
it hurts so bad...
i know what he's doing...
that's just the way he is...
it's happened before...all the time...
i cant be like everyone else...
"i wouldn't put up with that if i wer...
Posted by the jessmeister on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 10:18:00 PST |
so ive come to the realization that i can be such a bitch without knowing it. |
if im not leading one person on.....
im unintentionally hurting another....
WTF!!!!!
will the drama ever stop?!?!?!
i try to be a nice person....
do need to try harder????...
Posted by the jessmeister on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 04:43:00 PST |
its none of my business |
anymore....
so im gonna try n not let it bother me....
but it still does....
and i feel hurt....
not as much though....
that makes me happy...
and it also makes me happy that im not in the midst of DR...
Posted by the jessmeister on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 08:01:00 PST |
im glad we talked |
we can do this.... and my aunt made me feel better about it...u always make me feel better...even when im so confused....
Posted by the jessmeister on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 02:53:00 PST |
this is for no one |
while i sit and evaluate the past few months.... it makes me happy and sad.happy for the good times. sad for the bad.every person that comes in contact with your life effects you in some way. especial...
Posted by the jessmeister on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 09:25:00 PST |
