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queen apology

i know that i'm a bitch but i'm told it was a phase

About Me

LET'S JUST STOP, DROP EVERYTHING, FORGET EACH OTHER'S NAMES AND JUST WALK AWAY... -hope less

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

♥HOPE_4♥

i am hope.
i write hip hop music.
i'm working on a side project called "domestics"
music coming soon.
i've lived in san antonio all my life.
i love love.
i love life.
i am a tad bit bitter these days.
i have a void that needs to be filled.
i love to be held.
i love to hold hands.
i love beer!!!!!
i love graff.
i love hip hop.
i love funk.
i love funky house.
i love jazz.
i have been deceived.
i miss my best friends.
the friends that i do have are greatly appreciated.
i love my family! (R.I.P. Daddy)
i am a daddy and mommy's girl.
i am your brain on reality....any questions?
"i am who i am. nothing more, nothing less. if you have questions just ask. if you don't have anything nice to say, say it anyway. and if you're already a friend...THANK YOU!!!" PAZ Y AMOR! hope_4In no particular order: Most but not all
Tool/APC
deftones
nin
rage
soulfly
static-x
the get up kids
weezer
reggie and the full effect
sigur ross
bjork
portis head
BoOm Bip
badu
the fugees
lauren hill
a tribe called quest
wu-tang
bad company
decepticonz
del
dose/anticon
13&god
defjux
Hieroglyphics
the roots
outkast
diesel boy
dara
ak1200
t-junglist
dizzy rascal
aesop rock
bob marley
red i
blink 182
dj icey
paul van dyk
gumbee
rob-e
paint by numbers
lotus tribe
gonesembel
SOLE
people under the stairs
jedi mind tricks
el=p
mr.lif
mos def
mobb deep
pharaoe monch
baby anne
UFO
ALEVY8
beastie boys
tupac
3-6 mafia
bone thugs n harmony
pink floyd
led zepplin
rush
CCR
the alman brother band
willie nelson
the yeah,yeah,yeahs
radiohead
mazzy star
princess superstar
miss kitten
genitortures
lords of acid
marilyn manson
coal chamber
system of a down
chaimira
mars volta
sparta
at the drive in
thursday
felix da housecat
humpty vision
sipping soma
eligh
tiesto
armin van buren
nelly furtado
madonna
the lox
common
the black eyed peas
jay-z
em
d-12
meloncolin
tsunami bomb
mest
avril (don't hate)
the cranberries
P.J Harvey
bad religion
from autumn to ashes
eighth ground
lynard skynard
rage
NAS
KAnye West
rjd2
De La Soul
Artifacts
Billie Holiday
etta james
ella fitzgerald Snake River Conspiracy
Jean Gray
as i lay dying
underoath
silverstein
straylight run
scary kids scaring kids
the legion of doom
armor for sleep
he is legend
gym class heroes
MOVIES tHE Wall
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Momento
Pi
Alice in Wonderland
Fantasia
the Cell
Amelie
Seven
12 Monkeys
Clockwork Orange
Silence of the Lambs
Hannibal
Red Dragon
Swordfish
Austin Powers
WILD STYLE
COlors
Scarface
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
Party Monster
Requiem for a Dream
The Breakfast Club
Adventures in Baby Sitting
Drop Dead Fred
Freddy Got Fingered
Orange County
Stealing Harvard
Cruel Intentions
GREASE
Bowling for Columbine
GIA
Girl Interrupted
Hackers
(all movies starring Angelina Jolie)
Interview With the Vampire
Halloweem
Nosferatu
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
Phenonenon
Powder
Passion of the Christ
Jesus Christ Superstar
The Ten COmmandments
Fahrenhiet 911
The Punisher
Kill Bill 1&2
font T.V.The Family Guy
Daria
Ed, Edd,and Eddy
Everybody Loves Raymond
Drew CArey
That 70's Show
the Simpsons
Tom Green (when it was on)
My So Called Life
MTV Cribs
the Chappelle show
The MAn Show (when it was good)
Howard Stern
the Gilmore Girls
LYRICYST LOUNGE (when it was on)
King of the Hill
Seinfeld
King of Queens

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Music:



Tool/APC
deftones
nin
rage
soulfly
static-x
the get up kids
weezer
reggie and the full effect
sigur ross
bjork
portis head
BoOm Bip
badu
the fugees
lauren hill
a tribe called quest
wu-tang
bad company
decepticonz
del
dose/anticon
13&god
defjux
Hieroglyphics
the roots
outkast
diesel boy
dara
ak1200
t-junglist
dizzy rascal
aesop rock
bob marley
red i
blink 182
dj icey
paul van dyk
gumbee
rob-e
paint by numbers
lotus tribe
gonesembel
SOLE
people under the stairs
jedi mind tricks
el=p
mr.lif
mos def
mobb deep
pharaoe monch
baby anne
UFO
ALEVY8
beastie boys
tupac
3-6 mafia
bone thugs n harmony
pink floyd
led zepplin
rush
CCR
the alman brother band
willie nelson
the yeah,yeah,yeahs
radiohead
mazzy star
princess superstar
miss kitten
genitortures
lords of acid
marilyn manson
coal chamber
system of a down
chaimira
mars volta
sparta
at the drive in
thursday
felix da housecat
humpty vision
sipping soma
eligh
tiesto
armin van buren
nelly furtado
madonna
the lox
common
the black eyed peas
jay-z
em
d-12
meloncolin
tsunami bomb
mest
avril (don't hate)
the cranberries
P.J Harvey
bad religion
from autumn to ashes
eighth ground
lynard skynard
rage
NAS
KAnye West
rjd2
De La Soul
Artifacts
Billie Holiday
etta james
ella fitzgerald Snake River Conspiracy
Jean Gray
as i lay dying
underoath
silverstein
straylight run
scary kids scaring kids
the legion of doom
armor for sleep
he is legend
gym class heroes

Movies:


tHE Wall
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Momento
Pi
Alice in Wonderland
Fantasia
the Cell
Amelie
Seven
12 Monkeys
Clockwork Orange
Silence of the Lambs
Hannibal
Red Dragon
Swordfish
Austin Powers
WILD STYLE
COlors
Scarface
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
Party Monster
Requiem for a Dream
The Breakfast Club
Adventures in Baby Sitting
Drop Dead Fred
Freddy Got Fingered
Orange County
Stealing Harvard
Cruel Intentions
GREASE
Bowling for Columbine
GIA
Girl Interrupted
Hackers
(all movies starring Angelina Jolie)
Interview With the Vampire
Halloweem
Nosferatu
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
Phenonenon
Powder
Passion of the Christ
Jesus Christ Superstar
The Ten COmmandments
Fahrenhiet 911
The Punisher
Kill Bill 1&2
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Television:



Family Guy
Daria
Ed, Edd,and Eddy
Everybody Loves Raymond
Drew CArey
That 70's Show
the Simpsons
Tom Green (when it was on)
My So Called Life
MTV Cribs
the Chappelle show
The MAn Show (when it was good)
Howard Stern
the Gilmore Girls
LYRICYST LOUNGE (when it was on)
King of the Hill
Seinfeld
King of Queens

Heroes:

my ride or die bitches...brit&pley. open earth tattoos

R.I.P pops.

My Blog

I'VE BEEN TAGGED...

The rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts or habits about yourself.  At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged.  List their name...
Posted by queen apology on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 08:26:00 PST

for the one who will probably never see this.....

need you,dream you,find you,taste you use you,scar you,fuck you,break you.... i've lost the one who needed me; walked aimlessly around the world without me. i've lost the one who dreamt of me; just a ...
Posted by queen apology on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 03:54:00 PST

"ex" marks the spot....

how do you let go of something that was never there? how do you sleep at night if you were never awake? how do you look someone in the eye if their eyes were never open? eyes wide shut. lips pressed a...
Posted by queen apology on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 09:54:00 PST

dwelling on somethings that are no longer there...

i guess i thought i was over it, but how can i be when it's right in front of my face? i expected to never be in your presence again, and all of a sudden, when i'm with mine, you show up in front of m...
Posted by queen apology on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 10:17:00 PST

APRIL SHOWERS BRING MAY FLOWERS

SO GAMO LILLIE PASSED TWO NIGHTS AGO AT AGE 93. HER ROSARY WAS TONIGHT AND SHE WILL BE LAID TO REST TOMORROW MORNING AT 8:30AM. DEATH WILL ALWAYS BE A SAD THING TO ME, BUT IN THIS CASE, I CAN'T BE TO...
Posted by queen apology on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 10:21:00 PST

morning whispers echo moonlit shadows...

it's 8:52 am and i still haven't slept. not one bit. my body is tired, but my mind is wide awake; as always. i need something for this; preferably lunesta. cien, i need some seroquil baaaaad! i need s...
Posted by queen apology on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 06:59:00 PST

we are okay...

Convectuoso (GJ) I am caligulaGlutton of gluttonsMan over woman.Man of all womenThe whore of all man.And I'm not ashamed to admitIt's not enough to say that I love all of you.And I'm aroused at your l...
Posted by queen apology on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 09:35:00 PST

so close, yet so far....

it seems to me that happiness is so close, yet so far. like, it's within reach, but i can't seem to grasp it. what is true happiness anyway? i miss being in love :( i miss that feeling oh so dearly! ...
Posted by queen apology on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 10:39:00 PST

IMMATURITY=IGNORANCE

I CAN'T SEEM TO GRASP THE CONCEPT OF THE OVERWHELMING IMMATURITY SOME PEOPLE POSSES THESE DAYS. I MEAN, COME ON PEOPLE, WE'RE NOT IN ....... MIDDLE SCHOOL ANYMORE. I'M SO MIND BOGGLED BY THE...
Posted by queen apology on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 01:43:00 PST

crying in silence....(warning:this is a long ass blog)

so, dia de los muertos..."day of the dead", when really it's a whole month of honoring our loved one's whom we've lost. i came to the "coincidental"(or not) conclusion that people that i know seem to ...
Posted by queen apology on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 12:57:00 PST