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"Metaphors are not to be trifled with. A single metaphor can give birth to love." - Milan Kundera.Read the words in my blog if you really want to know me.It's all about anchors. The way they fall. The way they stay tight by our sides when under repair. The way people get tied and tangled with each other in ribbons and string. Love being something beautiful. The incredible lightness of being. Cynicism. The charm of flaws. Loyalty. Unavoidably crashing into someone and turning back for a second glance. Fate.I get told i’m trouble. That I’m completely transparent. That i can be hot and cold. That I’m sweet. That i talk too loudly when I become impassioned. That I’m funny. That I’m far too honest.I think a lot. I feel a lot. I think just being at peace with myself is the best feeling in the world. I'm a much better person than i used to be. I've changed and grown in so many ways over the past few years. I have been to some dark places and some very, very beautiful ones too. I don't have room in my life for people who are fake or mean at heart. I don't have time for you if you actually think your jimmy choos are important in any way. I'm interested in knowing people beyond the smoke and mirrors that we all hide behind. I am moved by music and lyrics and poetry and secrets and lingering gazes.Things at random: I bake cookies with chocolate icing and sprinkles. I quite enjoyed Star Wars Episode III (so i'm a geek with zero credibility.) I avoid bars that have the music turned up so loud that you can't have a quiet conversation with someone you want to get to know. Cars and money and designer clothes mean so very, very little to me. I think Dylan Moran is one of the funniest people ever. I like Bounty chocolate bars and raisin toast with heaps of butter. I drink a lot of tea - chai, with soy. I write in my dreams and forget the words when i wake up. I don't like holding hands. I have an addictive personality. I am too easily affected by you and your words and actions but i'll pretend i'm not for as long as i can. The way i feel is usually written all over my face. I cannot lie. I often try not to lose faith. I flirt a lot. I like deer and bambi and fairies. I like being in control. I sometimes get social anxiety and meeting new people leaves me cold because i am very shy. I give money to homeless people when they ask nicely though i know i shouldn't. I love playing my guitar and going to see talented musicians who perform with such pure fcuking passion for what they do that i am left in awe. I want to do more for the world but don't know where to start. I want to wake up with someone in the morning and not feel confused.