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the dark centre of the universe

who needs fudge when you've got tiny cups of love? you've got it made.

About Me

i am a modern woman. i am the most interesting person you will ever meet, and the most boring person you have ever met. i am an artist. i love to paint. i love to sing (when i am alone, usually). i am extremely passionate and, at times, overemotional. i get nervous in large crowds but i am uncomfortable when left alone for too long. a walking paradox, i am attention-hungry and shy compassionate and agressive irritable but fun phobic but not careful i like the sun and i like the moon even more i am a health-conscious smoker and drinker messy but obsessively clean fragile but hard sometimes shallow and vain but always very real i have high morale but i use filthy language i am dependant, however, not rule-conscious ;) absolutely brilliant, but dense, on occasion. i am very, very loyal. i try to be brutally honest and, if asked, will state my cold, hard opinons... sometimes even when i am not asked. politically i lean to the left. religiously i lean to the reasonable and tangible. i cannot live without music. i also would have great difficulty living without chinese food, particularly the egg roll, bubble baths, puppy dogs and a refreshing glass of ice water after a night of binge-drinking. i love to love. change... growth.

My Interests

intellectual stimulation, art, music, theatre, literature, travel, learning... i want to know and feel everything. i want to meet everyone worth meeting, and go everywhere worth going... i want to put a bullet between the eyes of every panda that won't screw to save its species. i want to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all those french beaches i'll never see. i want to breathe smoke.

I'd like to meet:

siddhartha gautama (aka "buddha"). i'd like to sit down and have a chat with the ol' boy. also elliott smith (RIP Oct 2003), my favorite singer/musician... check out his music. it is amazing.

Music:

GOOD SHIT!!! "sophisticated" is the genre of my musical taste. first and foremost, ELLIOTT SMITH and MODEST MOUSE, tried and true. THE POSTAL SERVICE! THE BLOW!... of course PINK FLOYD, SIMON AND GARFUNKEL, THE DOORS, crosby, stills, nash and young, fleetwood mac, jefferson airplane, janis joplin, JOHNNY CASH, BECK, CAT POWER, JEFF BUCKLEY, coldplay, ugly cassanova, RADIOHEAD, rem, andrew bird, the white stripes, BELLE AND SEBASTIAN, pete yorn, FIONA APPLE, BJORK, the red hot chili peppers, garbage, ben harper, TOOL, bad religion, the faint, some of the shins. i am getting into joseph arthur (sober and artistic, i hear), the pixies, massive attack, thievery corporation, portishead, mindless self indulgence, the yeah yeah yeahs, phish, joanna newsom, an many, many more!

Movies:

here are a few... AMELIE, AMERICAN BEAUTY, CHICAGO, A CLOCKWORK ORANGE, clerks, CLOSER, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, FIGHT CLUB, FRIDA, hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, kids, kinsey, NATURAL BORN KILLERS, office space, orgazmo, PARTY MONSTER, pink flamingos, PULP FICTION, rent, requiem for a dream, the royal tenenbaums, team america, THE VIRGIN SUICIDES... and so many others that i can't think of right now... i have always been a lord of the rings fan. i am also a fan of star wars and star trek (mainly tng). V FOR VENDETTA IS SUPERB!!! it is a movie about a dystopian society set in the future. it reminded me of 1894, another story of a negative utopia... for those of you who have read 1984 here's a little piece of info: in the year 1984 a movie about the book was made. actor john hurt played the part of winston, the main character who is trying to find a way around the system. john hurt also plays the chancelor in the movie v for vendetta, a role reversal that I found to be quite amusing...

Television:

american dad, aqua teen hunger force, family guy, futurama, the simpsons, ren and stimpy, chappelle's show, south park, scrubs, and reno 911... mythbusters... i don't have cable, i just get the dvds.

Books:

i have recently been really getting into the works of george carlin. yes, he not only does wonderful sand up, the man writes as well! here are a few of my favorite reads: still life with woodpecker by tom robbins, 1984 by george orwell, the doors of perception and brave new world by aldous huxley.

Heroes:

my grandmother, for she is the epitomy of stregnth. all women of high morals... and, sir george carlin. ------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ --- b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y Click here to make Falling Objects b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y b e a u t y ---------------------------------------
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My Blog

time

it seems as though it has taken me ages to get to now, but when i look back, the beginning was just a moment ago. "the years go fast and the days go so slow." i can't believe i am twenty....
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 02:31:00 PST

mother

we are more like sisters.  i have said that in our past lives we must have either been siblings or best friends.  perhaps i was your mother.  our relationship always...
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 01:08:00 PST

my happiness

i've really nothing extra in life to be happy for...but for some reason unknown to me, i find myself happy...right here and now...i am truly satisfied with most everything. it feels great....
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 07:31:00 PST

my movie (with revisions)

if i were to make a movie about my life and i could have the perfect cast... courtney love cobain would play my mother...  kevin spacey would play my father...  ellen burstyn would play my g...
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 10:26:00 PST

this war of mine

fyi: i passed my algebra class with a b+.  good news is on the way. "this war of mine" by amber morrisi got off my horse and faced the willhow scary it was and how scary stillmore troub...
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 08:04:00 PST

good news will work it's way to all them plans

good news, ladies and gents... i passed my english composition two class.  'twas my second time taking it, and i am glad to move on to literature.  bad news, ladies and gents... i am broke....
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:47:00 PST

finally coming together

things are finally beginning to come together in my life.  for those of you who didn't know, my best friend, larie, and i had what you might call a "falling out" for reasons that are irrelevant a...
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 06:30:00 PST

surrounded by demons

I sold the last three puppies yesterday... two people came and got one yesterday and a woman is coming tomorrow to pick up the last one.  John and I really need that extra money. &...
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 07:33:00 PST

the both of you can just fade to black

I got fired Sunday.  I slept in through work and when I called, my manager told me not to bother coming in.  I can't afford to be without income right now.  I have a stack of bills and ...
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 07:01:00 PST

i'm bankrupt on selling

i learned that i only have a few real friends... and it made me kind of sad. "bankrupt on selling" -modest mouse well all the apostles-they're sitting in swingssaying "i'd sell off my savior for a set...
Posted by the dark centre of the universe on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 07:31:00 PST