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Anticrash

About Me

"The whole conviction of my life now rests upon the belief that loneliness, far from being a rare and curious phenomenon, is the central and inevitable fact of human existence."
A little bit about me:
1) I am abnormally quiet and shy.
2) I am antisocial until you earn my trust.
3) I don't usually speak unless spoken to.
4) I can be impatient and easily annoyed.
5) If I can't grow to like you, then you must be an ass.
6) I give everyone a chance.
Truthfully: (Objectively)
Here is the dirt on me. I am a very shy, very private person. I don't get out much, and I rarely meet new people. My home is my sanctuary, and it is where I am most comfortable. For those few who know me best, I open up and show my inner clown. I don't drink, I don't party, and I hate social situations. I'd much rather prefer to hang out with a small group of friends (small meaning one or two). When I'm in groups, or with people I hardly know, I will not talk. Its not that I don't want to, I just cannot open up, no matter how hard I try. Do not mistake this for arrogance. It is social anxiety.
I only ask one thing: Just because something is fun for you, don't instantly assume it is the same for me. I am a total drag.
And suddenly we're not so special.
What do I fear? (Intrinsically)
I fear dying alone. I fear finding true happiness. I fear accepting responsibility for my actions and acknowledging my true nature. I fear oppression. I fear conformity. I fear losing myself, and losing my heart. I fear I may never be accepted. I fear I may never be understood. Worst of all... I fear that I may never... ever... realize my life's worth.
"It was previously a question of finding out whether or not life had to have a meaning to be lived. It now becomes clear, on the contrary, that it will be lived all the better if it has no meaning."
Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.
-Edgar Allan Poe (1809 - 1849), "Eleonora"
You scored as Rogue. Rogues share little in common with each other. Some are stealthy thieves, others are silver-tongued tricksters, and still others are scouts, infiltrators, spies, diplomats, or thugs. What they share is versatility, adaptability, and resourcefulness. In general, rogues are skilled at getting what others don't want them to get; entrance into a locked treasure vault, safe passage past a deadly trap, secret battle plans, a guard's trust, or some random person's pocket money.
Which D&D Class Are You?
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My Interests



[] Devotion
Graphic Design, Web Design, Art & Illustration, Painting, Digital Art, Computers, HTML & Coding, Storywriting, Character Design, Journals, Photography, Game Design, Creativity & Imagination

[x] Delight
World of Warcraft, Music, Film, Blockbuster Online, Xbox, PS2, Friends, Comic Books, Anime

[-] Despair
Acne, Intolerance, Taxes, Greed, Dry Skin, Check Engine Lights, Disrespect, Cold Toilet Seats, Selfishness, Asshats

You are Frank. You know a lot more than you first let on and lead people into temptation. "I can do anything I want...and so can you."

Which Donnie Darko Character Are You?
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You are Dwight. You are eager to prove your worth to others. You will go out of your way to protect those you care about and people depend on you to get them out of trouble. Though you are helpful to people you like, those who rub you the wrong way are in trouble. You are out of your mind and you don't care who knows it.

Which Sin City character are you?
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Music
A Perfect Circle, A Static Lullaby, Audioslave, Bad Religion, Bush, Saeko Chiba, Cursive, Deathcab for Cutie, Depeche Mode, Dredg, Dropkick Murphys, Filter, Finch, Foo Fighters, Green day, Hendrix, Jimmy Eat World, Lacuna Coil, Machinehead, Malice Mizer, Marilyn Manson, Metallica, Minus the Bear, Yasunori Mitsuda, Mudvayne, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Pennywise, Prodigy, Radiohead, Rage Against the Machine, Rammstein, Sevendust, silverchair, Slipknot, Sonic Mayhem, Soundgarden, Stabbing Westward, Static-X, System of a Down, Taproot, the Eels, the Faint, the Postal Service, the Shins, the Strokes, the Used, Tool, Trapt, Nobuo Uematsu, Weezer... much more

Movies
American Psycho, Batman Begins, Blade Runner, Boondock Saints, Bottle Rocket, Brick, Corpse Bride, The Departed, Donnie Darko, Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, Fight Club, Garden State, I Heart Huckabees, Kevin Smith movies, Kung Fu Hustle, Layer Cake, Legend, Life Aquatic, Lord of the Rings, Lost Highway, Lucky Number Slevin, Machinist, Memento, Mulholland Drive, Napoleon Dynamite, Nightmare Before Christmas, Office Space, Pi, Princess Bride, Pulp Fiction, Requiem for a Dream, Reservoir Dogs, Royal Tenenbaums, Rushmore, Silent Hill, SLC Punk, Snatch, Star Wars, The Crow, Trainspotting, V for Vendetta

Television
Lost, 24, Prison Break, Heroes, Robot Chicken, Arrested Development, Scrubs, The Simpsons, Family Guy, American Dad, South Park, The Office, Ren & Stimpy, Beavis & Butthead, Rocko's Modern Life, Aeon Flux

Anime
Trigun, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Ninja Scroll, Ghost in the Shell, Standalone Complex, Akira, X, Gundam Wing, Endless Waltz, Cowboy Bebop, Escaflowne, Macross Plus, Vampire Hunter D, .hack//sign, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away

"I kill the spider to save the butterfly."

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Comic-con 2006

Went to Comic-con International in San Diego yesterday. Good god, how I missed it! I went once before like 4 or 5 years ago, and it was great. However, since then I've drifted away from the comic scen...
Posted by Anticrash on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 02:28:00 PST

Stolen from Jahzeel

TEN FIRSTS01. First Best Friend: Justin.02. First Hamster: Ralph (by association; my step-bro's).03. First Piercing: None.04. First highschool crush: Maria Kernecker.05. First CD: Alanis Morrisette (J...
Posted by Anticrash on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 06:41:00 PST

Song of the Day: Stabbing Westward - Violent Mood Swings

You've left me with nothing left but questions You left me here not knowing who I am You've left me so much fucking time to hate you You left me with no choice but to die    &nb...
Posted by Anticrash on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 05:35:00 PST

For Kenna

1. Your name: 2. Your age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have...
Posted by Anticrash on Wed, 21 Dec 2005 06:51:00 PST

The Tyger

Tyger! Tyger! burning brightIn the forests of the night,What immortal hand or eyeCould frame thy fearful symmetry?In what distant deeps or skiesBurnt the fire of thine eyes?On what wings dare he aspir...
Posted by Anticrash on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 07:35:00 PST

The Great Mother's children paint her black

Three more days until Halloween... and my Snake Eyes costume is *almost* done. I just need to lay down a coat of metallic matte over the visor and attach it to the ski mask and then fasten some variou...
Posted by Anticrash on Sat, 29 Oct 2005 07:56:00 PST

I'm telling y'all it's sabotage

This weekend has gone by way too goddamn fast. It feels like it was just yesterday that I was driving home from work in the friday afternoon traffic. And now I'm getting ready to get up for a gloomy ...
Posted by Anticrash on Mon, 17 Oct 2005 07:25:00 PST

The Heart of all Sorrows, (ex)

Will this darkness never cease? This void engulfs me. Implodes upon my soul. I am left entangled. Stripped away. Torn apart. I came to the conclusion this morning that I am falling down. Fading....
Posted by Anticrash on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 11:09:00 PST

Nonsensical Disarray

I've been on a creative streak lately. I recently started doing some pretty thorough concept/story design work on an old title idea I've had on the back burner for years (tentatively titled). Me and m...
Posted by Anticrash on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 06:45:00 PST

La Luna del Cacciatore

"Omnia vincit amor; et nos cedamus amori." -Vergil A question once asked of me, a long time ago, was this: "What do you live for?" The followup to that question went as such: "What are you willing to...
Posted by Anticrash on Tue, 11 Oct 2005 03:14:00 PST